2014

Cier says, people who sinned are actually very pitiful, and we should feel sad for them.

So ya ok new perspective for me!!! Feel sorry for the people who sinned instead of feeling angry! Ya must think like this... :D

Ok i dont want to be left out haha so i wanna do the stuffs i want to do in 2014 thing!!

1. Have faith! :D
2. Read his words DAILY!!
3. PRAYYYYYY whenever I'm free
4. Think of Him AT ANY TIME, sad or happy
5. Be a better person
6. Walk in his will
7. Trust him
8. Focus on him!!! Focus focus focus argh temptations and distractions zzz
ok normal ones
9. Pray for guidance!!!
10. Go to USS ♡♡
11. Buy a phone/ipad (hopefully)
12. Get a camera
13. Go to college....
14. Be more filial and obedient!!
15. Save...money....
16. Stop worrying so much
17. Get converse sneakers heehee
18. Get rid of bad habits.... esp laziness!!!!!!!
19. Do not judge!!!!
20. Listen to others
21. Repair my laptop
22. Remember everyone's birthday =="
23. BUY GIFTS AFTER I GET MY PAY :D
24. DIY something hahahaha
25. Constantly goes to church/service/yf
26. GIV FREE HUGS
27. Be fair to everyone
28. Talk to friends oftenly LOL

I think that's it, cannot think of more right now wahaha

All glory goes to you :D hallelujah!

Grow up.

All of them told me the same thing, it's part of growing up... but I don't want to grow up..... :'(
Can I just remain being at this trouble-free age and never grow up???
It's really sad to leave people you have gotten familiar with and everything, and most importantly, my family! ;(
to be honest, I had never thought that I would be THIS sad when i'm deciding to go work at JB.
It was never a worry for me.
But then when im really going there, leaving all my stuffs here, it feels so bad, and it feels like im separated from them. From all my favorite people....
But deep down in my heart, i know, i know they will miss me, they will remember me, but at this moment, my heart aches so much, it is sucha pain when i realized i would miss all the happy moments together with them :'(
But, if this is your will, to let me grow up, both mentally and spiritually, father let it be... :')
Jiayou! It'll always get better AND better!!

I really love you guys soooo much!!!!

His will

Ok so to keep this blog to be updated!! I'm going to work in JB soon. which is far from my home, and my friends and my church... :( and i never thought i'd be this sad but yea, i am :(
was so sad to leave everyone here, i'll miss their events here, i'll miss the happy times and also their sad times. and i'll miss all their gatherings..... :(

BUT

If it's his will for me to go there, i believe there must be his reason! so i'll just have to go according to his plan!!! and believe things will be wonderful :D he'll provide everything i need so i don't have to worry! :D For he is with me, what could be against me? :D hehehe love you lah love you so much muacks!!!

And today's sermon by brother lim, it's exactly what i needed to know. I prayed for it before, and this is his answer for me hehe, thank you father!! I know what i should do now! :D

and someone told me that, even if your faith is as small as a bean, it's stronger than anything else. :D
So have faith!

praise him muacks

I dont likeeeey

I dont like when im being looked down by people, especially by those you think are so much worse than ourselves. And i would feel so lost, thinking if im the stupid one or the other person is LOL if im correct or the other person is wrong, aiya then i would get so frsutrated duno what to do
That, is my current feeling now and i dont think anyone would understand hahahaha
Ok i feel so much better already hehe
All glory goes to you :D

Christmas eve!

Have been seeing people on fb posting statuses like having a countdown tonight!!! Y no one ask me out on christmas i guess i jus suck..... christmas party!!! And everything
And they annoy me very much :( that is not true... christmas isnt all about these, or ourselves. It's about him... it's his birthday ma, but they are celebrating this event with a wrong purpose :(
And it makes me feel really sad..
I really wished they would listen to me when i said hey, christmas is about him la
But i know they wont, or so i thought. They would laugh at me instead, imo lah
So its just sad to see people celebrating Christmas like this :(

Gonna prepare for christmas carol later! And what im going to prepare next is myself so im going to sleep lol hahaha! I will have so much fun tonight, i already can see it wahahaha, buhbye!!

Forgiveness

Personally thinks that i'm no one to ask people to forgive, since i'm not a forgiving person either. But then I'm trying to be one! :D Trying to be more forgiving and to be more like him hehe shall lock what i'm going to write bu ran you guys will say i'm preaching XD

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Yucks

i saw someone i dont like, and i go ewwwwww wth y so disgusting, sen after abit i will go walao y m i so bad mean and everything then i wud repent and asked myself not to do that agn.
But some people r jus..... =_= Ugh
No matter how hard i try, the moment i see her i wud still go ewwwwww and den omg im so mean and then the cycle continues lol hahahaha
Idk why i wrote this i jus felt like it
No actually bcus i jus ew-ed someone n i feel bad rn, o gosh y m i so kind T T am i hahaha

Ok so christmas play practice later and misspoh is coming to watch us oooooo so nervous
Nah jk i dont really mind if she is coming or not cossssssssss no difference

What shud i eat later, i nid to find a job alr lol, planned to find onr todae and failed cus of stupid maplestory zzzzz n rain but i lov rain!!!!!!!!!

I feel veri embarassed leh
But hey!!!!! It is who i am so why shud i be bothered hehe, ya!!!

Thank you la for making my day so wonderful, :p u even planned me to go to my uncle's house for breakie!!
so tell me how amazing u are...... ok gudbyeeee
Baiiii
Buaiiii

Ok for real

Bestfriend.

Hehehe thank you all for happening in my life! Cant be more appreciative right now :D
I have, a range of friends, and they all have different personalities and mindset. And they also match with me in different kind of perspective.
We have the same mindset, we have the same speech style, we think the same, AIYA WE ARE JUST COMPATIBLE IN DIFFERENT WAYS.
and i feel really contented!!!
Thank you for sending me all these wonderful people! They all changed parts of me, small or big.
And whoever helped me before, no matter big or small, i promise i will remember all of you no matter what :D
Ya its cheesy ning today HAHAHA

Ok so y u no find me hahahahahaha

Big hug and much kisses for you my darling

Yes, I am!

Yes i'm special, unique, extraordinary :D

because there must be a reason why God created me!!

Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be frightened, and do not be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.

Strong
Courageous
Not be dismayed

because Lord is with me wherever I go :D

I found my crush! muacks

Home.

Home supposed to be peace and calm, isn't it?
and to me, it's more like a extreme place. You can be feel extremely happy and blessed at one time, and the other time you just don't want to go home at all.
because you know what you're going to face.all the tiny problems just lumped themselves together and become a huge problem. you didn't know it would disturb you so much, but it does.

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so many to say, so little to type.
I don;t know how am i going to phrase this, but dang, a lot of things happened in the 4 days. In the ESP camp which i never expected so much from it.

i'm troubled right now and i'm trying to not be, so maybe i should sleep, goodnight....

taste like, what?

hi soldier bella checking in

JUS TRYNA IMAGINE HOW RYAN CHECKS IN EVERYTIME~*~*~*~*~*~ WAHAHAHAHA

ok back to normal, HAHA
is 12.36AM, going to a camp called EXPLOSIONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN camp ya it's dangerous i'd probably die or faint or wounded in it????? jk jus the name, not even close to explosion >.>

excitements????? not really =.= not since i been to those stupid camps previously in my life which wasted MY TIME. MY TIME IS GOLD U KNO ANOT DUNO I LET U LEARN NOW
um am actually sleepy now but i wont sleep

wanna know why???
scroll down

NAH JK dun hav to scroll down
because im rebellious muahahahahhahahhahahaahahah

ok then =.=
omg im so lame

not really....................

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The Heirs

NO i'm not addicted, mind you.
I JUS REALLY REALLY LIKE IT!!!!!! AND I WATCHED IT CONTINUOUSLY SINCE 11AM =.=
ok that sounds a little bit addicted.
I didn't go to work today, stomach was aching so much that i had to curl t.t but i had a great breakfast SO I DECIDED TO FORGIVE MY STOMACH.

wait what day is it today ok thursday, or friday. LOL idk i'm in the middle of night rn, and i have to go to work tmr my boss misses me NAH AHHAHAHA JK
or not

LOL

ok i love the heirs :> I LOVE EVERY CHARACTERS INSIDE SO COOL SO COOL
THEY FULFILLED MY FANTASEAAAAAAAAAAAAA, so ebi

Everything is going smoothly! :D I have a job (even though I skipped, today) and i'm going to dye ma hairrrrrr YES and i'm going to jb!!! i think, and i'm going to ESP HURRAY HURRAY HIP HIP HURRAY ok i'm not that excited actually but hmc made me this excited =.= ugh she actually know how to swim alr so frustrated T.T how could she...
YA I'M TALKIN ABOUT U HAHAHA

ok one las wish
i wanna watch frozen :(
and catching fire....
oh and i wanna eat pizza, so harddddddddddddd

I WAN TO EAT EVERYTHING ERMAGURD
ok i sleep liao goodnight! :>

ERYTHIN GONE I CRI CRI CRI NO TEARS

i fukin typed everything and it is gone omfg hahahahaahah
mayb he doesnt want me to say that???
ok ;)
fan zheng i also finished ranting le, i will hav a veri good sleep, i guesss

pls reflect, i will too

in love's name