Made of gold

And the lesson taught me that, don't keep your hopes high.
But how? I expected so much that I did not even realize =_= but yea it was still great heehee
Maybe I'm just asking way too much OR IS IT ON THE WAY idk HAHAHA

Ok and today I wanna talk about magnetic field, and i think every living organisms have magnetic fields leh.
For some people, we are willing to change oyrselves just to be able to follow their magetic fields and get along with them.
But for some particular people, you wouldn't even try, you just think that, no I don't like her. And every things she did just starting to get annoying and irritating. And no matter how hard the other person tries, their magnetic fields can never be the same. Because the host won't even allow the chance for you to try, and thus, failed relations.
So I think fate is related, if the two have fate, then everything is destined (imo dun judge haha shut up) the two might be couple, bff, or even enemy and stranger.

For example,
A spilled my water, I wasnt even close to mad, I jokingly punched A in her stomach and then everything is alright again.
B spilled my water, I was so mad, so mad until I couldnt speak, when B says sorry, I would say, nah it's alright, but in fact, I was mad as fick.

And so i deduce that everyone has their own magnetic fields.
If they attract each other, they get along
If they repel, then it is hell.

Sad but true
BUT we could change, the choice is in our own hand.

Ok maybe i din mek sense but whatever i was blabbering XD why do u careeeeeee

And I must say, ignore, is the best cure in da worldddddddd

SO LETS LEARN TO IGNORE MY DARLINGS

27th Nov

HEYYYYYYY It's my birthday! :D
Er actually it's yesterday since it's already 1.12AM now BUT IDC T.T IT IS STILL MY BIRTHDAY
Anyway! Had the last paper of SPM today, not really...... bcus I still have Chinese Language but i'm totally ignoring it....... it's a week later.......

Had paper till 3PM today and then went home to get ready to celebrate mi bday XD wahaha i like birthdays why do we only have one bday a year.... :(
And then we went to sing-k AND IT WAS SUPER FUN
SUPERRRRRRRRRRRRRR FUN OMG HAHA IT WAS SO CRAY
SO CRAY
SO CRAY

YES IT IS THAT CRAY THAT I HAVE TO REPEAT LIKE THRICE HAHA
I even hurt my calves and my throat sore-d HAHHAA
Imagine how cray that is, I haven't been to sing-k for like, months??? cus I thought it was wasting money I'd rather spend them on clothes.... (which is also wasting money but seemed more worthy to me HAHA)
BUT IT WAS ONLY RM9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SUKAH SO CHEAPPPPPPPPPP

And most importantly they have all the latest songs! Which are sooooooooo cool bcus we're kinda in a kampung state and then the karaoke is normally very lousy one :-（ BUT THEN THIS ONE IS DIFFERENT!!!! LOVE IT

ok look at my pictures!!! u can't say no anyway since u entered muahahahahhaah

pictures I took with fwens in school! i didnt upload all of dem im lazy....

Took them with my sista's instax mini, they look great irl i swear but they look abit shitty here........ DUN JUDGE MY PHONE

ok den er to the karaoke!!

Yes they are a taiiiiiiiiiiiiiny bit small HAHAHAHA aiya bear with it!!

And then me and ma cakeeeeeeeee

N DEN MEEEEEEEEE ME MEMEMEMEMEMEMMEMEMEMEMEM

After that we went to my house cus my lovely parents bought me a cake! So I asked my friends to go and sing birthday song for me... again hahahaha
didn't take any pictures :( as something happened and the situation was not fancy..........

OK DEN we went to witchery ider afterwards!
AND MET MY LONG LOST COLLEGUEEEEE I LUV HER SU MUCH OMG

ok that's all!! still loving my birthday muahahhaa
Thank you for all of you that had wished me and i'm truly grateful :D I feel so loved XD
That is the reason I love birthdays................... I FEEL LOVE AHAHAHHAHA

ok la thank you xh, zw, wq, ss, mc, wy, xy and val for spending your time with me! :D
They say the most precious thing you can ever give to a person is, your time! So spend time with your love onessssssssss!!

omg i heard lizard dropped on the floor they are so annoying wtf disgusting arghhhhhhhhhhh omg i hate lizards why now why now i was happy until that pop sound i hate u forever no matter how hard u try to get my attention u shitty lizard jus go away already omg

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

ANYWAY

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Definitely not, sike

And it is 26th!! Not really, 30minutes more heehee. I'll just assume so anyway XD
And what does that mean? Definitely NOT 1 day left till my bee-day HAHA

Idk I'm very relaxed lei, I revised le nvm XD
and the job..... like omfg I prepared my heart and soul and brain and stuff all for the job already AND NOW YOU TELL ME IT'S NOT AVAILABLE?!?!? NEVAHHHHHH
I still have hopes.... I must prevail...... JUS ONE YEAR OLD DIFFERENCE SHOULD BE OK WHAT T.T UGH SO ANGRIIIII SOB

Anyway mom got back earlier than she told me, supposed to come back 26th, but she reached home on 24th.
And being the forever hardworking mama, she cleaned the whole house and laundry and what not by herself... again....
Our house is in a mess bcus mama left for Jakarta for a trip HAHA what would I be if my mama isn't there for me... TmT cri cri cri

Ok and i was really looking for my bee-day until what shushan told me this morning, she said she forgot about it lol...... and being the very-concerned-about-bday me was quite sad tbh. But its like, i have this mindset that no one would remember beforehand already since it is in the middle of SPM and I did not advertise it LOL. I am veri loki... GEDDIT HAHAHA

ok but i still hav lotsa friends whom still rmb my bday and i am grateful for that XD my wish would be get hired in SG wtf hahahaha

Ok gudnite, mwacks

Let me live that fantasy ♡

Addicted to the song - Royals, by Lorde. But she's quite an arrogant and nasty gal... Google showed me all these >_>
But anyway!
Just ended a midnight call that lasted for 2hours and 26minutes waooo, when I should be sleeping and stuff YES I WAS ON A PHONE CALL INSTEAD XD HAHA DUN JUDGE ME

But it feels so great by pouring out what's in my heart to someone special to me! Shoutout to sweetheart! Wahaha you should know this is referring to you right, if you are actually reading this....then...HERRO LOV U SU MAC

Omg tell you what my sis bought me a present and its a super thoughtful one!!!!!! -Melts- idk how my sis can be so er er er correct ahahaha no er she is very AIYA MY ENGLISH VOCAB IS NOT GUD IM SORI BUT U CANT DO ANYTHING XDDDD

Anyways, i lov u mua sista mua mua mua
Oh it's a bb-foundation *-* totes in love with it..... omg and its not cheap >_> I WILL TREAT UR DAUGHTERS BETTER, I THINK

Ok gotta slp or else tmr cant wake up i hav a tuition at 9am, sooo i gotta crashhhhh liek an aeroplane i think or not ok bai
Muacks
Cus i feel like doing it today
Ok muacks HAHA

Thoughts

Almost everyone I met would try to be nice, but then after some time, you'll eventually find out who is real and sincere.
But it's so difficult to know who really is and who is not.
I'm glad I still have a few handsful of the so-called real friend!! I really appreciate them a lot!!!! Like a lot
And I feel disgusted, whenever people try so hard to please you, to do what you like, to act like the kind of people you like, just to be.... nice? LOL idk but it is so gross, to pretend to be someone you are not JUST to please someone.
They always tell you how much they like you, what they fond of you, but truth is, they don't care.
Stop acting like you freaking care when you don't, it's super gross....

G to the r to the no this is funny hahahaha gross ew yucks

PREVAIL LOL

ZEN ME BAN I AM BLUSHING WAHAHAHAHAHA SO EMBARASSED
Nothing much actually but still HAHAHA XD
And i hope wenhui can find someone to replace her... :(

Ok so

Ok so yesterday was the wedding of Jeffrey and Hui Li!! Pictures still not with me so mayb i mek another post about it ok?! U dun really have a choice actually hahahaha yes it is funny and i laughed what is the problem
anyway it rained before we went to the church and it was a turn off.... but we still managed to hav lotsa fun XD
Evryone came to my house bfor we went to church, didnt take any photos except with jiachyi, whom came first and the rest came later. duh
ok then the people came were alot, at least out of what I expected la
Jiachyi, Cieer, Yennie, Yenyung, Adaline, Chewmien, Tricia, Albert, I THINK THATS ALL I CANNOT RMB RN
Disclaimer, i have very bad memories, but im better than goldfish, i think
Then it was a mess.....
Tldr, it rained, car's alarm kept whining bcus of SOMETHING LA, everyone asked me to do their hair when i havent done anything of myself, and personal feuds and stuff haha
And my mirror broke.... BUT TRICIA BOUGHT ONE FOR ME HAHA VERI HAPPI VERY VERY VERY HAPPY TENK U SWEETHEART MUACKS
Ok it was a mess yes, but i had

I went to blow my hair ok lets continue

ALOT OF FUNNNNNN
i curled my hair *-* its the first time of my life XD i was so excited but jiachyi was literally shaking her head and then decided to curl for me hahahaha
BUT I WILL PREVAIL I WILL LEARN THEN MASTER IT (i hope i hav that kind of determination when it comes to study)
Ok la next time when i hav those pictures le then i will continue bout da nightttt

Ps, i have really bad memories
Zzzz i forgot i jus wrote that HAHAHAHA

if you're wondering, yes my exam is NOT over yet hehee =_= but i looked like it
The job jingtian told me was fantastic and awesome and everything nice (hopefully i didnt exaggerate too much)

Ok gudnight gotta work on my maths but no trust me i wont start until its midnight =_= so i will go and do whatever i am going to do, i still hav no idea

I found that my posts r kinda wordy and i think i should, or not i will jus continue to write wordy ones cus i can read minds i kno u like wordy posts hehe cus its sexy wtf ok no sike

Ok really goin to end this post like now

MIDNIGHT

Guess what? I'm still not asleep yet >.> I am kinda excited and then troubled now. Idk, I also felt abit of guilt ;C

Not sure if what I did is right but it's definitely not left HAHAHA GEDDIT?!?!?! LAMEEEEECHOP HAHA LAMEEEECHOP HAHAHA INFINITE LOOP

I think midnight lessens my humour... sincere apologies from me, NO NEVER I DUN DO SINCERE THINGS NAHHHH NAH NAH NAH actually I do

SO
SO
SO
Am i dramatic enough yet lol
Those were three very strong pronounced 'SO' btw, tryna make a dramatic entrance, I think I suceeded.
GOSH WAD M I DOIN ZZZ I NIDDA SLP BUT I DUN WANNA BUT I NID BUT I DUN WAN TO
ok anyway
I'm attending a wedding tomorrow!!! *Squeals*
Yea I do squeal irl but I didnt do that when I typed that but i felt like typing it dont judge me screw u if u did
ANYWAY
I'm pretty excited Cx maybe more than pretty HAHA
But something ruined it :( not really, idk I suddenly couldnt feel my excitements (is there such word) anymore sob
ITZ OKEI ERYTING WILL BCOM NORMAL TMR XD i guess

Ok mayb i'll post som pics, mayb, i didn promise, im scared dat my phone cannot take gud pics of me den i look bad when i actually dont (HAHAHAHAHA DUN JUDGE ME) then i wont feel like posting dem...
Ya who would post ugly pics of demself.... srsly =_=

I met liek, 3 or 4 californians each day, no no i din meet them as in meet them i meet dem online la
And all i thought was WA SO MANY CALIFORNIANS den im curious about that place even tho is hot like malaysia (ugh)
I hate hot places, btw I KNOW U CARE HAHA

Ok rly needa go or else my dark circles will implement and go cray cray dey hav party tmr weeeee

Omg i think my blog is gna become retarder (i created this word) than it was, but meh XD
Cant wait for spm to finish heehee
Oh and Im not goin to the trip animor ;( so baibai chris i kenot meet u animore hehe im glad
SO I CAN GO TO SG XD YAY YAY YAY HOORAY tryna comfort myself
Glad everything turned out well heehee, ruili is going so she can take my place den i dont have to go den i dun have to pay (in extremely happy tone) HAAHAHA

Ok goodnight
Or kinder bueno HAHAHA
Sugar dreams! *-*
I think im kinda girly.... i think... but then nope, i dont like pink, evwn though my phone's virtual keyboard is pink but i dont really like pink ;/ been trying to accept pink and i think i accepted but its still out if my fav colour zone boooooo
Wanna know wad colours are in my fav zone? :>
Blak blak blak HAHAHA no la got others but black stands almost 80% of it heehee

ONCE U GO BLACK U CAN NEVER GO BACK
i dun really kno what tis quote means or if i used it correctly or
IDC IM JUS GNA QUOTE IT HAHAHAHA

Crap post... like usual +-+ ok sign out bai muacks
Cos i feel like giving kisses out today
OH AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY BRIAN :D liek u wud even see dis haha but ya happy birthday XD enjoy ur big day hehe yayyie

Criticism

Idk I had always thought that I'm right, NOT REALLY ALWAYS, but almost >_>
They always say, do not judge.
But it's really easier said than done. :(
Sometimes when I think I'm just giving my opinions, they don't really think so.
I always say, it's the little things that count, so maybe the little things I did made them misunderstood me.
BUT IDK Y DERS SO MANI THINGS TO CONSIDER?!?!?!?
AND I don't really think about all these, but when I think, it's when I'm tryna sleep.... ;/
I do not look like a SPM candidate at all at all at all at all. Omg
All I have on my mind is, trip shop money fun freedom books games ETC
So, let's say goodbye to my social life once the holiday starts.
NOT LIKE I HAVE ONE ANYWAY XD
No srsly, I hav ok =_= dun judge mi muggles

I lov my parents n not u u jealous?
Idk y erythin so complicated leh
I AM ALSO VERI COMPLICATED
Sigh, human.....

OH HEHE GUESS WHAT?!?!?!
No I dont really mean to ask you to guess when I say that its a phrase get over it lol
ANYWAY
ITS NOVEMBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FAV MONTH XD ASK ME WAI
I mean it this timeeeeeee fag *-*
bcos it's goin to b my birthday heehee and I expect ALOT like A L O T
So you know what to do hehehe
It's the 27th xd aw so deep i didnt know 27 had that meaning hehe BUT NOW U KNOW
omg im talkin crap ok bai liek srs bai bai bai no haha trolled xd but bai

Trouble IS NOT MY FRIEND LO

OMG SO MANY THINGS TO BE TROUBLED OVER LEH
but exam is not included wtf hahahaha
ANYWAY I'm going to this trip with my schoolmates this December! Yea did I make it sound exciting enough........
I JUST WANT TO GO AND SHOP AND IS IT THAT DIFFICULT T.T
And everything I was compromised with were all lies argh
WHAT IF I DONT HAVE ENOUGH TIME TO SHOP?!?!
And two days of water park leh is that possible omg
Imagine just the ticket price lah and include how coward I am then I will not play all the exciting games THUS WASTE ALL MY MONEY
I'd rather spend them on shopping like for real.... >_>

Ok rantz ova ova ova ova is da singular noun of ovum HAHAHAHAHA AWK

wasted time.

Errrrrr, wanted to say so many things but like meh, too lazy to. 

I'm having SPM right naooooooooo and I know it doesn't look like it >.> BUT HEY THIS IS SPM

So many temptations in dis world........ omg when can I successfully ignore them

Sometimes I really wish I can be less observant and attentive. All these 'talents' kept making myself know things I don't want to know.

SOMETIMES, I just felt like covering her mouth with MY HAND AND ASK HER TO SHUT THE F UP.

OMG what are the nonsense you are blabbering.

YOU ARE NOT HER MOTHER???????? YOU ARE NOT A QUEEN cough and you cannot control everything ok!!!!!!

Stop acting like you're in charge and everything should go accordingly to what you wish. YOU WISH LOL

Idk maybe sometimes I act like that too but i'm almost 4000% sure I'm NOT THAT AGRESSIVE

What happened to you >.> 

I'm gna ask you to shut up the next time you snapped some shits out of your mouth again ugh.

 OH and stop acting like you're all atas and better and 'higher' literally than everyone else.

It just lowers yourself....... Cut those crap omg

 Conclusion is, your mouth is sucha hateful lil bitch zzzzz shut your mouth up and the day is sunny again!!! yipeeeee 

SHUT UP IF YOU DON'T HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY.

DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND!!!!!!!!!!!11111111

and who said ignoring texts from friends is cool WHO SAID DIS IS CORRECT

I wanna say xo but no it's gay for this post so bai