Hi guys.... The last blog post i made is like 29th Oct, and now? 14th Oct. FML MAN.
I'm really fail at controlling myself, especially from online game, ya'know. X_X
I guess i also cannot manage a blog and posting daily or weekly, JUST OFTENLY KAY.
Okay that's wad i think, i probably am not! I'm successful in controlling myself and managing a blog hehehe.
What's up?!?!!?!?! Holiday! This holiday is gna be the last holiday of, um, last big holiday LOL, of my school life. I feel sad just by thinking how old i'm growing.... Although I don't look like i'm growing any older, or not? -__-
Had my final exam, I'll act like i don't know my results are bad. And i also act that the papers are not giving back after holiday. Yep, I totally have no idea about those kay~
Oh wait, this is also what I THINK about myself, I probably am not. What if i get good grades in the test, no one knows. xd
AND I also skipped two days of school cus I don't want to get my results HAHAHAHHAAH. So my holiday reached earlier, a week earlier ahahahah.
HOLIDAY.
Happy birthday to you,
I went to the zoo,
I saw a black monkey,
I thought it was you.
I just can't stop myself from linking zoo with this song ROFL. Should be familiar right? Madam Lim always sings this song at the day of her students' birthdays. AHAHAHAH. Am feeling glad cus she'll never get to sing it to me, my birthday is at November, and the tuition stopped at that time already ahhahahaha!!!!
Okay lah, i went to the zooooooooooooooo in Singapore at 4th November! Now is like 10 days after that trip already omfg. Can we please delay this post cus i didn't move the photos to my lappy yet. heheheh.
Oh and, wetwet told me about this. This gurl, yea she's not yet a woman CUS SHE IS CHILDISH AF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I won't say that i'm not childish but, well, SHE'S EVEN CHILDISH-ER THAN ME OKAY.
I don't care who you are scolding, I don't even bother to know what happened. It's just too annoying wtf. Can you please use your brain before you talk, or scold. SHAME ON YOU SISTA. SHAME SHAMEEEEEEEEEEEE. Ugh -__-
I don't mean that my English is perfect and no grammar mistake. BUT PLEASE, you're in a so-called elite school, so am i. You talk like your grades are perfect. BUT MAN, YOU'RE LIKE IN THE LAST 10 RANK PLEASE. Sorry can't stop myself from caps-locking. ugh -__-
Super shitty mood when I think about what she did. Why'd you even bother to do that big thing just to correct other's grammar mistake WITH YOUR SILLY GRAMMAR MISTAKES. Kettle saying pot black. You just keep on doing those stupid things that made everyone laughs at them. Yet, you don't know a single soul, is this good? -__-
You wrote things like, 'Don't scold me, I'm a human too.' and the next thing you wrote WAS CALLING SOMEBODY A BITCH. -Peabrain spotted-
Whenever facebook has an online fight, the roles in the fight LOVE to say this. 'Facebook is free for me to talk, I have my own right to talk.' Wait, HOW ABOUT NO.
Sorry for the rage ahahah, after a long time and ended up to be a rage post. At least 1/2 of this post is about my anger ahahahah.
Das all for now, i guess. Will do another post about zoo kay, CYAAAAAAAAAA.
xoxo
Wednesday, 14 November 2012
Monday, 29 October 2012
Let's get this real short.
Mum is mad. Not at the SECOND sister. But me and my eldest sister.
Yeap which means, she is so dang biased.
I guess. Called her to comfort myslef, which became an unknown reason of geting scolded by her.
I haz wrong too. But she is not far from me either.
Waiting for the transport to reach, time hardly crawls. Done for now.
Tuesday, 23 October 2012
Hai there.
Greetings from Tuesday! ^_____^ Tomorrow am having maths' exam, sho relax? I'm pretty good at it, no? YES.
I was playing Hydra as usual, about 7pm? Yea and something scary happened. T___T I'm really sorry! I didn't mean to do that................... Yea but luckily nothing's gna happen to him! Cheers.
Kay nao pictures.
This was from loooooooooooooooooooong time ago. But hey, ITS ME. YOU'LL NEVER GET TIRED TO SEE ME AHAHAHA.
The drawings on the face are done by Tricia. We were playing games in YF. And well, its pretty obvious that this is the punishments ahaha. I don't take this as a punishment lor, cus so cute of me. T_T WHY, WHY AM I SO CUTE. -pats my own shoulder-
Kay dont slap me.
This was taken at 14th October. Yea I remember this well cus that was Niuniu's wedding day! Uhh yea, and it was sdkasjdlajsdkajsldsad too. Huh you don't understand? Never mind, it's cool.
Okay, till i have more events to tell you guys. Goodnight to laptop and say hello to Maths.
I was playing Hydra as usual, about 7pm? Yea and something scary happened. T___T I'm really sorry! I didn't mean to do that................... Yea but luckily nothing's gna happen to him! Cheers.
Kay nao pictures.
The drawings on the face are done by Tricia. We were playing games in YF. And well, its pretty obvious that this is the punishments ahaha. I don't take this as a punishment lor, cus so cute of me. T_T WHY, WHY AM I SO CUTE. -pats my own shoulder-
Kay dont slap me.
Okay, till i have more events to tell you guys. Goodnight to laptop and say hello to Maths.
Monday, 22 October 2012
STUPIDITY OVERLOADS.
FINE IM NOT GNA TALK ABOUT HOW MY LIFE WAS. cus i'm too lazy to. ;~; But i'm feeling guilty if i didnt update my blog......... Kfine we'll start afresh nao baby.
I'm having weeks of exams, which is frustrating. .__. I didn't know what to do, who would want to read!!!! Yes I did read. I'm havin Chemistry for tomorrow :( Have to excuse from work a day and grinning later.
Oh let me tell you guys a really dumb thing. Today was Sejarah 3, uhhh an open-book-test in case you don't know. :) Which means you bring books in and rujuk all the things inside. Books = textbooks. Yea and this cleverness overload me, forgot to bring the textbook. YES THE TEXTBOOK. FML AJSHDAKJSDLAKSD.
But i'm still quite lucky cus i still get to borrow a textbook from a Sejarah teacher, WHOM IS NOT MY SEJARAH TEACHER. So angry lor, dam that A****, he lied to me that our exam starts after recess and he obviously refusing to lend me his book. Why? CUS OF JEALOUSY LOL. No i don't mean that teacher loves me. No? AHAHAH.
Cus I heed to Cikgu Sharifah's advices and brought papers. Aiya you don't need to know that much! Just that he is angry about how I heed to the other teacher's advices instead of his. Oops, gender spotted. Yes and Cikgu Sharifah lent me her textbook. ;~;
I LOVE YOU CIKGU.
I can't describe my stupidity with words. =____= DUMBFUC* LOL. Maybe i've been scolding people peabrain too frequently and then myself got influenced by the peabrain lol.
Saw this quote at 9gag :
Seriously lor, Wetwet is one of those stupids cus she always go against the sign. PULL THEN PUSH PUSH THEN PULL HAHAH. You ask me how am I so evil? Cus i rarely would do this kind of mistakes ahahaha.
I'm having weeks of exams, which is frustrating. .__. I didn't know what to do, who would want to read!!!! Yes I did read. I'm havin Chemistry for tomorrow :( Have to excuse from work a day and grinning later.
Oh let me tell you guys a really dumb thing. Today was Sejarah 3, uhhh an open-book-test in case you don't know. :) Which means you bring books in and rujuk all the things inside. Books = textbooks. Yea and this cleverness overload me, forgot to bring the textbook. YES THE TEXTBOOK. FML AJSHDAKJSDLAKSD.
But i'm still quite lucky cus i still get to borrow a textbook from a Sejarah teacher, WHOM IS NOT MY SEJARAH TEACHER. So angry lor, dam that A****, he lied to me that our exam starts after recess and he obviously refusing to lend me his book. Why? CUS OF JEALOUSY LOL. No i don't mean that teacher loves me. No? AHAHAH.
Cus I heed to Cikgu Sharifah's advices and brought papers. Aiya you don't need to know that much! Just that he is angry about how I heed to the other teacher's advices instead of his. Oops, gender spotted. Yes and Cikgu Sharifah lent me her textbook. ;~;
I LOVE YOU CIKGU.
I can't describe my stupidity with words. =____= DUMBFUC* LOL. Maybe i've been scolding people peabrain too frequently and then myself got influenced by the peabrain lol.
Saw this quote at 9gag :
When you did something you think is dumb and stupid enough, get over it. Just think about how people trying the push the door while the sign said PULL.
AHAHAHHA AND THEN I DONT FEEL I'M STUPID AND DUMB ANYMORE.Seriously lor, Wetwet is one of those stupids cus she always go against the sign. PULL THEN PUSH PUSH THEN PULL HAHAH. You ask me how am I so evil? Cus i rarely would do this kind of mistakes ahahaha.
What should I deal with this thing? Cus i feel insecure and i wonder about our future, das all I ever cared. MY FUTURE. I'm confused.
Thursday, 11 October 2012
Glad glad glad
I've been skipping school for days. :x And i'm playing computer like I don't have exams FML.
Fine, Deon apologized to me already so i'm not angry anymore! Let's forgive him shall we? Well, I'll take it as a yes. :P
AND
IM A LUCKY GIRL, IN THE LUCKY WORLDDDDDDDDD. Guess what?!?!?!?! Rebecca remembers me ASDLJASDLKASJD which is similar to winning the first prize kay. I'm so scared later she goes like, ''Huh who the f are you?" Just like the other T girl did. Meh, don't act that almighty leh, so scared. -___-
Heehee, there are alot of reasons for me to not leave the virtual world okay. I can know friends all around the world (people wants to be loveeeeeeeee), thats Justin Bieber's All around the world, in case you don't know hhahaha.
Yes everyone remembers me, lucky me <3 __="__" a="a" day="day" don="don" excepts="excepts" for="for" hour="hour" i="i" is="is" kay.="kay." me="me" nbsp="nbsp" one="one" only="only" p="p" read="read" scold="scold" t="t" this="this" woooooooooooooonderful="woooooooooooooonderful">
I have school tomorrow! Mehhhhhhhhhhhh, no?
xoxo Bellariel
Fine, Deon apologized to me already so i'm not angry anymore! Let's forgive him shall we? Well, I'll take it as a yes. :P
AND
IM A LUCKY GIRL, IN THE LUCKY WORLDDDDDDDDD. Guess what?!?!?!?! Rebecca remembers me ASDLJASDLKASJD which is similar to winning the first prize kay. I'm so scared later she goes like, ''Huh who the f are you?" Just like the other T girl did. Meh, don't act that almighty leh, so scared. -___-
Heehee, there are alot of reasons for me to not leave the virtual world okay. I can know friends all around the world (people wants to be loveeeeeeeee), thats Justin Bieber's All around the world, in case you don't know hhahaha.
Yes everyone remembers me, lucky me <3 __="__" a="a" day="day" don="don" excepts="excepts" for="for" hour="hour" i="i" is="is" kay.="kay." me="me" nbsp="nbsp" one="one" only="only" p="p" read="read" scold="scold" t="t" this="this" woooooooooooooonderful="woooooooooooooonderful">
I have school tomorrow! Mehhhhhhhhhhhh, no?
xoxo Bellariel
Wednesday, 10 October 2012
-sniffs-
This is like tragedy mang. :< HOW COULD HE DO THIS TO ME? Even, even, even if i changed my ign, that's not the reason for him not to recognize me right?! T_T You have no rights to say wrong though.
I was like sho happy when i saw him, but he actually doesn't know who i am since i changed my ign. Still, NO NO NO NO NO. THATS NOT THE REASON. NOOOOOOO T_T
Yes I didn't exaggerate anything, i did cry cus of this, cus this is just too sad ; __ ;
Why :< PLUS AFTER I 'RAN OFF', he didn't went after me. T_T I don't care if its other guy, but its you........................
DEON YOU SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK. and I hope you see this. >:(
And wern if you're watching this. No, no more those words kay, cus I forgot hahahha.
Fine, I have a best guy friend whom I know him through an online game, duh? Kay, so I went back to play this game, which I said is a bad bad bad thing, cus I'm easily addicted :< And so do I. FML ;__;
And just now, I accidentally bumped into that guy friend of mine. YES AND HIS NAME IS DEON, DEON I HOPE YOU SAW THIS UGH. And the following events are typed up there. Yes and i still do feel angry. Dont care kay if you think this is silly or stupid or anything you might have on your mind. CAUSE YOU DK HOW I FEEL T_T
I was like sho happy when i saw him, but he actually doesn't know who i am since i changed my ign. Still, NO NO NO NO NO. THATS NOT THE REASON. NOOOOOOO T_T
Yes I didn't exaggerate anything, i did cry cus of this, cus this is just too sad ; __ ;
Why :< PLUS AFTER I 'RAN OFF', he didn't went after me. T_T I don't care if its other guy, but its you........................
DEON YOU SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK. and I hope you see this. >:(
And wern if you're watching this. No, no more those words kay, cus I forgot hahahha.
Fine, I have a best guy friend whom I know him through an online game, duh? Kay, so I went back to play this game, which I said is a bad bad bad thing, cus I'm easily addicted :< And so do I. FML ;__;
And just now, I accidentally bumped into that guy friend of mine. YES AND HIS NAME IS DEON, DEON I HOPE YOU SAW THIS UGH. And the following events are typed up there. Yes and i still do feel angry. Dont care kay if you think this is silly or stupid or anything you might have on your mind. CAUSE YOU DK HOW I FEEL T_T
Monday, 8 October 2012
bad bad bad bad
This is baaaaaaaaaaaaad. I hope I don't get addicted that fast >< . Goodluck to my exam and myself.
Trying to blog daily but then I failed :x
You can do this!!!!! Stop yourself from doing that and I know I can do that. Don't know what I am talking about?? Not going to tell you ^__^ Heehee
I'll see when I have the time to blog about the Sports Day, hahaha nothing much to say too.
And stay tuned for the next post alright. Its a LYAO post. Hopefully.
Goodnight ^_^
Trying to blog daily but then I failed :x
You can do this!!!!! Stop yourself from doing that and I know I can do that. Don't know what I am talking about?? Not going to tell you ^__^ Heehee
I'll see when I have the time to blog about the Sports Day, hahaha nothing much to say too.
And stay tuned for the next post alright. Its a LYAO post. Hopefully.
Goodnight ^_^
Thursday, 4 October 2012
Shashibudinasai!!
Great day so far!! ^___^** Simply love the mode I'm now having heehee. Though I'm not really sure if I can cope with my exam hahaha. Yes I will! And I shall get really good grades bleh.
I wanted to update my blog for such a long time already T___T And also, yesterday I figured something out! I finally got the happy mood which I had been longing to feel.... If only you understand what I mean heeheehee.
Well!! Face the pretty storm, roar ;
Uhm, photo from the unknown date lol. Quite long time ago already though. Nevermind, its still the pretty me hohoho. Pretty top from Bugis Street ^___^ But I don't think it suits me well, :< NEVERMIND.
This is from 1/10/12 , Monday. That was the day I skipped school and went to JB with my family! Shhhh, just act like you don't know okay?
OH AND PLEASE, ignore the messy room of mine ;__;
I had a really really really happy day today!!!! Yeechia, a senior of mine, brought me out to the town heehee. Tried the edible (lol) Snowgurt!! Which is a newly opened frozen yogurt shop. Never tried a frozen yogurt before, so I planned to go there a long time ago. There is also 30% discount available for one month to celebrate it's opening! ITS ONLY A MONTH, 30DAYS, or 31 lol. FASTER GO AND GRAB IT.
A really, uhm not really, quite funny daily joke happened today. My dad asked me, "Ning ah, what is the pinyin of 福?" In mandarin of course. "F-U " I replied. He "huh" because he didn't hear what I told him. So I repeated, " F-U F-U F-U F-U F-U F-U!!" GEDDIT? GEDDIT? I hope you do meh.
Prepare yourself for
AHA CAUGHT YOU OFF RIGHT?! YOU DIDN'T PREPARE YOURSELF FOR THIS CUTENESS RIGHT?! hahahahahha.
#2
My really....... ugly....... frozen yogurt. I don't know why the shape is like that one. T__T Looks shitty hor?
#4
WHO IS THIS CUTIE PIE WITH THE LOVELY SNOGURT CUP?!?!?! If you know her must intro her to me ok? Hugs
#5
The lovely Yeechia with the cutie. AGAIN WHO IS THE CUTIE ON THE RIGHT SIDE?! Ya the left side one also very nice.
After the Snogurt trip, yup trip lol. We went straight to the 18Degrees. The place I used to work at! Missed all of them!!! T^T
The forceful 丽薇 asked me to take photo with her. See the cutie pie has a sour face on already leh, but still so cute! I'm so jealous of her!!!! Arghhhh.
Hahahaha okay la, I shall stop the joke about the cutie pie. Later you all throw bombs on my blog ah. Please tolerate with my photos okay, loves and hugs! ^__^
GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT DAY!!! Thank you thank you thank you and thank you! I love History, I love you teacher. No?
XOXO, Bellariel.
P.S ; Out again for Snogurt with my family!! Shall show pictures, oops, again heehee.
I wanted to update my blog for such a long time already T___T And also, yesterday I figured something out! I finally got the happy mood which I had been longing to feel.... If only you understand what I mean heeheehee.
Well!! Face the pretty storm, roar ;
OH AND PLEASE, ignore the messy room of mine ;__;
I had a really really really happy day today!!!! Yeechia, a senior of mine, brought me out to the town heehee. Tried the edible (lol) Snowgurt!! Which is a newly opened frozen yogurt shop. Never tried a frozen yogurt before, so I planned to go there a long time ago. There is also 30% discount available for one month to celebrate it's opening! ITS ONLY A MONTH, 30DAYS, or 31 lol. FASTER GO AND GRAB IT.
A really, uhm not really, quite funny daily joke happened today. My dad asked me, "Ning ah, what is the pinyin of 福?" In mandarin of course. "F-U " I replied. He "huh" because he didn't hear what I told him. So I repeated, " F-U F-U F-U F-U F-U F-U!!" GEDDIT? GEDDIT? I hope you do meh.
Prepare yourself for
#2
The lovely Yeechia I mentioned, LONG LIVE MASTER YEECHIA. Thank you for fetching me here and there. T__T
#3
#4
#5
After the Snogurt trip, yup trip lol. We went straight to the 18Degrees. The place I used to work at! Missed all of them!!! T^T
Hahahaha okay la, I shall stop the joke about the cutie pie. Later you all throw bombs on my blog ah. Please tolerate with my photos okay, loves and hugs! ^__^
GREAT GREAT GREAT GREAT DAY!!! Thank you thank you thank you and thank you! I love History, I love you teacher. No?
XOXO, Bellariel.
P.S ; Out again for Snogurt with my family!! Shall show pictures, oops, again heehee.
Sunday, 30 September 2012
29th September.
Since I'm really hardworking, (ahem) I'm still gonna blog about today (yesterday) at this late! Did I mention that today is my brother's 21st birthday? I think I didn't lol.
Now, #LOTN -Look of the night. It's really night what hahaha!
JANG JANG!! Primary School look ^_^
I think I'm in love with those school-look dress-up lol. Since everyone said so :D
And I know you guys are gonna love it too ;P
Uhm, according to the chinese's tradition, one has to eat red-coloured egg on his/her birthday! (Or is it only my family ah? ==") Anyways! My family has this tradition heehee.My mum wanted something special for my brother! We decided to make colour-fulled eggs for him! Actually she is the one who decided and thought of that and I just do according to her plan la. 'cus my mum has her work, :( plus the period now is really busy. -sobs- So I have to make them myself! ^_^
First, prepare all the colourings I need!
Ignore the pretty newspaper alright?
Second, BOIL ALL THE EGGS!!! LOL. Dont waste time ma.
Remember to put in some salts (depends on how much is your water), this will prevent the eggs break heehee. At least it helps a little!
Third, while waiting all the eggs are fully boiled, put your colourings in some throw after use container! Though it is a little not environmentally friendly :x
Remember to put some pretty newspaper under the colourings ah, prevent making places colourful other than the eggs!
A little tips for you! You can try to use a pair of chopstick and grab the eggs, if you successfully grab the eggs, which means your eggs are fully boiled! This is according to my mommy lah, 'cus I don't know how to use a chopstick, which means I won't get to prove this right or not heehee.
Tadaaaaaa!!! This is the result! ^__^ I personally think that the green eggs look like poisonous. :X Hahaha!! I kept on laughing when the eggs came out to be like that. I used red, yellow, green, purple and also brown!!! Which is not really visible,(except green and red lol.) but I'm satisfied with the results already lor!!
Well, Idk why is this tutorial useful though..... :( I hope you guys enjoyed what I wrote T^T MUST ENJOY LOL. Thanks for reading! Please do leave comment if you had something to tell me.........
Till then. stay tuned. ^__^
Now, #LOTN -Look of the night. It's really night what hahaha!
I think I'm in love with those school-look dress-up lol. Since everyone said so :D
And I know you guys are gonna love it too ;P
Uhm, according to the chinese's tradition, one has to eat red-coloured egg on his/her birthday! (Or is it only my family ah? ==") Anyways! My family has this tradition heehee.My mum wanted something special for my brother! We decided to make colour-fulled eggs for him! Actually she is the one who decided and thought of that and I just do according to her plan la. 'cus my mum has her work, :( plus the period now is really busy. -sobs- So I have to make them myself! ^_^
First, prepare all the colourings I need!
Second, BOIL ALL THE EGGS!!! LOL. Dont waste time ma.
Third, while waiting all the eggs are fully boiled, put your colourings in some throw after use container! Though it is a little not environmentally friendly :x
Well, Idk why is this tutorial useful though..... :( I hope you guys enjoyed what I wrote T^T MUST ENJOY LOL. Thanks for reading! Please do leave comment if you had something to tell me.........
Till then. stay tuned. ^__^
Friday, 28 September 2012
Cropping?! No worries.
Annyeong Haseyo! Its Friday!!!! If you asked, whats so great about Friday? Lemme tell you;
Friday leads to the two-days-off from school (Mostly), summore I skipped school today so it'll be a three-days off heeheee. Its not that I don't want to study okay, its because I have some errands for me to run on okay!
Nowadays people like to share about their own little things via social websites. Even when they sleep, what they eat, what are they doing AND when they are crying lol. As the technology level raising, people can connect themselves to social websites even easier! All the smartphones, tablets etc are easier to take along which also provides online services. Restaurants, cafes and even libraries have free wi-fi service which also allow us people to be online. My favorite domain to share my own little things is Instagram!
Instagram allows us to share our pictures online with others. It also provides gorgeous filters for us to edit the photo. I'm currently using SamsungGalaxySII which is running on Android. This application is available in GooglePlay and also AppStore. As long as you have smartphones, you are welcomed to download Instagram for free!
As a Android user, whenever I wanted to upload picture on Instagram, I have to crop the picture to make it square which is really frustrating. Sometimes the square cant even fit my head in!!! -cries-
Recently I've found out a 'trick' about uploading the picture without cropping your head out! Which is not actually a trick hahaha! -drum rolls-
The MagicHour camera!!
This application allows you to make your picture into a square without cropping it. Uhmm, how can I put it? Like shrunk your picture into a square without cropping your eye nor nose. So after you've shrunked your picture with MagicHour, you can upload your picture to Instagram without cropping!! Yayyy. (Android User)
Example;
I want to upload this picture on Instagram without cutting off any of my body part ;
After using MagicHour ;
Although its not really that visible but the photo now is square! Oh and MagicHour will add a frame to your photo as you can see above!
Now you are ready to upload a full picture to Instagram! ^__^ You are welcome.
This is for Android user, Im not sure if it works on Apple.
So this is it, thankiew for watching! :D
Have to read now bahbyeee...... XOXO Bellariel.
Friday leads to the two-days-off from school (Mostly), summore I skipped school today so it'll be a three-days off heeheee. Its not that I don't want to study okay, its because I have some errands for me to run on okay!
Nowadays people like to share about their own little things via social websites. Even when they sleep, what they eat, what are they doing AND when they are crying lol. As the technology level raising, people can connect themselves to social websites even easier! All the smartphones, tablets etc are easier to take along which also provides online services. Restaurants, cafes and even libraries have free wi-fi service which also allow us people to be online. My favorite domain to share my own little things is Instagram!
As a Android user, whenever I wanted to upload picture on Instagram, I have to crop the picture to make it square which is really frustrating. Sometimes the square cant even fit my head in!!! -cries-
Recently I've found out a 'trick' about uploading the picture without cropping your head out! Which is not actually a trick hahaha! -drum rolls-
The MagicHour camera!!
Example;
I want to upload this picture on Instagram without cutting off any of my body part ;
Now you are ready to upload a full picture to Instagram! ^__^ You are welcome.
This is for Android user, Im not sure if it works on Apple.
So this is it, thankiew for watching! :D
Have to read now bahbyeee...... XOXO Bellariel.
Thursday, 27 September 2012
Tick tock tick tock.
The time is ticking every single second, gosh this is so bad. Soon it will be the exam date! X( I don't want toooooooooooo. Despite the exam, holidays are also dragging nearer yayyyy! This is the future, what about the past?
Was just flipping back my old class book. In case you don't understand my broken english, that's the book where friends leaving comments and personal profile, usually before graduating or leaving the school lah. By doing that then only one can remember them mah!
This morning, me and Wetwet were flipping through Xiaohui's class books, which are really funny hahahha! 'cus all the comments and writings are so primary school-ish!! So me too, went to take out my own class book *blinks* to check it out ka. Wetwet kept on murmuring about how she missed her primary school life. Seriously, I had no hard feelings about that lol. Well, 'cus I don't remember what memories I had in primary school, x.x nor the friends I'd been spending my time. Seriously ah, who was my bestie way back then? So curious lol hahahha!
Sometimes I do met some primary school friends on the street, but I don't really greet them, except those I am still having contact la. Its just so weird, saw them and had no memories about them. -__- Seriously don't know how to break the ice lor hahahha. Had been acting blind the past few years, if I suddenly recovered and can see them already bu shi hen guai?!?! Hahahahha!
It's the worst when you met those primary school friends who have already dropped to lembah negatif lol. I once met B, who is a boy, having long fringes and eating a lollipop.......... I wonder does he stand on a wheelchair wtf. B is still having a good relation with C, who is also my primary school's friend. As expected, C is also having long fringes and eating lollipop wtf . Can you imagine that?! A 16-year old boy having long fringes and then being really 'cool' with biting a lollipop. AHHHHHHH. -screams-
The old class book really brings back alot of memories of mine! Since I don't remember anything hahaha. Its kinda awkward when you saw them lah, 'cus they'd changed so much! Maybe they also think that I've changed la, but at least I changed to the better me, right?!?!?! Sometimes I really wanted to tell them, in a good way, that they'd changed, into a really gelish way .__." How should I start with that conversation lol, "Eh why you keep long fringes so disgusting and stop biting lollipop!!!" Ya then I think I'll be the bulleye that everyone is aiming lol.
Wetwet's classmate + 'tablemate' (geddit?!) named WW. And Wetwet missed him alot hahahaha! (oops, gender exposed.) Summore we still saw him yesterday hahaha! He also changed alot lah! Not going to describe that 'cus this post is already this long hahaha!
This Saturday, 29th, will be my gorgor's 21st birthday and he is going to have a buffet partayyyyy! And you the one who is watching is not invited yay! Hahahha. Have to go and prepare the pudding and jelly nao! Great sister. No?
So this is my day, though it hasn't ended yet lol. Bahbye! XO
Was just flipping back my old class book. In case you don't understand my broken english, that's the book where friends leaving comments and personal profile, usually before graduating or leaving the school lah. By doing that then only one can remember them mah!
This morning, me and Wetwet were flipping through Xiaohui's class books, which are really funny hahahha! 'cus all the comments and writings are so primary school-ish!! So me too, went to take out my own class book *blinks* to check it out ka. Wetwet kept on murmuring about how she missed her primary school life. Seriously, I had no hard feelings about that lol. Well, 'cus I don't remember what memories I had in primary school, x.x nor the friends I'd been spending my time. Seriously ah, who was my bestie way back then? So curious lol hahahha!
Sometimes I do met some primary school friends on the street, but I don't really greet them, except those I am still having contact la. Its just so weird, saw them and had no memories about them. -__- Seriously don't know how to break the ice lor hahahha. Had been acting blind the past few years, if I suddenly recovered and can see them already bu shi hen guai?!?! Hahahahha!
It's the worst when you met those primary school friends who have already dropped to lembah negatif lol. I once met B, who is a boy, having long fringes and eating a lollipop.......... I wonder does he stand on a wheelchair wtf. B is still having a good relation with C, who is also my primary school's friend. As expected, C is also having long fringes and eating lollipop wtf . Can you imagine that?! A 16-year old boy having long fringes and then being really 'cool' with biting a lollipop. AHHHHHHH. -screams-
The old class book really brings back alot of memories of mine! Since I don't remember anything hahaha. Its kinda awkward when you saw them lah, 'cus they'd changed so much! Maybe they also think that I've changed la, but at least I changed to the better me, right?!?!?! Sometimes I really wanted to tell them, in a good way, that they'd changed, into a really gelish way .__." How should I start with that conversation lol, "Eh why you keep long fringes so disgusting and stop biting lollipop!!!" Ya then I think I'll be the bulleye that everyone is aiming lol.
Wetwet's classmate + 'tablemate' (geddit?!) named WW. And Wetwet missed him alot hahahaha! (oops, gender exposed.) Summore we still saw him yesterday hahaha! He also changed alot lah! Not going to describe that 'cus this post is already this long hahaha!
This Saturday, 29th, will be my gorgor's 21st birthday and he is going to have a buffet partayyyyy! And you the one who is watching is not invited yay! Hahahha. Have to go and prepare the pudding and jelly nao! Great sister. No?
So this is my day, though it hasn't ended yet lol. Bahbye! XO
Sunday, 23 September 2012
Merrily merrily merrily merrily.
This is so utterly happiiiiiiiieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee! Can't tell what's the reason. BUT, believe me, this is REEEEEEAALLY HAPPY BUAHAHAHHA.
Alright, useless post. ^___^ Off I go bahbyeee! X
Alright, useless post. ^___^ Off I go bahbyeee! X
The scary momento.
The scary momento when you heard that the exam has been changed earlier. T_______T
What am I going to do wuahhhhhhhhhhh. :'<
-Skips-
Today is the annual dinner!!!! Super fun one. XD I love the feeling when everyone are squeezing together to take photos. ^___^ Thankiew Nicholas for lending me his super long and heavy :S camera!!! :D
He is even willing to let me snap my own picture hahahaha! I tell you ah the camera is super heavy one, Nikon it is! But kinda blur leh, maybe I'm not pro that's why the picture I took ah are always blurred or zoomed-in hahahaha.
Austen is so into taking MY picture hahahaha! No lah I forced him into :> Since the Canon camera which he is holding is way more better XD Much clearer and super nice lightings!!
Aiya anyway this annual dinner looks more like a photographing event. :3
Should I go? No? :( 'cus the exams are coming soon, I couldn't decide. > <
But I guess exams are not the excuse to be excuse right? :( Ah this is causing me headache, I shall forget this one. OH and today I'm a super lucky gal! :D I was thinking what should I do if I have to go to tuition and then straight to the dinner, 'cus wearing dress to the tuition seems catchy, though I had wore once heeheeehee. Then!!! I don't have to go to tuition since Mom agreed to set me freeeeeeeeeeee today. x)
Normally I go to tuition by Xuewern's car, but then she also had something on! Isn't this great?(No.) :D Since I can skip the tuition legally. X)
I shall sleep so that troubles will be gone........... Exams exams, I really want to get good grades. :( I guess I'll have to control myself from switching on the laptop and modem! Hopefully wish that I can do that! And I will do that too ^___^
After the exam I'll go to the Zoo!!!! With my dearling churchies xxoooooo. After that it will be the KL trip with ma dearies! The first time without Wetwet, :< No I'd be happy buahahahahah.
Alright, frequency changed. ^___^ Goodnights!
XXOOOOOOO Bella yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
What am I going to do wuahhhhhhhhhhh. :'<
-Skips-
Today is the annual dinner!!!! Super fun one. XD I love the feeling when everyone are squeezing together to take photos. ^___^ Thankiew Nicholas for lending me his super long and heavy :S camera!!! :D
He is even willing to let me snap my own picture hahahaha! I tell you ah the camera is super heavy one, Nikon it is! But kinda blur leh, maybe I'm not pro that's why the picture I took ah are always blurred or zoomed-in hahahaha.
Austen is so into taking MY picture hahahaha! No lah I forced him into :> Since the Canon camera which he is holding is way more better XD Much clearer and super nice lightings!!
Aiya anyway this annual dinner looks more like a photographing event. :3
Should I go? No? :( 'cus the exams are coming soon, I couldn't decide. > <
But I guess exams are not the excuse to be excuse right? :( Ah this is causing me headache, I shall forget this one. OH and today I'm a super lucky gal! :D I was thinking what should I do if I have to go to tuition and then straight to the dinner, 'cus wearing dress to the tuition seems catchy, though I had wore once heeheeehee. Then!!! I don't have to go to tuition since Mom agreed to set me freeeeeeeeeeee today. x)
Normally I go to tuition by Xuewern's car, but then she also had something on! Isn't this great?(No.) :D Since I can skip the tuition legally. X)
I shall sleep so that troubles will be gone........... Exams exams, I really want to get good grades. :( I guess I'll have to control myself from switching on the laptop and modem! Hopefully wish that I can do that! And I will do that too ^___^
After the exam I'll go to the Zoo!!!! With my dearling churchies xxoooooo. After that it will be the KL trip with ma dearies! The first time without Wetwet, :< No I'd be happy buahahahahah.
Alright, frequency changed. ^___^ Goodnights!
XXOOOOOOO Bella yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
Friday, 21 September 2012
Ahem.
-Clears throat-
No animals and humans are hurt in this documentary. wtf hahahahaha.
Just to be clear, I did the previous blog post just to express how angry and how rude this A+ girl is.
1. I didn't say that she DID add in the 丶.
2. I AM NOT thinking that throwing my books on the table are cool.
3. and NO, I am NOT trying to show off what I've done. Which is nothing to be proud of.
No animals and humans are hurt in this documentary. wtf hahahahaha.
I'm an ahem.
This is so cool hahaha!! Uhm, my job is actually an assistant teacher, or something like that. Anyway, I'm teaching at a tuition class, telling the kids to do their homework, answer their questions AND handling their super weird 'kuan'.
Well, I'm one of those super panas baran one. But then now I've to tolerate the others' temper and weird habits. Just like what Wetwet doing daily hahahaha!
Wanqing once told me, I was a really bad girl way back when I'm Form1, but unfortunately, I don't remember a single soul hahahaha. Those bad deeds or bullying I've done to others are not in my memories heeee. All I remember is I've been a really good student (Form1, probably......), ahem, that is what according to my memories hahaha!! Wanqing said that I'm really mean when I'm still in junior high school. I could stare at Wanqing whenever she went by my seat until the flame blaze came out ahahahahah!!!! (Was not in a friendly relation with Wanqing when I'm in junior high school.)
Yup, that is the evil-me. According to what they've told me ahahah! I've done many more things, evil one, according to what they've told me, AGAIN. XD
Today, I was teaching as usual in the class, it was about 7.45pm. I was with a class of Standard4 students. There's this girl, who is really rude to the teachers, but not me. She isn't that bad lah, just that she takes the teacher as her friend, and in the little's thoughts, acting friendly towards another can be expressed by calling the name or something else. This is tha big problem, in the tuition centre, the kids should've greet us 'teacher', which is the truth lol. This girl, let's name her A+. A+ always call one of our teacher, who named 莹. Kids should be calling her 莹老师. But this A+, she likes to greet the teacher as 莹, which is actually no big deal lah. But in the class, she can be shouting the teacher's name like really loud. This teacher dislikes this behaviour, but she had never stop her from calling her name!!!(At least I didn't see.) Instead, she gets angry, and I guess A+ doesn't know what happened. Since the teacher never stops her mah, how she gets to know leh lol.
This A+ treats me like a friend too, but in a little more polite way. She still greets me teacher, teach me things that I don't know in the tuition centre.
BUT TODAY.
I was marking their spelling test.This is the first time I'm handling with spelling test, so I'm marking them extra x10000 cautious. I don't want any of them gets correct when they wrote the wrong thing.
That was a Chinese Spelling which includes this word , 蟋蟀. This word is super tricky, students always get wrong, so I'm marking REEEEALLY slow here!!! Like checking back and forth to make sure I didn't mark wrong. A+ missed a 丶in the 蟀, I circled the word and marked it wrong. When she got the book, she was so mad at me (I guessed). She passed the book back to me and said, "老师为什么我错!!!我都有放丶啊!!!!"
I took the book, and checked it again. LOL and guess what, the place I circled has the 丶now!!!! This is so strange and shockingly surprising. I remembered clearly that she didn't wrote the 丶. BUT WHAT IS HAPPENING, THERES A 丶THERE NOW LMAO.
Well, I couldn't 100% sure to say that she added in the thing. But what she'd done has added my doubt.
I took back the book, and said "蛤!怎么可能，刚才明明就没有丶啊?"
We both kept quiet for seconds, then her friends came rushing, "老师我帮你看！！！"
One of the friends said that she didn't write the丶before I marked. Oh, did I mention that A+ is shrewd? She is a really fast-thinking girl, based on my teaching-her-experience. So she answered, "哇老! 你又偷看我的听写???不然你做莫懂!!!"
So the girl kept quiet again. I really didn't know what to do, I'm pretty sure I saw nothing there in the circle before I returned to her, I remained silent. I look at her and I asked, "Are you sure?"
"哎呀老师算了啦，反正我都及格，算了啦算了" She said.
Wth lol, this increased my doubts alright. I then said, "哦，既然你那么肯定，那就给你对囖."
She suddenly retreat rofl. "哎呀老师不要紧啦"
How could I let it go? I asked another teacher to decide what should I do, and all she did is, 那就给他对咯 wtf. The girl still took back her book, which I've marked wrong.
And that is not the end yet LOL, if you think this is long enough already, NONONO.
She actually starts to throwing white eye balls at me and treating me like I'm not a teacher.
It's not that I want to take out my teacher's title, but that is the normal manners that every single one should have. Starting, I ignored what she was doing, cus she is just a child! I was once like this too what. So I acting like nothing had happened. This is the factor which caused the problem grew wtf. She became even braver since I didn't react. She threw book in front of me, to show that she is really angry. I asked her to help me pass the book, she actually asked others to pass it. THIS IS IT. THE KIND-ME IS ENOUGH, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I stared at her, like using all eye-power I had lol. She retreated, and passed the book unwillingly. She threw me another white-eye-ball after passing the book. I was marking books, I threw the book really hard on the table, which made an explosing sound. Ahem. She was shocked, maybe she'd never know that I would react bah? And after that, when I have free time, I stare at her to force her to look at me. Whenever she look to my eyes, I used all my eye-power to give her my really big white-eye-ballS. And I gave her a really blackened face, I wonder when is the last time I used that, I guessed that is really long ago. Hmm, for me ah, I think my blackened face is really quite fierce hahaha, which is not really things to be proud of hahaha.
She was terrified. Ahem. She couldn't look into my eyes anymore, she did her homework with her head down to the table.
Hmm, I've had a victory.
It's not that I have no temper, kiddo. You should ask your ally, Wetwet.
Well, I'm one of those super panas baran one. But then now I've to tolerate the others' temper and weird habits. Just like what Wetwet doing daily hahahaha!
Wanqing once told me, I was a really bad girl way back when I'm Form1, but unfortunately, I don't remember a single soul hahahaha. Those bad deeds or bullying I've done to others are not in my memories heeee. All I remember is I've been a really good student (Form1, probably......), ahem, that is what according to my memories hahaha!! Wanqing said that I'm really mean when I'm still in junior high school. I could stare at Wanqing whenever she went by my seat until the flame blaze came out ahahahahah!!!! (Was not in a friendly relation with Wanqing when I'm in junior high school.)
Yup, that is the evil-me. According to what they've told me ahahah! I've done many more things, evil one, according to what they've told me, AGAIN. XD
Today, I was teaching as usual in the class, it was about 7.45pm. I was with a class of Standard4 students. There's this girl, who is really rude to the teachers, but not me. She isn't that bad lah, just that she takes the teacher as her friend, and in the little's thoughts, acting friendly towards another can be expressed by calling the name or something else. This is tha big problem, in the tuition centre, the kids should've greet us 'teacher', which is the truth lol. This girl, let's name her A+. A+ always call one of our teacher, who named 莹. Kids should be calling her 莹老师. But this A+, she likes to greet the teacher as 莹, which is actually no big deal lah. But in the class, she can be shouting the teacher's name like really loud. This teacher dislikes this behaviour, but she had never stop her from calling her name!!!(At least I didn't see.) Instead, she gets angry, and I guess A+ doesn't know what happened. Since the teacher never stops her mah, how she gets to know leh lol.
This A+ treats me like a friend too, but in a little more polite way. She still greets me teacher, teach me things that I don't know in the tuition centre.
BUT TODAY.
I was marking their spelling test.This is the first time I'm handling with spelling test, so I'm marking them extra x10000 cautious. I don't want any of them gets correct when they wrote the wrong thing.
That was a Chinese Spelling which includes this word , 蟋蟀. This word is super tricky, students always get wrong, so I'm marking REEEEALLY slow here!!! Like checking back and forth to make sure I didn't mark wrong. A+ missed a 丶in the 蟀, I circled the word and marked it wrong. When she got the book, she was so mad at me (I guessed). She passed the book back to me and said, "老师为什么我错!!!我都有放丶啊!!!!"
I took the book, and checked it again. LOL and guess what, the place I circled has the 丶now!!!! This is so strange and shockingly surprising. I remembered clearly that she didn't wrote the 丶. BUT WHAT IS HAPPENING, THERES A 丶THERE NOW LMAO.
Well, I couldn't 100% sure to say that she added in the thing. But what she'd done has added my doubt.
I took back the book, and said "蛤!怎么可能，刚才明明就没有丶啊?"
We both kept quiet for seconds, then her friends came rushing, "老师我帮你看！！！"
One of the friends said that she didn't write the丶before I marked. Oh, did I mention that A+ is shrewd? She is a really fast-thinking girl, based on my teaching-her-experience. So she answered, "哇老! 你又偷看我的听写???不然你做莫懂!!!"
So the girl kept quiet again. I really didn't know what to do, I'm pretty sure I saw nothing there in the circle before I returned to her, I remained silent. I look at her and I asked, "Are you sure?"
"哎呀老师算了啦，反正我都及格，算了啦算了" She said.
Wth lol, this increased my doubts alright. I then said, "哦，既然你那么肯定，那就给你对囖."
She suddenly retreat rofl. "哎呀老师不要紧啦"
How could I let it go? I asked another teacher to decide what should I do, and all she did is, 那就给他对咯 wtf. The girl still took back her book, which I've marked wrong.
And that is not the end yet LOL, if you think this is long enough already, NONONO.
She actually starts to throwing white eye balls at me and treating me like I'm not a teacher.
It's not that I want to take out my teacher's title, but that is the normal manners that every single one should have. Starting, I ignored what she was doing, cus she is just a child! I was once like this too what. So I acting like nothing had happened. This is the factor which caused the problem grew wtf. She became even braver since I didn't react. She threw book in front of me, to show that she is really angry. I asked her to help me pass the book, she actually asked others to pass it. THIS IS IT. THE KIND-ME IS ENOUGH, ENOUGH IS ENOUGH. I stared at her, like using all eye-power I had lol. She retreated, and passed the book unwillingly. She threw me another white-eye-ball after passing the book. I was marking books, I threw the book really hard on the table, which made an explosing sound. Ahem. She was shocked, maybe she'd never know that I would react bah? And after that, when I have free time, I stare at her to force her to look at me. Whenever she look to my eyes, I used all my eye-power to give her my really big white-eye-ballS. And I gave her a really blackened face, I wonder when is the last time I used that, I guessed that is really long ago. Hmm, for me ah, I think my blackened face is really quite fierce hahaha, which is not really things to be proud of hahaha.
She was terrified. Ahem. She couldn't look into my eyes anymore, she did her homework with her head down to the table.
Hmm, I've had a victory.
It's not that I have no temper, kiddo. You should ask your ally, Wetwet.
Thursday, 20 September 2012
Glee s3.
This is so sad. I just finished watching GLEE season3........ and the ending is really a love-hate T___T
Why does Finn and Rachel's relationship have to be ended in the end!!! Can't they really get married and live happily ever after? :< Still sobbing even after 5minutes the episode ended.
Goodnight and time still goes on.
Why does Finn and Rachel's relationship have to be ended in the end!!! Can't they really get married and live happily ever after? :< Still sobbing even after 5minutes the episode ended.
Goodnight and time still goes on.
The little little butterfly.
Um, though my title wrote butterfly ah, I'm actually scared of butterfly........ I like the word 'butterfly' , but I don't like the real real butterfly. Okay thats it, I'll stop the butterfly thing.
As you pawdy can see (as if), my internet has recovered!!!! YAYYY. Not much excitement but the drugs had came back. :<
Yesterday ah my buibui sis came back from Singapore, along with a CASIO plastic bag!!!!!!!!! I WAS SO EXCITING WEEEEEEEE. I sat beside her, holding the CASIO plastic bag, look at her with full of grateful and touching elements:-
But all she gave me was:-
It was an accident, just disappointment has packed to its brim > <
But I'm sure she'll buy one for me at my birthday!!!!! RIGHT SISTER? AM I RIGHT? :<
I actually enjoy receiving gifts from others but then I never give presents to others. :'< I'm cool like that hahahah.
So here's my wishlist pawdies!
a.
CASIO- Baby-G.
Lastly,
THIS IS DA BOSS MAN, THIS IS BOMB. Probably for now though hahaha.
Aiya my desires are like wetwet's stomach, since both of them will never be full. = =
So I'll just buy any that I can afford of, no? =_____=
This is making me guilty so lets jump off this subject alright.
I've decided-ed-ed-ed to go to that KL trip with 4Cempaka. Hopefully this will be an enjoyable one! ^^
I shall control myself, no?
I shall end that subject with a facepalm.
Byebye pawdies!
X Bella
As you pawdy can see (as if), my internet has recovered!!!! YAYYY. Not much excitement but the drugs had came back. :<
Yesterday ah my buibui sis came back from Singapore, along with a CASIO plastic bag!!!!!!!!! I WAS SO EXCITING WEEEEEEEE. I sat beside her, holding the CASIO plastic bag, look at her with full of grateful and touching elements:-
But all she gave me was:-
"This is Erjie one, you can wear it if you dare to."
AND THE THUNDER STRIKES.
Wth isn't this mine? I was thinking in my head like I shouldn't. :OO
Yea and I made myself in a really awkward situation, and disappointment came through. T___T
I wanted to cry actually hahahaha, or in fact I did LOL hahahaha, I'm laughing like others but then my tears rolled down T_T, of course I quickly swiped it away XD.It was an accident, just disappointment has packed to its brim > <
But I'm sure she'll buy one for me at my birthday!!!!! RIGHT SISTER? AM I RIGHT? :<
I actually enjoy receiving gifts from others but then I never give presents to others. :'< I'm cool like that hahahah.
So here's my wishlist pawdies!
a.
Justin Bieber- Someday.
Which I'm going to buy for myself ! :D ?
b.
Fujifilm- Instax.
This has been my dream since last year I think.
c.
Lastly,
THIS IS DA BOSS MAN, THIS IS BOMB. Probably for now though hahaha.
Aiya my desires are like wetwet's stomach, since both of them will never be full. = =
So I'll just buy any that I can afford of, no? =_____=
This is making me guilty so lets jump off this subject alright.
I've decided-ed-ed-ed to go to that KL trip with 4Cempaka. Hopefully this will be an enjoyable one! ^^
I shall control myself, no?
Byebye pawdies!
X Bella
Friday, 14 September 2012
That black dress.
Exams!!! So far yet so near lol ahahaha!! This is 14th September. :D
Weewee jiayou ahhhhhh, new ship represents a whole new start! My brotha is going to have his 21st birthday ALREADY o____o Time flies so fast ah, suddenly he is already 21st liao.
Nothing much for me to write leh. Le crazy sister went back to her house and I felt glad until now LOL.
I maintain my great mood until now huuuhuuu. Lonely? Of course!!! But I'd like myself to feel lonely instead of anger lor!!
My pinky toe was zek tio that time mah, until now haven't fully healed wtf. Yea I can walk and jump but not moving the toe itself. Why ah people like to step on my toe one, 'cos I'm too small to be seen ah?
LOL Xinqi told me that I don't look like 39kg :< AHA it's alright! Since I'm the real 39kg :P
I wanna reach 170cm lol, NO NOT FAR heehehee. Nelson is so handsome ah I can't even hahahaha.
Those stars are so prettyyyyyy, and me too hahaha!
Actually really nothing to write leh, I just want to type type type hehehehehe.
I'm so glad!!!
5.30pm have to work again :( Goodbyeeeeeeeee. xx
Weewee jiayou ahhhhhh, new ship represents a whole new start! My brotha is going to have his 21st birthday ALREADY o____o Time flies so fast ah, suddenly he is already 21st liao.
Nothing much for me to write leh. Le crazy sister went back to her house and I felt glad until now LOL.
I maintain my great mood until now huuuhuuu. Lonely? Of course!!! But I'd like myself to feel lonely instead of anger lor!!
My pinky toe was zek tio that time mah, until now haven't fully healed wtf. Yea I can walk and jump but not moving the toe itself. Why ah people like to step on my toe one, 'cos I'm too small to be seen ah?
LOL Xinqi told me that I don't look like 39kg :< AHA it's alright! Since I'm the real 39kg :P
I wanna reach 170cm lol, NO NOT FAR heehehee. Nelson is so handsome ah I can't even hahahaha.
Actually really nothing to write leh, I just want to type type type hehehehehe.
I'm so glad!!!
Sunday, 9 September 2012
how's the weather?
My internet got cut off again ahhhh, owe tmnet for three months ahahaha!
This is the first Saturday after quitting my job at 18c,AND GUESS WHAT,
I felt extremly great HAHAHAHALOL. Plus I get to go to the church heeheeee.
Im still in the dilemma lehh, after I saw the pictures uploaded by qien and qingyi.....
I-city looks really fun T.T, why did the lawatan have to meet with ESP camp......
I wanted to go KL too....But I dont wanna miss ESP camp too :(
Especially after today.... They even told me that the church can pay for my participating fee :<
So touchedddddd! Aiya fanzheng KL wont run away one right? sighhhhhh.
I wanna go x.x
Its okay! KL is not going to disappear.....
Yea self comforting failed. ==
Yea Bella, you should start studying really soon! The date is 16th October guys! Im going to get reaaaaally good results heeheee :P, I think. hahahaha.
I wanma go KL..... XC
Signing off, Bellariel x.
This is the first Saturday after quitting my job at 18c,AND GUESS WHAT,
I felt extremly great HAHAHAHALOL. Plus I get to go to the church heeheeee.
Im still in the dilemma lehh, after I saw the pictures uploaded by qien and qingyi.....
I-city looks really fun T.T, why did the lawatan have to meet with ESP camp......
I wanted to go KL too....But I dont wanna miss ESP camp too :(
Especially after today.... They even told me that the church can pay for my participating fee :<
So touchedddddd! Aiya fanzheng KL wont run away one right? sighhhhhh.
I wanna go x.x
Its okay! KL is not going to disappear.....
Yea self comforting failed. ==
Yea Bella, you should start studying really soon! The date is 16th October guys! Im going to get reaaaaally good results heeheee :P, I think. hahahaha.
I wanma go KL..... XC
Signing off, Bellariel x.
Tuesday, 4 September 2012
GEE GEE GEE GEE
Its 10.24pm!!!! I couldn't stop smiling since it rains!!!!!!!!!!! UBERLY HAPPY X3
Yea I asked for rain today!!! The feeling that it came true just feel so niceeeeee!!
ESP camp will surely be fun one! right?! XD
Just now when it rains, I couldnt stop myself from walking outside, and showering in rain!!!! But got stopped by my dad immediately ahahahah. So I used an umbrella huuuuuuuuhuuuuuuuuuu.
THIS IS SO GREAT!!! Immediately shifted my frequency to another one ^____^ A happy frequency, muack muack!! I'll be 170cm soon and I'll be an air stewardess. :D
Well, it deserves another thinking ^______^
Couldn't stop myself from smiling, seriously!!! Typing this post with my mouth gantung atassssss aahahaha!! Hopefully it will be a happy tomorrow too! :D
-What am I thinking now?
- presents, watches, Nelson, taobao, rain!!!!, and my futureeeeeee. Very well done future! :D
Goodluck Bella, God is supporting you behind ^___^ , never ever forget that theres always Him on my side!
Bella X. <3 br="br">
Yea I asked for rain today!!! The feeling that it came true just feel so niceeeeee!!
ESP camp will surely be fun one! right?! XD
Just now when it rains, I couldnt stop myself from walking outside, and showering in rain!!!! But got stopped by my dad immediately ahahahah. So I used an umbrella huuuuuuuuhuuuuuuuuuu.
THIS IS SO GREAT!!! Immediately shifted my frequency to another one ^____^ A happy frequency, muack muack!! I'll be 170cm soon and I'll be an air stewardess. :D
Well, it deserves another thinking ^______^
Couldn't stop myself from smiling, seriously!!! Typing this post with my mouth gantung atassssss aahahaha!! Hopefully it will be a happy tomorrow too! :D
-What am I thinking now?
- presents, watches, Nelson, taobao, rain!!!!, and my futureeeeeee. Very well done future! :D
Goodluck Bella, God is supporting you behind ^___^ , never ever forget that theres always Him on my side!
Bella X. <3 br="br">
Sunday, 2 September 2012
anger and angel
This is so frustrating. -___- It's 8.25p.m. of 2/9/2012, which is Sunday. This is the last day of me working at 18C. AND I THOUGHT IT'D BE A HAPPY DAY LOL. Maybe my thoughts were too negative at the beginning of the day. :'( I'll count out every tiny weeny things that made me frustrating which is really frustrating!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, which is yesterday, I had a great morning and noon. LIKE SUPER DUPER NICE ONE AH.
When the evening came...............Everything changed hhahahahaha!! 18C has the most annoying flies there I think, and super duper disgusting one. Keep on giving birth to their little baby flies, YUCK YUCK YUCK SUPER YUCK =____= Yea probably i shouldn't talk about this problem online right? Later people lost confident to us ah hahahaha. Anyway a customer drank a FLY in his drink, I was like....................... yah so heavenly .__. I was feeling really scare already, then my boss still asked me to take the drink from the customer............ That was the best thing I've ever achived in my life fml. Then the customer is so funny, yea funny -___-. He still wanted to give me the fly he had spat out....... oh my gee I'm still trembling just by thinking.... But the fly is on the tissue la, I think he wasn't purposely on giving the fly to me one lah. 'cus the tissue is wet, then sticked on his cup, which he was going to give me. Then my hand stopped in the air instead taking the cup lol -___-, "呃先生 那个苍蝇可以不要给我吗?" Exactly like that wtf. Then he immediately took it off, he is a really nice person leh, never complain also! He was just REALLY shocked. OF COURSE LAH, who'd figured out the fly would ever fall into his drink, somemore with cover on. :x Oops, I think I slipped a little behind-the-scene ahahahaha. Yah the thing is, my colleagues didn't believe that I actually scared of flies..............Then they were like, 哇那个苍蝇blablablablablabla, decribing the fxxking details to me. I want to shout really loud and punch them in the face, probably a few vulgars out, but then me iz too cultured fml. I just went to the storeroom and phoned ruili...... She is probably the only one who understands why am I scared of flies and TRULY believes fml. -___- I already gave up on people believing it. Then ah I wanted to cry already when they're telling me the details or whatever shit, so I cried when I heard ruili's voice.............. I can't control my fear what fml. -___-
Yah so this is the frustrating thing which happened on Saturday.
TODAY, It was a beautiful morning too. YAH THIS TIME ONLY MORNING NO MORE NOON. I'm actually very timid one, so nerd hor? No lah I'm scared of lizards, flies, and whatever insects that flies, dotties scars, dotties of mold things, really scary games, heights, so many more lah, so last one, PEOPLE SCARING ME. THIS IS FUCKING ANNOYING ONE AH. I can't stop myself from screaming if someone popped out from behind and suddenly shouts or touch me. This is MY taboo alright? Okay, it goes like this. 'cus when people scares me, I will scream one. Then after screaming, I start to think the fucking reasons that he/she scares me. Then I start to get angry, REALLY ANGRY. SUPER FRUSTRATING ONE. You see ah, you are shocked already then he/she laughing you aside. Yea seriously I felt ashamed, and I want to speak for myself. Yah then he/she talks cock. :@ I was working you see, if it's normally at school ah, I could just walk reaaaaaaaaally fast away from the person who scared me or throwing tantrum at ruili lol -__- . BUT I WAS WORKING, ALL I CAN DO IS, -- NOTHING. YAH NOTHING EXACTLY. ruili wasn't there for me, I couldn't walk away, AND I can't throw anything REAALLY hard to the floor or anything that can make me feel even :@ !!!!!!!
First, I asked the him who scared me to stop laughing, with my really blackened face. Yah the next step should be talking cock, yah and so he did. "Why so many times already you still can't get used to it?!?!?! Everytime got shocked one so funny ahahahahah"
WITH
A
REALLY
SCUMBAG
FACE.
AHHHHHH I wanna die............ -_____-
I started getting angry, and the main problem wasn't that. THE HIM WHO SCARED ME ACTUALLY GOT ANGRY BEFORE ME THROWING TANTRUM AT HIM LEH. WHY THE HELL IS THAT HAPPENENING!!!!!
I shall just stop here, 'cus I've started to gain anger just by typing it out wtf. Ok one more really summaried thing..... : -
* LE WILD SISTER APPEARS*
GEDDIT ALREADY?!
Yah I shall stop, and get some inner peace. Think positive!! Must must must think positively!!!
See Bella, you already stopped working at there already! That is a good thing right?? :D You won't have to see them or tolerate their super weird characters already! YAY :D
Just by thinking that also made me happy hehehehehe! I shall be clean and clear from them from now on, except shuling. YA SHE IS ALWAYS THE REASON WHY I STAYED HAPPY MOOD IN 18C ^____^
Saturday, which is yesterday, I had a great morning and noon. LIKE SUPER DUPER NICE ONE AH.
When the evening came...............Everything changed hhahahahaha!! 18C has the most annoying flies there I think, and super duper disgusting one. Keep on giving birth to their little baby flies, YUCK YUCK YUCK SUPER YUCK =____= Yea probably i shouldn't talk about this problem online right? Later people lost confident to us ah hahahaha. Anyway a customer drank a FLY in his drink, I was like....................... yah so heavenly .__. I was feeling really scare already, then my boss still asked me to take the drink from the customer............ That was the best thing I've ever achived in my life fml. Then the customer is so funny, yea funny -___-. He still wanted to give me the fly he had spat out....... oh my gee I'm still trembling just by thinking.... But the fly is on the tissue la, I think he wasn't purposely on giving the fly to me one lah. 'cus the tissue is wet, then sticked on his cup, which he was going to give me. Then my hand stopped in the air instead taking the cup lol -___-, "呃先生 那个苍蝇可以不要给我吗?" Exactly like that wtf. Then he immediately took it off, he is a really nice person leh, never complain also! He was just REALLY shocked. OF COURSE LAH, who'd figured out the fly would ever fall into his drink, somemore with cover on. :x Oops, I think I slipped a little behind-the-scene ahahahaha. Yah the thing is, my colleagues didn't believe that I actually scared of flies..............Then they were like, 哇那个苍蝇blablablablablabla, decribing the fxxking details to me. I want to shout really loud and punch them in the face, probably a few vulgars out, but then me iz too cultured fml. I just went to the storeroom and phoned ruili...... She is probably the only one who understands why am I scared of flies and TRULY believes fml. -___- I already gave up on people believing it. Then ah I wanted to cry already when they're telling me the details or whatever shit, so I cried when I heard ruili's voice.............. I can't control my fear what fml. -___-
Yah so this is the frustrating thing which happened on Saturday.
TODAY, It was a beautiful morning too. YAH THIS TIME ONLY MORNING NO MORE NOON. I'm actually very timid one, so nerd hor? No lah I'm scared of lizards, flies, and whatever insects that flies, dotties scars, dotties of mold things, really scary games, heights, so many more lah, so last one, PEOPLE SCARING ME. THIS IS FUCKING ANNOYING ONE AH. I can't stop myself from screaming if someone popped out from behind and suddenly shouts or touch me. This is MY taboo alright? Okay, it goes like this. 'cus when people scares me, I will scream one. Then after screaming, I start to think the fucking reasons that he/she scares me. Then I start to get angry, REALLY ANGRY. SUPER FRUSTRATING ONE. You see ah, you are shocked already then he/she laughing you aside. Yea seriously I felt ashamed, and I want to speak for myself. Yah then he/she talks cock. :@ I was working you see, if it's normally at school ah, I could just walk reaaaaaaaaally fast away from the person who scared me or throwing tantrum at ruili lol -__- . BUT I WAS WORKING, ALL I CAN DO IS, -- NOTHING. YAH NOTHING EXACTLY. ruili wasn't there for me, I couldn't walk away, AND I can't throw anything REAALLY hard to the floor or anything that can make me feel even :@ !!!!!!!
First, I asked the him who scared me to stop laughing, with my really blackened face. Yah the next step should be talking cock, yah and so he did. "Why so many times already you still can't get used to it?!?!?! Everytime got shocked one so funny ahahahahah"
WITH
A
REALLY
SCUMBAG
FACE.
AHHHHHH I wanna die............ -_____-
I started getting angry, and the main problem wasn't that. THE HIM WHO SCARED ME ACTUALLY GOT ANGRY BEFORE ME THROWING TANTRUM AT HIM LEH. WHY THE HELL IS THAT HAPPENENING!!!!!
I shall just stop here, 'cus I've started to gain anger just by typing it out wtf. Ok one more really summaried thing..... : -
* LE WILD SISTER APPEARS*
GEDDIT ALREADY?!
Yah I shall stop, and get some inner peace. Think positive!! Must must must think positively!!!
See Bella, you already stopped working at there already! That is a good thing right?? :D You won't have to see them or tolerate their super weird characters already! YAY :D
Just by thinking that also made me happy hehehehehe! I shall be clean and clear from them from now on, except shuling. YA SHE IS ALWAYS THE REASON WHY I STAYED HAPPY MOOD IN 18C ^____^
有时候什么都想说,却忘了别人不想听
Signingoff,
Bellariel X
Saturday, 1 September 2012
things that me should never say.
zhi yao kan zhe jiu hao, take as nothing hao ma, zhi yao zi ji zhi dao, zhi ji huan xiang jiu hao le, never gen bie ren shuo yin wei hui zeng jia si nian blehhhh.
I shall visualize all of this.
Someday...............
yup, someday.
I shall visualize all of this.
Someday...............
yup, someday.
Friday, 31 August 2012
B.I.T.C.H please.
Just finished watching The Avengers, yah online hahaha.And then I saw this meme a few days ago : -
THIS IS SOOOOOOO FUNNY, indeed a pun! Hahahahah.
Poor Phil :'( I thought he would revive or something........ But then nothing happens :< , he is dead dead.......
I like Captain America too Phil! Great minds think alike ahahahaha LOL.
I like his suit so much, but he is kinda powerless. :x
'Cus he is fighting with real thing unlike iron man has his iron suit lol.
From the first moment I saw Thor in the movie, I was wondering why his love never appear leh! I thought the producer'd give them a reunion or something, and then disappointment AGAIN. :(
Second first moment (?) when I saw Barton have returned to himself again, I was nagging in front of the screen, "He sure bluff one la, he still bad guy one."
LOL HAHAHA THEN DISAPPOINTMENT AGAIN XD
Another funny meme:
HAHAHHAHA, funniest meme that I've saw with the thor-(x) thingy XD
Before I watched The Avengers, I've already saw this meme, and I thought they edit one leh, now then I know that this is actually the real thing in the movie!!! Super funny pun XP
It's 2357 now, and my chinese typing tool isn't working and I don't know why -___- .
Great day, so far. :D
Bellariel X.
THIS IS SOOOOOOO FUNNY, indeed a pun! Hahahahah.
Poor Phil :'( I thought he would revive or something........ But then nothing happens :< , he is dead dead.......
I like Captain America too Phil! Great minds think alike ahahahaha LOL.
I like his suit so much, but he is kinda powerless. :x
'Cus he is fighting with real thing unlike iron man has his iron suit lol.
From the first moment I saw Thor in the movie, I was wondering why his love never appear leh! I thought the producer'd give them a reunion or something, and then disappointment AGAIN. :(
Second first moment (?) when I saw Barton have returned to himself again, I was nagging in front of the screen, "He sure bluff one la, he still bad guy one."
LOL HAHAHA THEN DISAPPOINTMENT AGAIN XD
Another funny meme:
It's 2357 now, and my chinese typing tool isn't working and I don't know why -___- .
Great day, so far. :D
Bellariel X.
Thursday, 30 August 2012
Cute sleepyhead
Yayyyyy, I'm the cute sleepyhead which I've just mentioned at the title. XD
I always sleep at the time which isn't sleep time, like physics class -___- , and tuition classes; fml -__-"
Today was the wenming tuition!!! Which is the one I dislike the most :x
And the HengMC didn't come AGAIN T__T , which means I have to sit all alone hahahaha wtf.
Middle of the class, I became kind of sleepy, I tried my best to stop myself from yawning ; __ ; , but then nothing works.............................
I slept #likeaboss LOL, and I still don't understand why teacher never wake me up one =__="
Or should I say in another word, did wenming teacher give me up already?.................... LOL
'cus when the other girl tried to sleep ah, he immediately mock her up, yup in the mocking mode. LOL
But then I can sleep without a single kacau, why ah? Or the teacher dotes me the most baahahha?!
My cousin is coming to my house later, :'( and I don't like her coming........ I don't mean that I dislike her, I just dislike sharing room with others ; ___ ;
Plus she is like one of the computer-addicted type person, just like me hahahaha, but then her mother doesn't allow her to play computer, like about 30minutes for maximum hahahhaa.
So when she comes to our house ah, she stays in front of the desktop for at least 4 hours, which means I have to stay awake until she WANTS to sleep. Actually no lah, I'll just ask her to go to sleep haahha, but then I'll let her play for about 3 hours hor, I'm so kind-hearted eh? Fall in love with me, no? HHAHAHAH
So when there's a holiday, she'll just take the chance and come to our house hahaha! Then computer spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">Since tomorrow is National Independence Day, she's coming over for a night.
Yah, she is on her way already I think.
Oh and there's something I want to tell,
NELSON is going to the lawatan!!!!!!! Yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy LOL HAHAHAHAHA.
Why can he be this handsome oh my geeeeee bahahaha.
And I hope this will be a really enjoyable lawatan ^______^
Happy National Day, Malaysia! :D
Bellariel X. <3 br="br">
I always sleep at the time which isn't sleep time, like physics class -___- , and tuition classes; fml -__-"
Today was the wenming tuition!!! Which is the one I dislike the most :x
And the HengMC didn't come AGAIN T__T , which means I have to sit all alone hahahaha wtf.
Middle of the class, I became kind of sleepy, I tried my best to stop myself from yawning ; __ ; , but then nothing works.............................
I slept #likeaboss LOL, and I still don't understand why teacher never wake me up one =__="
Or should I say in another word, did wenming teacher give me up already?.................... LOL
'cus when the other girl tried to sleep ah, he immediately mock her up, yup in the mocking mode. LOL
But then I can sleep without a single kacau, why ah? Or the teacher dotes me the most baahahha?!
My cousin is coming to my house later, :'( and I don't like her coming........ I don't mean that I dislike her, I just dislike sharing room with others ; ___ ;
Plus she is like one of the computer-addicted type person, just like me hahahaha, but then her mother doesn't allow her to play computer, like about 30minutes for maximum hahahhaa.
So when she comes to our house ah, she stays in front of the desktop for at least 4 hours, which means I have to stay awake until she WANTS to sleep. Actually no lah, I'll just ask her to go to sleep haahha, but then I'll let her play for about 3 hours hor, I'm so kind-hearted eh? Fall in love with me, no? HHAHAHAH
So when there's a holiday, she'll just take the chance and come to our house hahaha! Then computer spreeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee <3 nbsp="nbsp" p="p">Since tomorrow is National Independence Day, she's coming over for a night.
Yah, she is on her way already I think.
Oh and there's something I want to tell,
NELSON is going to the lawatan!!!!!!! Yaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyy LOL HAHAHAHAHA.
Why can he be this handsome oh my geeeeee bahahaha.
And I hope this will be a really enjoyable lawatan ^______^
Happy National Day, Malaysia! :D
Bellariel X. <3 br="br">
Wednesday, 29 August 2012
Manners.
Probably I've been way too gentle than before ah, really mah??
I really can't tolerate people who can't talk politely......... Do I ? =___=
Me myself can't even talk REEEEEEEEEEALLY politely.....
This is me, lol. effing nerd one, always searching other's bad thing then never search myself one hahaha.
LOL I really can't take it, the way WQ treating my calculator.
AND YES IM PETTY HAHAHAHA, like seriously one lol =___=.
I can't take the way she presses my buttons T_______T . MY CALCULATOR SURE HURT ALOT ONE AH JUST THAT SHE CANNOT SAY :(
I was jokingly warning her stop using my calculator that roughly before I was flaming at her -___-
She just cannot understand what i meant wtffffffff.
and the way she clicked on the AC button like 100 times even the screen is already CLEAN AND CLEAR!!!
AND switching off the calculator once she had finish using.
Me and Ahem1 often share our things, and yes, calculator too.
Maybe I've had a habit that I will leave my calculator on 'cus I know she might want to use, except that when I'm angry at her hahahaha.
Then whenever I want to use after WQ ( who is sitting beside me) used my calculator,
the first time- Okay I'll just switch it on, no harm mah.
the second time- Telling her to stop switching off.
the third time- AH WQ CAN YOU STOP BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.
And I did something ridiculous lol, I gave Ahem1's calcutor to her so me and Ahem1 are sharing MY calculator =____=
And she never seems get it, aiyah her pattern memang macam ini one.
And someday i will.................. PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE HAHAHAHAHA, GEDDIT GEDDIT? XD
Maybe my complains don't make sense to alot of people ah hahahaha lol, that's why I'm writing these into my blog! hahahahaha., AND to prevent myself from forgetting it yeeeeeeeeeeee x)
To have something interesting in this second post of the day, I shall release a really bombbombbomb news hahahaha.
LWQ LOVES NKL HAHAHAHAHHA.
I really can't tolerate people who can't talk politely......... Do I ? =___=
Me myself can't even talk REEEEEEEEEEALLY politely.....
This is me, lol. effing nerd one, always searching other's bad thing then never search myself one hahaha.
LOL I really can't take it, the way WQ treating my calculator.
AND YES IM PETTY HAHAHAHA, like seriously one lol =___=.
I can't take the way she presses my buttons T_______T . MY CALCULATOR SURE HURT ALOT ONE AH JUST THAT SHE CANNOT SAY :(
I was jokingly warning her stop using my calculator that roughly before I was flaming at her -___-
She just cannot understand what i meant wtffffffff.
and the way she clicked on the AC button like 100 times even the screen is already CLEAN AND CLEAR!!!
AND switching off the calculator once she had finish using.
Me and Ahem1 often share our things, and yes, calculator too.
Maybe I've had a habit that I will leave my calculator on 'cus I know she might want to use, except that when I'm angry at her hahahaha.
Then whenever I want to use after WQ ( who is sitting beside me) used my calculator,
the first time- Okay I'll just switch it on, no harm mah.
the second time- Telling her to stop switching off.
the third time- AH WQ CAN YOU STOP BLAHBLAHBLAHBLAH.
And I did something ridiculous lol, I gave Ahem1's calcutor to her so me and Ahem1 are sharing MY calculator =____=
And she never seems get it, aiyah her pattern memang macam ini one.
And someday i will.................. PUNCH YOU IN THE FACE HAHAHAHAHA, GEDDIT GEDDIT? XD
Maybe my complains don't make sense to alot of people ah hahahaha lol, that's why I'm writing these into my blog! hahahahaha., AND to prevent myself from forgetting it yeeeeeeeeeeee x)
To have something interesting in this second post of the day, I shall release a really bombbombbomb news hahahaha.
LWQ LOVES NKL HAHAHAHAHHA.
Part-time Princess
I once thought,
why my house is so small compare to the others; why my dad had never given me money to spend; why am I so small and unnoticeable; why..................
I kept on thinking how worse the condition I'm in, and I forgot all the good things; thus, never cherish anything.
Instead of being positive, I was busying complaining things.
A has a really good life. A smooth, soft and straight road that A's mother has made for A.
I was so jealous.
Why can A has her princess life while I have to be a servant. (that's what i'd been thinking at the past)
Now then I realized, along with regret, I finally knew that I am loved by parents, ALOT. Just in different ways.
My parents couldn't afford me the best, but they gave me the best they had.
But what I do was overwhelming with STUPIDITY AND DUMBNESS WTF.
I kept on complaining what I had was lousy and cheapo. wtf
Now when I think what I've done, I'm so ashamed of it. I can't tell you I'm 100% matured now, but at least I'm MORE mature compare to the past.
Hurting my parents' feelings T_________T . Feeling so bad about that.
Now, I've warned myself, never hurt their feelings. Our relationships also dragged nearer already!
Although sometimes I still talk back to them ah :x That can't be avoid one right? XD
I'm now also a princess, and always will be. The best and the cutest one forever!!
Last thing,
MAMA AND PAPA I LOVE YOU TWO SO MUCH AH, #youdontsayXD
Signing off,
Bellariel. X
why my house is so small compare to the others; why my dad had never given me money to spend; why am I so small and unnoticeable; why..................
I kept on thinking how worse the condition I'm in, and I forgot all the good things; thus, never cherish anything.
Instead of being positive, I was busying complaining things.
A has a really good life. A smooth, soft and straight road that A's mother has made for A.
I was so jealous.
Why can A has her princess life while I have to be a servant. (that's what i'd been thinking at the past)
Now then I realized, along with regret, I finally knew that I am loved by parents, ALOT. Just in different ways.
My parents couldn't afford me the best, but they gave me the best they had.
But what I do was overwhelming with STUPIDITY AND DUMBNESS WTF.
I kept on complaining what I had was lousy and cheapo. wtf
Now when I think what I've done, I'm so ashamed of it. I can't tell you I'm 100% matured now, but at least I'm MORE mature compare to the past.
Hurting my parents' feelings T_________T . Feeling so bad about that.
Now, I've warned myself, never hurt their feelings. Our relationships also dragged nearer already!
Although sometimes I still talk back to them ah :x That can't be avoid one right? XD
I'm now also a princess, and always will be. The best and the cutest one forever!!
Last thing,
MAMA AND PAPA I LOVE YOU TWO SO MUCH AH, #youdontsayXD
Signing off,
Bellariel. X
Monday, 27 August 2012
Gu-meh.
Desires can never be satisfied.
It's a braaaaaaaaaand new week! And my pinky toe is not in pink T____T
The last Saturday night, while I was working ah my toe hit the stupid door,
AND NO ONE BELIEVES THAT IT HURT SO MUCH :@
Well, and I cry to make them believe hahahhaa so they did!
Once I thought, I could remember anything that happened in my life, including now. But after getting remind by sooooooo many people hahaha, I then realized that things I remember are only the better side of me! XD
Too realistic :P I couldn't remember a single soul while I'm in the rebellious period........... Try me!
But I don't think forgetting is good leh, forgetting makes me forget. LOL.
Makes me forget things I could've want to remember, even hardisk has its limit hahaha, so do I!!
I didn't know what to respond, so I told Ahem1 about it.
AND I FORGOT, my role is about being quiet and aside Ahem2, not complaining hor? :(
I really wished I could tell the Ahem2 about what I think, but I don't have the courage lol.
Yea it feels sooooooo bad, knowing everything and couldn't tell a single soul. #ittakestwo XD
What should I do about this? :(
This morning! Hahahah the WQ has been blabbing about his white-horse-prince.
And it reminds me of when I'm blabbing mine too! I don't have any extra sad feelings, I just love the feeling when I have someone to love and remember, and to blabb about!!!
Simply love that hahaha, is there by any chance that I could be the main role of someone else's blabbing chat?
Hahahahha sampat!!!! If there's someone ah then I could've curl up and cry and shout thank you hahahahaha.
I think Ahem1 is kind of worry when WQ mentioned that thing. It's okayyyy already Ahem1!! ahem ahem XD
When WQ asked about, who among us two is the craziest when blabbing about boys to Ahem1, I think she had her answer already but she couldn't say it out hahaha, 'cus WQ is so excited and she doesn't want to pour cold water ah? ahhahaha, that's what I think lah.
'cus for me ah I think I'm seriously crazier than her leh, although it's not good thing lah. 'cus she just started her crazy journey mah! Mine last for about 2months leh darling!!-nose pointing the ceiling-
I cried ,I laughed, I even fainted, hahahaha no lah just joking!!
I deeply understand how WQ feels okay!!!! Want to smile whenever remembered the chat we had, the face of his and everything nice!!!! Crying sommore hahaha.
And bad emotion came on when I reached caolu. Well, I am not going to gossip bad things behind people anymore! Must jianchizhu ahhhhhhhh :O Yah , just take it as dust and wind okay.
Love this pictureeeeeeee!
The left side one is me ah LOL , the right side one is................... THE MYSTERY AHEM2 ROFL.
-drum rolls-
and now I present you a ti-ko, you can lodge a report at the police station if you think the person in the picture is way too ti-ko and her smile disgusted you okay hahahhaah.
It's a braaaaaaaaaand new week! And my pinky toe is not in pink T____T
The last Saturday night, while I was working ah my toe hit the stupid door,
AND NO ONE BELIEVES THAT IT HURT SO MUCH :@
Well, and I cry to make them believe hahahhaa so they did!
Once I thought, I could remember anything that happened in my life, including now. But after getting remind by sooooooo many people hahaha, I then realized that things I remember are only the better side of me! XD
Too realistic :P I couldn't remember a single soul while I'm in the rebellious period........... Try me!
But I don't think forgetting is good leh, forgetting makes me forget. LOL.
Makes me forget things I could've want to remember, even hardisk has its limit hahaha, so do I!!
I didn't know what to respond, so I told Ahem1 about it.
AND I FORGOT, my role is about being quiet and aside Ahem2, not complaining hor? :(
I really wished I could tell the Ahem2 about what I think, but I don't have the courage lol.
Yea it feels sooooooo bad, knowing everything and couldn't tell a single soul. #ittakestwo XD
What should I do about this? :(
This morning! Hahahah the WQ has been blabbing about his white-horse-prince.
And it reminds me of when I'm blabbing mine too! I don't have any extra sad feelings, I just love the feeling when I have someone to love and remember, and to blabb about!!!
Simply love that hahaha, is there by any chance that I could be the main role of someone else's blabbing chat?
Hahahahha sampat!!!! If there's someone ah then I could've curl up and cry and shout thank you hahahahaha.
I think Ahem1 is kind of worry when WQ mentioned that thing. It's okayyyy already Ahem1!! ahem ahem XD
When WQ asked about, who among us two is the craziest when blabbing about boys to Ahem1, I think she had her answer already but she couldn't say it out hahaha, 'cus WQ is so excited and she doesn't want to pour cold water ah? ahhahaha, that's what I think lah.
'cus for me ah I think I'm seriously crazier than her leh, although it's not good thing lah. 'cus she just started her crazy journey mah! Mine last for about 2months leh darling!!-nose pointing the ceiling-
I cried ,I laughed, I even fainted, hahahaha no lah just joking!!
I deeply understand how WQ feels okay!!!! Want to smile whenever remembered the chat we had, the face of his and everything nice!!!! Crying sommore hahaha.
And bad emotion came on when I reached caolu. Well, I am not going to gossip bad things behind people anymore! Must jianchizhu ahhhhhhhh :O Yah , just take it as dust and wind okay.
Love this pictureeeeeeee!
The left side one is me ah LOL , the right side one is................... THE MYSTERY AHEM2 ROFL.
-drum rolls-
Saturday, 25 August 2012
Remembering,
Quite a successful day bahaha. Hmm, really didn't know what to response though.
What she said just now were facts, truths. But I don't really get it leh.
Maybe someday heeeheee someday, she'll understand heeeeeh, just like I did.
I couldn't stop myself 100% from gossiping and criticizing but I still can control 90% lahhh.
AND I found that once that i'm free from doing things ah, I started blabbing things leh, why is this happening ah. Bad habits shall be gone. BE GONE. =__=
I really thought that I could control myself from 'wasting' money ah but then I ended up finish all the money I've got in my pocket.
AND THE STUPID STARBUCKS HAHAHAHA, although it's really awkward ah but fortunately no one saw and even knew what happened. Secrets between me and sabun hahahhaha. We nearly can't go home leh!!!! Dam zek ak hahahha, still managed to get home though. Reached cozy home at 10.30pm XD
Crazy photographing with sabun, forced her to activate her Instagram and put the 'Beauty' and the books caption hahaha. Very nice and happy day, thank God for protecting me from any danger I could've faced.
Just a little nearly pee in my pants walao, though it's impossible lah.
Met super nice and kind bus directors and also super pekcek one. Can't hope much on them right?
Wanted to put lots of crazy photos here but unfortunately the mysterious USB is being mysterious again. A.K.A hilang -___-. Will find it out someday.
SOMEDAY SOMEDAY!!! Justin Bieber's fragrance x) Even the non-beliebers and even haters loved the fragrance leh!!! Must be really nice one, or else haters would be like, eff justinbieber gay la still keluar fragrance hahaha. Instead of that they praised the fragrance horrrr!! Wrote into must-buy-list, although there isnt any list exists, I'll just write it in my mind hahahaha.
Trying to be as opstimistic as I could, everything I had is wonderful.
MAN IT'S PERFECT OKAY
.
starbucks' worker : Hello miss, welcome to Starbucks!
Bellariel : Oh, I'm taking a look at the menu first.
worker: Huh??????
Bellariel: -repeats-
worker: HUHHHUHUHHUH??!?!?!?!?!
Bellariel: -repeats in hundred times slower-
worker: Oh, sure you can :)
Bellariel: 2 hot chocolate please.
worker: What's your name??
THEN I REMEMBERED THEY WRITE NAMES ON THE CUP!!!
SUPER DUPER EXCITING ABOUT IT XD
Bellariel: -thinks super long-
............Belle.......... -whispering-
le can't hear anything worker : HUHHHH -again-
Bellariel: BELLE -in 5times louder-
Le exciting belle waits for her cup , and found that the cup we're drinking, which is in a REAL cup, couldn't write names on it ;__ ; Unless you taking away T___T
'cus super exciting they're going to write my new name mah hahahaha.
although they didnt write names on the cup lah, but they did call out my name BAHAHAHHAHAHA SUPER EXCITING.
MISS BELLE ~~~~~~~~
And the stupid first timer experience ends here. :P
Goodnights ^___^
What she said just now were facts, truths. But I don't really get it leh.
Maybe someday heeeheee someday, she'll understand heeeeeh, just like I did.
I couldn't stop myself 100% from gossiping and criticizing but I still can control 90% lahhh.
AND I found that once that i'm free from doing things ah, I started blabbing things leh, why is this happening ah. Bad habits shall be gone. BE GONE. =__=
I really thought that I could control myself from 'wasting' money ah but then I ended up finish all the money I've got in my pocket.
AND THE STUPID STARBUCKS HAHAHAHA, although it's really awkward ah but fortunately no one saw and even knew what happened. Secrets between me and sabun hahahhaha. We nearly can't go home leh!!!! Dam zek ak hahahha, still managed to get home though. Reached cozy home at 10.30pm XD
Crazy photographing with sabun, forced her to activate her Instagram and put the 'Beauty' and the books caption hahaha. Very nice and happy day, thank God for protecting me from any danger I could've faced.
Just a little nearly pee in my pants walao, though it's impossible lah.
Met super nice and kind bus directors and also super pekcek one. Can't hope much on them right?
Wanted to put lots of crazy photos here but unfortunately the mysterious USB is being mysterious again. A.K.A hilang -___-. Will find it out someday.
SOMEDAY SOMEDAY!!! Justin Bieber's fragrance x) Even the non-beliebers and even haters loved the fragrance leh!!! Must be really nice one, or else haters would be like, eff justinbieber gay la still keluar fragrance hahaha. Instead of that they praised the fragrance horrrr!! Wrote into must-buy-list, although there isnt any list exists, I'll just write it in my mind hahahaha.
Trying to be as opstimistic as I could, everything I had is wonderful.
MAN IT'S PERFECT OKAY
.
starbucks' worker : Hello miss, welcome to Starbucks!
Bellariel : Oh, I'm taking a look at the menu first.
worker: Huh??????
Bellariel: -repeats-
worker: HUHHHUHUHHUH??!?!?!?!?!
Bellariel: -repeats in hundred times slower-
worker: Oh, sure you can :)
Bellariel: 2 hot chocolate please.
worker: What's your name??
THEN I REMEMBERED THEY WRITE NAMES ON THE CUP!!!
SUPER DUPER EXCITING ABOUT IT XD
Bellariel: -thinks super long-
............Belle.......... -whispering-
le can't hear anything worker : HUHHHH -again-
Bellariel: BELLE -in 5times louder-
Le exciting belle waits for her cup , and found that the cup we're drinking, which is in a REAL cup, couldn't write names on it ;__ ; Unless you taking away T___T
'cus super exciting they're going to write my new name mah hahahaha.
although they didnt write names on the cup lah, but they did call out my name BAHAHAHHAHAHA SUPER EXCITING.
MISS BELLE ~~~~~~~~
And the stupid first timer experience ends here. :P
Goodnights ^___^
Wednesday, 22 August 2012
Because you live.
I felt so disappointed in myself, really. :(
I can't control my temper and I really do get annoyed super easily.
My apologies to the two of youuuu, Tricia and kanasai .
Tricia my temper must've shocked you right? :<<<<< I didn't mean anything hurt if I've said anything horrible. :<
And kanasai, aiya you have been used to it already right?! heeheeeee, but still, so sorry. :(
I just dislike the feeling, uhm yup.
What actually have I done. I felt that i'm so micro, super micro. Never did anything right.......
And at this moment, this late midnight, it's easier to made me feel sad .__. Even if nothing happened.
Yea I think all i've done is so dumb , why so stupid ah -___-
Whenenver the second time when i'm trying to not being stupid, i'm just being stupid-er and double the pain in the assssssssssssssssssssss.
Words are really magic. You will never know how deep the scar you've caused by your words.
Living generously, kindly, without gossiping others, doesn't bother about people's opinion.
When can i actually do that. All i've been thinking about is influences.
Look , i'm finding myself excuses again.
Because you make me believe in myself, when nobody else can help.
YOU ARE SO AWFUL, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, YOU USELESS STUT, ALL YOU'VE DONE IS USELESS.
im so awfully bad, why am I behaving like this??????????what can i do father.
I can't control my temper and I really do get annoyed super easily.
My apologies to the two of youuuu, Tricia and kanasai .
Tricia my temper must've shocked you right? :<<<<< I didn't mean anything hurt if I've said anything horrible. :<
And kanasai, aiya you have been used to it already right?! heeheeeee, but still, so sorry. :(
I just dislike the feeling, uhm yup.
What actually have I done. I felt that i'm so micro, super micro. Never did anything right.......
And at this moment, this late midnight, it's easier to made me feel sad .__. Even if nothing happened.
Yea I think all i've done is so dumb , why so stupid ah -___-
Whenenver the second time when i'm trying to not being stupid, i'm just being stupid-er and double the pain in the assssssssssssssssssssss.
Words are really magic. You will never know how deep the scar you've caused by your words.
Living generously, kindly, without gossiping others, doesn't bother about people's opinion.
When can i actually do that. All i've been thinking about is influences.
Look , i'm finding myself excuses again.
Because you make me believe in myself, when nobody else can help.
YOU ARE SO AWFUL, WHAT HAVE YOU DONE, YOU USELESS STUT, ALL YOU'VE DONE IS USELESS.
im so awfully bad, why am I behaving like this??????????what can i do father.
Thursday, 16 August 2012
Excuses I've been finding for you?
I really wanted to shout just one sentence.
SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON?
I was so shocked!!! Shocked about everything that came out from your mouth!!
Probably I was once like that too, but i'm glad that I already came out of it. :D
But then, you were the kindest people I've ever met. Or should I take this as you know how to protect yourself already?
But this is way too unacceptable. :(
You became so weird. Maybe just me.
If you saw this, I really don't mean anything bad!!! I mean it!!
I'm just saying this real, why could those vicious words came out from your mouth?!
Moreover, though you said you felt guilty, what I saw wasn't guilty,
it was nothing. You made me felt like you felt nothing about the thing happened :C .
I know I know it's not your fault for causing that happened! LOL of course you're not the one who caused that thing happened! But just , it felt so weird, for you to hating people, cursing 'round.....
Maybe i'm taking this thing too seriously.
Well, even my mother could take this as a good start.
Yeap, you started to protect yourself in a bad way, bad bad way.
Time back when I was acting like this too, you're the one beside me and never be digusted with me, you were standing beside me, and telling me whatever I did you'll be aside and supporting me.
Sorry for hurting your feelings before, what I did before is so childish that I can't even!!!
Truly regret and ashamed of. :(
But, look! I got awake and I knew what I did is wrong.
So it's my turn, to stand aside you, and suport every thing you did. And giving you advices at the moment when you're confused. Although the advices won't 100% be the right one LOL, but I'll give you the best I've got. :D
SO,
MY BEST BEST BEST FRIEND,
I'LL ALWAYS BE BEHIND YOU, CHEERING AND SING FOR YOUUUUUUUUU.
sing? Ya lah sing. rofl.
SERIOUSLY WHAT THE HECK IS GOING ON?
I was so shocked!!! Shocked about everything that came out from your mouth!!
Probably I was once like that too, but i'm glad that I already came out of it. :D
But then, you were the kindest people I've ever met. Or should I take this as you know how to protect yourself already?
But this is way too unacceptable. :(
You became so weird. Maybe just me.
If you saw this, I really don't mean anything bad!!! I mean it!!
I'm just saying this real, why could those vicious words came out from your mouth?!
Moreover, though you said you felt guilty, what I saw wasn't guilty,
it was nothing. You made me felt like you felt nothing about the thing happened :C .
I know I know it's not your fault for causing that happened! LOL of course you're not the one who caused that thing happened! But just , it felt so weird, for you to hating people, cursing 'round.....
Maybe i'm taking this thing too seriously.
Well, even my mother could take this as a good start.
Yeap, you started to protect yourself in a bad way, bad bad way.
Time back when I was acting like this too, you're the one beside me and never be digusted with me, you were standing beside me, and telling me whatever I did you'll be aside and supporting me.
Sorry for hurting your feelings before, what I did before is so childish that I can't even!!!
Truly regret and ashamed of. :(
But, look! I got awake and I knew what I did is wrong.
So it's my turn, to stand aside you, and suport every thing you did. And giving you advices at the moment when you're confused. Although the advices won't 100% be the right one LOL, but I'll give you the best I've got. :D
SO,
MY BEST BEST BEST FRIEND,
I'LL ALWAYS BE BEHIND YOU, CHEERING AND SING FOR YOUUUUUUUUU.
sing? Ya lah sing. rofl.
Sunday, 12 August 2012
Supernatural.
I wanted to sleep, ALOT.
But I just couldnt stop myself from opening the computer =___= .
What should I do, me are addicted to computer already wth. :((( Must wake up ah khoreening!!!!!
I just simply remembered how I fall asleep that late just to talk to you. No other meaning though! Just simply remember that scene, and i love to do so. :)
- One shouldn't make any promise that he/she can't fulfil.
and that is how I see that.
and it fades.
Time pass, and things go on.
But I just couldnt stop myself from opening the computer =___= .
What should I do, me are addicted to computer already wth. :((( Must wake up ah khoreening!!!!!
I just simply remembered how I fall asleep that late just to talk to you. No other meaning though! Just simply remember that scene, and i love to do so. :)
- One shouldn't make any promise that he/she can't fulfil.
and that is how I see that.
and it fades.
Time pass, and things go on.
Friday, 10 August 2012
Ponies, ponies everywhere.
Meet Mr. RainbowDash!!!
This is what I called.... magic :D
And may little ponies help me to win the competition :x
Thursday, 9 August 2012
Jealousy.
As the title mentioned, jealousy.
Yeap, jealousy made one ugly and bad. But the evilness which lies deep inside me is itching and stirring. I've been trying so hard to love everyone, I swear!!!! But then there's always someone stands in front of me and shaking their ***** ASS and says "I WILL NEVER LET YOU LOVE ME YOU BAKA"
And all I want to say to those who are standing in front of me is "SORRRYYYYYYYY"
You have all the rights to do what you want to, and you also have the rights to ignore me and do so. So why should I angry wtf hahahaha. Just by thinking it made me laugh. I have love ones, those I love and those love me.
The shopaholic-ness is also stirring!!!!!! Plus this thing is too hard to control man. I'll spend them all when i have spare money. WHY AH WHY KHOR EE NING CAN'T YOU LEFT THEM ALONE?!
And all I have back is echoes wtf hahahha.
Aiya back to the title.
Actually im talking about someone who just keep on showing off orz's new thing!!!!
And to be honest ah I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo envy of orz !!! Orz has got all the things I wanted!!!
So, what do we call that? Coincidential? too much wtf.
But what I've learnt this few weeks is about gratitude. Khoreening you already have alot of things people wanted!! Plus the orz's things aren't paid by orz-self one right?! The Orz won't have the manzugan one hahahha! Think about it!
So,me are joining the compatitioooooooooooonnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!
To win the camera heeeeheee.
Yes the thing me mentioned before is a camera!
SenQ is giving out free camera(s) !!
Only 2 of them though ;D Sony NX1000 and the other one is me dont know.
YAYAYAYA PROFESSIONAL CAMERA
YAYAYAYA FOR FREE
YAYAYAYA ME ARE WINNING IT
Me gusta :3
Yeap, jealousy made one ugly and bad. But the evilness which lies deep inside me is itching and stirring. I've been trying so hard to love everyone, I swear!!!! But then there's always someone stands in front of me and shaking their ***** ASS and says "I WILL NEVER LET YOU LOVE ME YOU BAKA"
And all I want to say to those who are standing in front of me is "SORRRYYYYYYYY"
You have all the rights to do what you want to, and you also have the rights to ignore me and do so. So why should I angry wtf hahahaha. Just by thinking it made me laugh. I have love ones, those I love and those love me.
The shopaholic-ness is also stirring!!!!!! Plus this thing is too hard to control man. I'll spend them all when i have spare money. WHY AH WHY KHOR EE NING CAN'T YOU LEFT THEM ALONE?!
And all I have back is echoes wtf hahahha.
Aiya back to the title.
Actually im talking about someone who just keep on showing off orz's new thing!!!!
And to be honest ah I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo envy of orz !!! Orz has got all the things I wanted!!!
So, what do we call that? Coincidential? too much wtf.
But what I've learnt this few weeks is about gratitude. Khoreening you already have alot of things people wanted!! Plus the orz's things aren't paid by orz-self one right?! The Orz won't have the manzugan one hahahha! Think about it!
So,me are joining the compatitioooooooooooonnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!
To win the camera heeeeheee.
Yes the thing me mentioned before is a camera!
SenQ is giving out free camera(s) !!
Only 2 of them though ;D Sony NX1000 and the other one is me dont know.
YAYAYAYA PROFESSIONAL CAMERA
YAYAYAYA FOR FREE
YAYAYAYA ME ARE WINNING IT
Me gusta :3
Sunday, 29 July 2012
I need you (?) now.
It's a Sunday night and it is 10.35pm. I'm too bored so i made a new post just to report the time now. NO LOL . Idk what to do ah im so confusing, but actually what the hell am i confusing -___-.
Why could someone do things so evil. I don't mean that I don't do evil things. BUT. This is evil evil evil thing. Probably less gossiping is a pain in her ass, and that's why she has to do the gossiping job every minute la. sho funny = =. Should I have to be showering with gladness because she didn't do anything bad to me and instead,she did it to my friend wtf.
It is 10.41pm now and I'm going to sleep and going to school the other day walao.
Sorry mummy...................
Why could someone do things so evil. I don't mean that I don't do evil things. BUT. This is evil evil evil thing. Probably less gossiping is a pain in her ass, and that's why she has to do the gossiping job every minute la. sho funny = =. Should I have to be showering with gladness because she didn't do anything bad to me and instead,she did it to my friend wtf.
It is 10.41pm now and I'm going to sleep and going to school the other day walao.
Sorry mummy...................
Sunday, 8 July 2012
Someone will never understand this theory, will they?
It really felt good
being treated as a family , a friend and everything that matters.
I actually enjoy knowing friends and do crazy things with them
Cant really recall when i were back in the Seventh day church,
a real nightmare.
Scared to be laugh at, tease at, gossip at.
Maybe its not that bad, but that really is all i can remember.
How the aunties there acting gao bak enough ._.
Probably today is the best day for me be gathering with christians.
How i truly felt that i am a part of it!
Be proud bellariel. Still a long way to go.
What should i do?
to continue, or not to?
Blessed be your name <3
It really felt good
being treated as a family , a friend and everything that matters.
I actually enjoy knowing friends and do crazy things with them
Cant really recall when i were back in the Seventh day church,
a real nightmare.
Scared to be laugh at, tease at, gossip at.
Maybe its not that bad, but that really is all i can remember.
How the aunties there acting gao bak enough ._.
Probably today is the best day for me be gathering with christians.
How i truly felt that i am a part of it!
Be proud bellariel. Still a long way to go.
What should i do?
to continue, or not to?
Blessed be your name <3
Sunday, 24 June 2012
Thursday, 24 May 2012
I hate when im being treated like rubbish.
Not anymore i guess
Somebody told me, thats no big deal when you're the first
well, it meant alot to me.
Maybe i dont deserved that
but i could still hope right?
dont say no to me.
this is the only way to avoid thinking too much again
Just cherish, cherish everything i had.
Probably rubbish is way too heavy,
aiya you know la
Not anymore i guess
Somebody told me, thats no big deal when you're the first
well, it meant alot to me.
Maybe i dont deserved that
but i could still hope right?
dont say no to me.
this is the only way to avoid thinking too much again
Just cherish, cherish everything i had.
Probably rubbish is way too heavy,
aiya you know la
Saturday, 12 May 2012
sometimes i felt so hopeless
but if im hopeless,
what do we call those living in hunger.
i love my life, sometimes i hate it much too.
i felt so weak,
especially facing peoples.
i found the thing i realised, comfirmed, isnt always the way i think it does.
why human so complicated.
yes, human, me and you.
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Sunday, 25 March 2012
Sunday, 11 March 2012
到底
一直都不想說開這件事
畢竟是那麼深刻的事情
可是我想說
一切都只是過去
曾經的瘋狂 曾經的喜歡
我一直都把你當成最要好的姐姐
辛苦的時候想到的總是你
你會開導
你會教我怎麼做
我真的很珍惜這個緣分
真的很珍惜
可是到底怎麼了
曾經那麼努力的戒煙
好不容易戒了
現在又親眼看見
那種失望 真的無法形容
那種心痛 真的心疼你
我哭到稀裡嘩啦
就希望你真的會把你手上的那根煙丟掉
多希望你會顧及因為我在那裡看著你
你會有那麼一點點一點點一點點的想丟掉的念頭
我真的很希望那時候的你回走過來跟我說清楚
可是我憑什麼 我又不是誰
你憑什麼要跟我解釋 我更沒有那個資格
其他人要抽煙是他們的事
可是你不一樣
真的不希望看到你傷害自己的健康
或許你有什麽煩惱導致你又想抽煙
我雞婆我八卦我無聊
憑什麼要你戒煙
可是看著的時候還是忍不住罵自己
怎麼那麼沒用
怎麼不能阻止她
曾經
我做過了
我試過了
成功了
真的很開心
可是現在不再是我
是她 很美的她
她會幫你的對吧
我沒有資格在瞎攪和
打擾你們對不起
姐
不管發生了什麽事
絕對不要傷害你自己
我真的很心疼
我太多事了 對不起.
如果你看到了讓你覺得不舒服
對不起
我真的只想發洩
對不起 原諒我雞婆
還有 加油
畢竟是那麼深刻的事情
可是我想說
一切都只是過去
曾經的瘋狂 曾經的喜歡
我一直都把你當成最要好的姐姐
辛苦的時候想到的總是你
你會開導
你會教我怎麼做
我真的很珍惜這個緣分
真的很珍惜
可是到底怎麼了
曾經那麼努力的戒煙
好不容易戒了
現在又親眼看見
那種失望 真的無法形容
那種心痛 真的心疼你
我哭到稀裡嘩啦
就希望你真的會把你手上的那根煙丟掉
多希望你會顧及因為我在那裡看著你
你會有那麼一點點一點點一點點的想丟掉的念頭
我真的很希望那時候的你回走過來跟我說清楚
可是我憑什麼 我又不是誰
你憑什麼要跟我解釋 我更沒有那個資格
其他人要抽煙是他們的事
可是你不一樣
真的不希望看到你傷害自己的健康
或許你有什麽煩惱導致你又想抽煙
我雞婆我八卦我無聊
憑什麼要你戒煙
可是看著的時候還是忍不住罵自己
怎麼那麼沒用
怎麼不能阻止她
曾經
我做過了
我試過了
成功了
真的很開心
可是現在不再是我
是她 很美的她
她會幫你的對吧
我沒有資格在瞎攪和
打擾你們對不起
姐
不管發生了什麽事
絕對不要傷害你自己
我真的很心疼
我太多事了 對不起.
如果你看到了讓你覺得不舒服
對不起
我真的只想發洩
對不起 原諒我雞婆
還有 加油
Saturday, 25 February 2012
我真的有那么微不足道吗
小到你看不见
嗨我在这边
都说经一事长一智
我seriously觉得我心机越来越重
是堕落吗
你要振作
你要做出淤泥而不染的莲花!
这个决定太痛
痛到我不想回忆
晚上很早睡觉
因为已经没有迟睡的原因了
我可不可以保护自己为借口
然后让自己的心机自由发挥
好像不可以
硬肩膀不喜欢
从此以后都不想在相信任何人
因为信任已经有了寄托
oi hiao za bo
夸tio bo
40000000000000000000000000000万个人里面我们相遇了哟
做好朋友了哟
可以每天一起下课一起上课一起赶功课
真的很开心
真的很幸运
我真的不喜欢你没有来学校
因为我会没有寄托
我其实也不想对你发脾气
谁叫你一直听不懂我讲话！！！！！！！
有时候再加上脾气问题 =-=
hehhhh 我不是故意的咧
i appreciate all you've done for me,
your shoulders, your warmth,
your hug, your tap on my shoulder.
It really eases me.
Whenever or whatever im doing,
you're the reason that keeps me awake.
DAISUKI! :D
小到你看不见
嗨我在这边
都说经一事长一智
我seriously觉得我心机越来越重
是堕落吗
你要振作
你要做出淤泥而不染的莲花!
这个决定太痛
痛到我不想回忆
晚上很早睡觉
因为已经没有迟睡的原因了
我可不可以保护自己为借口
然后让自己的心机自由发挥
好像不可以
硬肩膀不喜欢
从此以后都不想在相信任何人
因为信任已经有了寄托
oi hiao za bo
夸tio bo
40000000000000000000000000000万个人里面我们相遇了哟
做好朋友了哟
可以每天一起下课一起上课一起赶功课
真的很开心
真的很幸运
我真的不喜欢你没有来学校
因为我会没有寄托
我其实也不想对你发脾气
谁叫你一直听不懂我讲话！！！！！！！
有时候再加上脾气问题 =-=
hehhhh 我不是故意的咧
i appreciate all you've done for me,
your shoulders, your warmth,
your hug, your tap on my shoulder.
It really eases me.
Whenever or whatever im doing,
you're the reason that keeps me awake.
DAISUKI! :D
Tuesday, 14 February 2012
Wednesday, 1 February 2012
失望
所以現在我什麽都要自己還？
從不要求住在那麽大的房子裏
就算有想過
也都要量力而為不是嗎
唉 真的沒有想過會影響我那麼深
補習費
我看還是看著辦好了
許伊寧你明白了嗎
現在根本沒有多余的時間給你想多余的人
賺錢
就是賺錢
他媽的全部都是錢
我才十六歲
可不可以容許我抱怨一下
累了真的很累
辛苦你了爸拔
你一定很累
委屈你了馬嘛
一定受盡無比的委屈
愛你們
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Tuesday, 31 January 2012
悠呼
多希望你的癡心可以換成他
你不必傷心我也不需要
他他他他他 唉
所以愛情是真的會讓人變本笨是嗎
竟然可以傻到去百度找方法
sohai
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Sunday, 29 January 2012
Friday, 27 January 2012
Wednesday, 25 January 2012
我捨不得
最後一次望著你了
我們錯過的
錯了就錯了
不會回頭了
我
走了。
真幸運
都到了家裡還是沒碰見 哈
心裡是很想的
還是忍下了
努力不抬頭看向你的房間
還是跑到後面去看了看以前你坐的位子
嗯 的確有回憶
慶倖你不在
失望你不在
心情好複雜
不希望新年是這樣度過的
不想腦子裡都是你
努力不想起你
讓自己覺得你消失了
不小心想起了
原來你一直都在
努力讓自己覺得你不算什麽了
不值一提
唉 還是演變成這樣了
哎喲怎麼辦
我還要睡覺的勒
我記得你號碼啦
怎麼可能忘記
誰叫你要那樣
如果我不知道那件事
也許還是回乖乖的回你信息
痴痴的等你回我
嗯我要睡了
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Sunday, 22 January 2012
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