boost bootie LOL

have you ever looked into the mirror and like, nope, this girl is ugly af.....
AND the other time you just went like, o dam diz gurl iz qt af!!!!

DIFFERENT MOOD DEFINES YOUR MIND. (duh)

you judging peepo in your mind:
will u jus stfu u r so annoying just shut up alr omg like when can u shut up ur voices are so annoying i hate u you ugly bitch cocky arrogant stupid idiotic gal

you heard peepo judging you:
o dam bitch u kno me for like 1 day and u judge mi liek ur my mother hu r u to say that u kno me but u duno my story!!! dam stupid ugly bitch im fab

soooooo irony :S

WHAT TIME ALR U STILL SITTING HERE LOL

I can't wait until my exam is ovaaaaaa, and I can do EVERYTHING I WANT!!!!!!!!! W.O GUILT XDD
tata ruviu muack

Rain

Because when it rains, I have another reason to be happy.
I loveeee rain, it makes me happy.
I like the smell of the rain!
I like the cold when it rains!
I like to walk in the rain.
I like to be soaked wet by the rain water.
I like everything when it rains, it makes my day better.

I'm feeling dissapointed, I didn't think that what I did was completely correct.
I thought speaking out what I had on my mind was correct, but not how rude I was.
But no, seriously, the last time I ever wrote about my family (in the bad way) on facebook was when I was 14. Like freaking seriously, who ever does that is really stupid and childish in my opinion. And it happens to be someone close to me.
Period.

Lightbulb

And suddenly, ding!
I have all the answers to my millions of questions.
And it felt really good.
I'm not alone, never alone.
Since the day I was born until now, and then in the future.

The key to all my answers is you, and I love you.

Honestly

I'm feeling blue most of the days recently.
I don't know how to explain this,
Basically, nothing really changed, or changed.
I had no idea.
It's like, all the reasons for me to happy in this world had disappeared, vanished, destroyed.

I don't know how to be happy anymore.
I forgot how to be happy ALL THE TIME like I used to anymore.

Blueblueblueblue

Was quite frustrated by the fact that I was free to go home at 1PM from school, but then I reached home around 2.30PM whaaaaaaaaat.
But I should actually be grateful cos sometimes I can't even go home lol.
Cos ai haz nu transpoortttt.
Feel like blabnering today

I think I might be a volcano
An unstable one, blows up in no time HAHA
Hmmm or something cuter, idk, what else blows up in no time,
AH BLOWFISH HAHAHA
ok so you must not tell anyone the fact that i might be a blowfish promise!!
oh gosh, I think I'm crazy
NAHHHH JUST KIDDING XP

You are such a liar

Nah I just suddenly thought of it,
You can believe a dishonest man to be dishonest,
But you cannot believe an honest man to be honest all the time.

And what if, you are not that nice as I have thought you are?
Mannnnn I think I'm losing my mind, things are so easily getting on my nerves nowadays.
Just that, I hate people who everytime fucking does things against what they had said earlier.
Sooooo flipling hypocrital.
If you cannot do what you have said or agreed or promised, THEN DON'T SAY ANYTHING.
You know, there are so many kind of people in this world, and the one i hated most is this, those who do things against what they have just said.
IF you are that nice to everyone, you can accept everyone, you think everyone is great and befriends with everyone,
Then don't fucking tell me how much you disliked her.
It just makes me feel like throttle you can peel off your fake skin lol
Sounds kinda creepy and scary, but yeah.
Maybe I'm one of those too????
DONT YOU DARE TO NOD

ARGH, I hate everything lol hahaha

Ok finish ranting, can carry on living my life with very good mood, yes please.

Oh and, favorite quote of the day,
Do not let idiots to ruin your day.
So like, yea, haters are bornt to hate anyway, if they ever stopped hating, it'd be like sharks stopped eating meats. IMPOSIBRUUUU

Ok conclusion u r a fker
NAHHHH just kidding heh heh

Duno

Duno how to describe what I feel right now. Life has been in a mess...
Not sure what I did is right or wrong.
What's the definition for right and wrong??
Thing is, I couldn't turn back time, I can only carry on with the decisions I had made, and actions I had done.
Even if I felt regret, there's nothing I could do.
I felt angry, when they were insulting (not really?) me.
I felt regret, because I shouldn't have acted so agressive and impulsive.
But what can I do?
I have my bestie, she doesn't understand (or actually she does) but she does not know how to comfort me. I do not blame her, as this is not a borned-talent.
Still, I feel so sorry of myself, because I had no one to talk to. Maybe I do have, but things have changed. They are not the same anymore.
All the pretense I have done, all the shits I tolerate, all the stuffs I asked myself to stop fucking care, just, wasted.
Because of this fucking temper or mine.
Not sure if it's a good thing or not, cos like
Firstly, I can finally stop pretending to be who I am not (assumed so)
Secondly, I can finally not give a fuck to them poos.
And actually no more.
So this is like what, is this guuuud?? That I don't have to pretend anymore?
But what's the meaning if I stopped pretending??
Life is all about pretense.
Pretending to be who you are not.
Maybe it has been too long since I have felt this. It came crumbling down, broken all the stuffs I have put up to.
It is indeed sad, but what can I do other than accepting.
Fortunately, they don't dare to do it in front of me.
Because haters are like shadows,
They only do stuffs like gossiping BEHIND you.
still not sure good thing or not cos you are fully aware about it but you have to act all ignorant and happy
Weeeee i dont know a shit about you gossiping about me yayyyieyie
No, just no. I have to go through all these shits
BECAUSE LIFE IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE.

Where is my God now
No i didnt mean to ask that it just sounded cool
Yolo
Lolll XD

Birthday surprise! (Failed)

Yea as the title said, a failed birthday surprise haha!
In conclude, this friend of mine, jingtian, knew that what we're gna do but me and wanqing asked her to act ignorant. HAHAHA
Then she knew there was gna be a birthday cake but she had to act like all surprised and stuff.
It was just hiiiiilarious!!
It was a really fun night, a really unusual Monday night!
My mind keeps on reminding me that the SPM is like reeeeally close.
BUT I JUST WON'T STUDY ZZZ T.T
Argh will just skip this stupid topic. :'(

This is jingtian on the left!

outfit of daaa night! 

Happy Birthday again darling
!!

Mai underwear

Been through alot of dilemmas these two days.
It's all about myself ;(
You know I'm actually a person who is easily influenced aaaaand changed.
When I actually say no, it might not really means 'no', it might be 95% no and another 5% yes.
Might sound ridiculously confusing, but yeah, that's how confusing I can get.
Oh it's like, what I said might not be 100% of what I thought.
Lulz I'm not on topic anymore...

ANYWAYYYYY.
Just to say that my mind is really easy to get influenced by others.
Like, I could still be very determined about my decision five minutes ago,and someone came to talk to me, persuade me, and I might just change my decision (almost) right after the second I've made my mind.
I feel so useless T T
Where are all my jian chiiiiiii
每次不管下了多大的決心
不管自己是多麽的堅持
只要有人來勸我或者是說服我
下一秒我馬上可以改變心意wtf

People like me are whom the salesmen aim at looool.
Like throw one bait and then BINGOOOOOOO

In conclusion,
I should avoid salesmen.

NAHHHHHH just kidding.

Biology wtf

This story is still hot, it just happened in like 13minutes ago LOL.
I was bathing just now, half way done, ah ignore that. And then, I saw this yellow little squimish thing on the wall.
WTF I WAS LIKE NOOOOOOO WAI MI WAI MI WAI MI.
I'm going to explain this story with Biology. HAHA
A human has this involuntary action called reflexes. The reflexes are not sent to to brain for intepreting, they are interpreted at the spinal cord.
When my eyes saw the squimish thing, fine it's a worm, A DISGUSTING ONE!!!!
 Nerve impulses are sent from my eyes to the interneurone at the spinal cord via afferent neurone, those impulses are then intepreted by the spinal cord and then certain reflect actions are sent to the effector via the efferent neurone.
BUT! Some impulses are still sent to the brain so you know that what's happening lmao,
So you can still decide what to do or what not to.
So my reflect action was to scream I guess, but I decided not to cus I don't want to scare myself.
So I sang a song instead wtf. Freshly made song, the mama-I-am-scared song.
So I was singing the song and then I tried to kill the worm with a brush. (that's all I got in the bathroom)

SO x4 COMBO 

BUT IT WON'T DIE?!?!?!??! T.T
I was terrified when it went missing wtf, it's sooooooooooo disgusting when it moves.
So I quickly switched on the light (yes it wasn't switched on previously) and tried to find its carcass (hopefully T.T)
I found it but it's still moving *faints, not* I then sent it away with water.

HAHA A BIOLOGY STORY HOW COOL IS THAT. no??

aiiiiii mizzzzzz maiiiii loonggggg hairrrrrrrr

Perspectives

如果連自己都不相信自己的話
那還有睡會相信？
那個是我覺得最可悲的事了
連信仰都沒有的話
那讓自己堅持下去的是什麽

Talked to this friend of mine, he told me he is sure that he cannot get good grades.
Yes, when he didn't even study for anything.
How can he be so sure when he did not put in the effort??
Maybe if he had been in a different circumstance, he might be a different person.
Confident, positive, optimistic.
He is charming, but he doesn't think so.
He thinks his future has been decided, he said that his future is gonna be no different from his friends.
Work, work, and strive to be alife.
But this isn't how it should be, we only live once, sadly, we should totally fight for what we want!!
I've been through alot of troughs too, like the one happened few days ago.
I still believe in me, in God.

可以的