Before the sem break ends, we waited earnestly for the end of the sem break just so that we could finally meet.
A MONTH AND A HALF.
It was like a breeze :| Time really does fly huhhhhh
And after my uni starts, we expected to meet each other only like once in a month.
The first weekend after uni started, he got back because his family had a gathering so WE GOT TO MEET
We both thought that we'll have to wait for some time until our next meeting BUT THEN he and his crazy housemates got this idea to drive ALL the way from KL to Kampar on the second weekend.
It was a reeeeally successful surprise though HAHAHAHA
he told me he was going to watch movie on the friday night and i was like ??? watch which movie wo we already watched most of those we wanted to watch le bu shi
and he said insidious
and i was like ???!?!?! bu shi say you dont like horror movies and he said yaaaa but they insisted watching it so okay lor
at first still got abit fed up bcos HE WENT TO WATCH MOVIE WITHOUT ME
then i also rasa i very wu liao very kiampak hahahahah getting mad over this thing hahahah
jie guo yuan lai he'd started driving from KL when he told me he's going to watch the movie

HAO KE AI SHI BU SHI AHAHAHA

okayz he called me i'll type next time BYEZ

静下来的时候就会想好多 

这样是对的吗？

这样下去好吗？

这样子有意义吗？

感觉心中都有了答案 可是还是living in denial

不想再想 不想再考虑

就这样走一步 算一步

不都这样走下来了吗？

我花钱真的不是普通的流水啊

好像坏掉的水龙头一样爆水管那样的花

超级久没有打blog 因为没有什么好讲的

远离了自己觉得是toxic的人事物 

虽然艰难虽然未必是他们的错

可是我不想再为难自己下去了

这是何苦勒

不喜欢就算了啊 

为什么我总是要做到大家都喜欢大家都满意大家都接受的

就是这样咯

发现不被其中一个人喜欢还是接受就会想尽办法

变成大家喜欢大家接收的

可是要改变也不是一天两天的事啊

以前完全dont give a fuck的我在哪裡啊啊啊啊啊

為什麼你躲起來

不知不觉变成生活的每一部分

不管和谁聊什么都会不知觉的聊到他

有时候静下来的时候永远都在想

我真的喜欢他吗

这样下去对吗

这样有意思吗

要离开却又根本不可能

好吧应该就是这样了

不想离开那就握紧啊

好像过了好久其实也才两个月也好慢哦 又其实好快

他手抖哈哈哈哈哈

怎么可以比我白皮肤比我好！！！没天理

谢谢你一直包容我无时无刻乱乱爆发的脾气lol

就算是我错到最后还是你道歉

我也知道是我的错啦 就是不想道歉啊哈哈哈哈

“我们一起摆认真的脸然后比中指OK？？？”

奇怪的爱好lol哈哈哈哈哈哈

我第一次比中指拍照也哈哈哈哈

I don't know how long this will last

Definitely wouldn't use the term 'forever'

But 我会好好珍惜在一起的时间

可以

在一起很久很久当然是好事啦

可是分手这种东西谁都料不到的嘛

在一起个十年也可以分手的what

所以现在还太早

承诺也只是嘴巴说的

所以还是

就这样囖～

爱你哦大肥