Friday, 26 December 2014

The dilemma where I struggle where to be. When I'm at Kampar I wanna go back to Pontian bcos i felt more belong????? There lol
Then when I'm back at Pontian I wanna go back to Kampar lel

Okay la still wanna be at Pontian more
On the way to jb right now then tomorrow going to singapore with big sis XD

She gave me i think duno 50 or 100 sgd

DOES THAT MEAN SHE WONT PAY FOR ME ANYMOREEEEE

LOL HAHAHA 
Okay later having sushi yay i like japanese cuisine ☺️ 

Thursday, 25 December 2014

Merry christmas

Um it's been so long since i last blog, and i have sooooo much to blog which i have mostly forgotten.... 

Okay start from what i want to blog like RIGHT NOW is that I'm super thankful of my mom :'( 
My room was a mess bcos of
A) my nieces' tent was built in my room lel it was fun but messy 
B) i havent unpacked my luggage 

Then mom helped me to tidy my room while i went for christmas carol just now :'( 
It's soooo tidy and makes me super duper guilty....
She works at shop during day time and works at home during the rest of her time :(
I'm super unfilial lah haiz say want to help her mop floor but then i always ended up forgetting... Or got too lazy to :(
She never complained (maybe she does but i think it is super okay and she probably deserves to) and even tho she nags, she'll still do the chores without any yuan yan :(
Sorry mama i love you so so much


She even put the magnetized birds back at their respective places T T SO CUTE RIGHT MY MOM T T


And this T T

Look at her omg so sweet and cute i cannot........ I forgot to bring my keys so they have to stay awake to open the doors for me :'( THANK YOU MAMA T T T T T T T T

And like two or three days ago, i forgot, i fell sick and i slept in the tent which was in my room last time bcos i felt cold. And at that time my mom liked my instagram photo so i knew she's still awake so i wechat her and sent her pics of me staying in the tent 


And immediately after this, she came into my room and checked my forehead again. Then she realized i felt cold probably bcos the fan is blowing at a really low angle then like almost directly blowing at me already then she was like aiya u duno how to move it back up eh u ben ah 

Then i said nvm cos im in the tent alr cannot feel the fan anymore also but she still went to get a chair and stood on it to adjust the fan's direction :'( 
So nice to me i cannot T T T T T T THANK YOU :'(

Haiz what did i do to deserve a mother like you, so selfless and generous. :(
I wonder if I'm able to treat my son or daughter like this leh since I'm so selfish or do you automatically become selfless when you have a son or daughter.... Idk it's still very far from me lel i am 18 and most importantly i am single ahahahahwth

Just now right, supposedly tricia/cier will be coming to fetch me to uncle lum's house for the first stop of our christmas carol before 7. So at like 530 i reached home and saw my mom cooking meesua which i said i didnt get to eat during my birthday. So my mom decided to cook meesua to like patch back the time where I didn't get to eat meesua SO NICE RIGHT then i was really glad i didnt have dinner outside then i told her okay then i go and bath ah later i eat then she said ya by the time u come out i gang hao cook hao le 

Then we talked and ate like until 645 ba? I didn't notice the time and then she went to hang dry the clothes so i continued eating and cier called me and told me she is outside alr omg i was so nervous i just  got out of shower and my hair is wet I havent drew my brows lel i havent changed or prepared and most importantly i havent helped my mom to wash her plates
So at first i ofc started to eat faster then i told my sis to help me to wash the dishes bcos i lai bu ji which she very kindly agreed to!!?? So i rushed back to my room and realized how unprepared i was then i decided to just not go to christmas carol, think of the pros la, i will be able to help my mom to do the dishes (i dont really believe that my sister will do the dishes la, not like she purposely maybe she will accidentally forget and then my mom will end up doing the dishes lol), i get to spend even more time with them and i can tidy up my room!! Cons is i really looked forward to the christmas carol and was really hyped about it.....
Then i phoned cier and asked her not to wait for me alr I'll just skip then she said harrrr okay lor

Then i went back to the kitchen and started to do the dishes. Then went to blow dry my hair, then went to look for my mom at the back 

Then suddenly my dad shouted me and told me cier is out there waiting for me and i was like WAH WHY I DIDNT PREPARE LEHHHH then rushed out then CIER HEN NICE T T EVEN THO SHE KNOWS IF SHE WAITS FOR ME WE WILL BE LATE BUT SHE STILL CAME BACK FOR ME SIA T T i really wanted to go lah thats why I'm really touched when she came back to get me. Then idk why my dad was so supportive of me cos previously right i was doing the dishes then he asked, u not go out alr?! Then i said aiya no go alr lah if i want to go i am very unprepared ltr ppl wait for me then late again. And he actually said, 你很不错啊 会这样想 不会婆婆妈妈 就这样决定 很不错hor 厉害
Hahahahah idk why also?????
But then when cier came back, he said, nvm la u faster prepare lor faster faster lol then i rushed like bolt lol ahhahaha hen nice lah

So at last i got to go to christmas carol XD HOORAY 



The one holding the camera is junrong and beside him is fangqian lol
I wanted to take pic and asked him to hold the phone and he was like OKAY and spammed the button but only can see me lah he purposely one zzzz


And then he said okay lah 合照


I gave up alr la lol asked him you enough alr or not and he said ya and gave my back my phone.


Really like this pair of reindeer horns lah~~~~ hen kawaii nehhhh ahahahha


Ok one with junrong lol does this even count as 合照


Really really in love with my shagbark but cannot show cos
1) chris most probably will misinterprete it as i am really in love with the plushie bcos it is what he gave me lel
2) yongsheng will be jealous af (i have ss to back this up ahhaha ik i being super arrogant but this is true) and will be super annoying cos he last time wanted to give me the courier in game and i said very ugly lmao hahahaha

MY SHAGBARK HEN CUTE LAH SHAG SHAGGGGG XD 


I like this pic cos my face doesn't look as roundddd hehehehe XD
But cier very ugly in this pic so if i post...... I prob will even feel guilty myself 


Is it just me or do i really look like 我好像把眼睛睁很大的那种感觉 


More with my shag shag hheheheh

I love my parents so damn much and i cannot contain those feelings....

HEN AI NI MEN LEH WHY U ALL LIKE THIS SO NICE TO ME T T




So so so many new faces in YF right now lol and most of them are still young like form1-2 lol then 我感觉到了童真lol哈哈哈哈哈哈
And tricia almost fell down at bryan's house ahahahaha i was like SHHHHH DONT REACT TOO BIG I ACT LIKE I DUNO U ALMOST FELL DOWN OK HAHAHAHAH then both of us laughed until 😂😂😂😂 




Lmao dint notice my shirt was this low when i was taking selfies at like 100pics per second

I wanted to share this explicit content to show you 
Yes, i do have bewbs lmao ahahahha 
Ok taking it down anytime from now on 


Wo hen wu liao and i think that's about it!!!

Merry christmas everyone!!! ;D 


Lel look at this?!? I am the one with the weird symbol + LOL 
Was forced to use this name don't judge me plzzzzz ahahhaha
And i actually used Crystal maiden to kill 6people leh?!?!?! Not with my ulti somemore lol
I used first or second skill to kill lol
Bcos i had kushi and chris on my team so it was really easy eheheheh
But still i got damn fat at first lor please XD 

I'm pretty good at supporting, or so i thought XD XD XD 
Okay lah leave me be can?!
Crystal maiden with 6dies is very pro for me already okay!!



I FREAKING HATE THIS QUOTE LAH WHAT IS HAPPENING TO PEOPLE?!?!?

我已经很自恋了这些人根本是自恋的另外一个境界?!?!?!
什么叫你之所以不幸福因为你爱的人不是(XXX) 
我的天啊到底是哪一个人类发明这个无聊又白痴又脑残有智障的quote zzzzz
你之所以敢这样写因为你的脸皮真的厚到子弹都打不穿!!!!!!!

好恶心
又不是每个人都适合跟你在一起 然后在一起有一定会适合的

那你去跟马来人在一起啦wth 

不只针对这个女生啦 我实在看到太多人写然后当下就看到这个所以就ss下来

真的超讨厌超恶心超白痴
希望这句话赶快被世人忘记和遗忘 ==


Wednesday, 17 December 2014

Eternally grateful

Hi!!! It's me 
It's currently the midnight of the second day of my finals ehehhee
And tomorrow will be having my third subject!
And if that's cleared, there'll only be one last subject XD SO EGGCITED
And no I wasn't super hardworking but seriously did study and also suitable 'rest' XD 
D2 is my rest ;p

Hehehehe 

WAS SUPER LUCKY LAH
event is already over and I'm just minding my own business playing d2 as usual, and at the end of the game when we won, I GOT THIS SET LEHHHH SO LUCKY AND ONLY ME O OTHERS NEVER GET ANYTHING JUST ME XD XD XD XD 

BUT IDK HOW TO USE TEMPLAR ASSASIN ALSO ABIT WASTE LOR 
but I'll be learning soon XD

Just now the round where i used Ogre i damn pro sia my friends were all shocked ahahhaaj 

Okay few songs more then i go and sleep! 
Currently so so addicted to feliz navidad by WOTE and santa tell me by ariana my babe!!! Hehehehe she is so talented la no autotune or anything
She's still awesome when she sings live

Jjang! Ok gnight ^_^ 


Happy Birthday again Vivian!!! I'm so glad we made it to your house and you got to blew the candles!!

Thank God for all these wonderful people in my life :D I'm eternally grateful
I'm planning to write locked letters for each one of you and then you guys will be the only ones who know the pw

After my finals okay! :D gnight!



Sunday, 14 December 2014

Zi lian kuang

I'm 








又是看图说故事的时候哈哈哈哈
很懒惰讲故事

就是这样~ 拜一要考试了感觉好紧张 可是就是背书然后看结果罢了只可以这样
明天最后一天给我背书啊!!最怕背了什么都不记得的 只好背了然后剩的全部交给祂!不想听起来好像全部责任推给祂的感觉 XD

我dota真的超noob啦到底为何~~~ 

刚才shushan关窗帘超级大声吓死我我以为有人破门而入wtf

我今天在冲凉的时候 真的因为我突然想起做的某件很丢脸的事情然后突然哼歌 哈哈哈哈哈 然后时候觉得蛮好笑的就自己又在笑 而且哼的歌不是歌 就只是调调 哈哈哈哈 我好可爱~~~

我超级自恋

今天跟妈妈有点小纷争 然后听到他讲 你以为只有你有烦恼hor 我也要烦到头要爆炸了
瞬间觉得好愧疚 对啊 我的算什么嘛 他们都过了40多要50年的风风雨雨 我的又算哪根毛勒?!
然后我就一直逼他跟我讲他到底在烦什么 然后他就一直扯开话题 很厉害 然后最后被他成功的扯开了。。。
然后突然很想赶快到家 躺在他旁边跟他sainai不要给他睡觉 然后不要给我爸爸位子睡觉 然后他就会骂我叫我不要不像样赶快起来 
哎 asian dads 啊哈哈哈

妈妈不知道在烦什么 我就问他 
难道说!!!你怀孕了!!!
然后我妈妈就很淡定回答 对啊
我就讲那你打掉吧你不要生了 哈哈哈哈
超白目的 

下个sem在看啦 不然就看他什么时候有空可以来载我啊 只是会有点麻烦咯 他事后还要找parking位
因为原本打算买ebike的 爸爸觉得那个卖ebike的会要zhap我便宜 可是现在算还好了吗 明年有新intake他肯定起价的吗 所以他讲的也不是没有道理囖 
不知道他打算怎样啦 再看
我原本很乱的 可是算了 就这样顺其自然吧哈哈哈 
God i leave these to you! I believe you will  make the best decision for me :D
Lord i also pray that you'll really support my idea of moving out of this room 
PLEASE T T i really need to get out of this place but if it's not your will i can do nothing also right =_= 
So meanwhile waiting for your choice i try my best to advertise my room ya XD HAHAHA

So that's all about today bcos i went nowhere but to cc hehehehe and mamak to eat ^_^ 
And i cant wait for cny shopping lel
Da jie bring me go shopping pls thanks muacks lov u yi wan nian XD 

Goodnight! 


Friday, 12 December 2014

Quick updates

Having finals starting from next monday
Super nervous bcos my coursework marks suck ttm T T
Kendra said she saw fishball with another girl ALREADY gosh m i so forgettable XD 
Chris' grandma passed away :( 
And he even got sick and going to have finals somemor
I pray that all is good with him and he and his family can jie ai
LAPTOP FINALLY FIXED gon to lay my hands on them next week too ^_^
Chris will b fetching us to exam halls so MAJOR THANKS 
Tryin to improve my r/s with hss bcos she is the one who is ALWAYS by my side literally
Even tho
Her
Breathe
Sometimes
Really
Cannot 
Stand
I tried to hint her by asking her to drink more water and said that she is 发热 alr  then she said 我没有那么容易发热的
 Okay lor.... I ren ren ren 

I really am feeling damn nostalgia lah~~~!!! Miss my trashtalk gang and how they would accept me no matter how teruk i am! And cold wars only exist for 5mins XD or maybe longer

and lastly,
I CANT WAIT TO GO BACK TO SPEND TIME WITH MY PARENTS N ALL MY FAMILY MEMBERS N BOBO N JIANGJIANG 
N ALL OF U GUYS ^_^ 
I miss everyone so damn much!!!!! 
And christmas XD okay bb gnight

Trip to memories

Was scrolling my instagram feeds
DEM MEMORIES FLOODING I CANNOT


Look omg christmas carol T T
And the camera pixel tian ah hahaha


Miss being occupied by all the rehearsals and surrounded by the lovelies! 


OMG DO U RMB I WORKED AT A JAPANESE RESTAURANT WHICH I HATED


Everyone looks so prettz hia!! 


Finally got my iphone I guess XD LOOK AT MY BANGS LOL SHOULD I CUT THEM AGN 
nah jus kidz not even goin to cut


Omg look i was so slim T T i cri
Ok i love myself!!!!! DO U RMB I WORKED AT HERE HEHEHE


Gosh look at how gorgeous  my shoes used to be...  IM A TOTAL IDIOT T T


N finally i want to say

I REALLY AM DAMN SHORT LAH WALAO WHY?!?!?! I NEVER THINK MYSELF AS SUPER SHORT OR WHAT LEH SERIOUS U SEE THIS PIC I DAMN SHORT LAH WALAO Y M I SURROUNDED BY TALL PEOPLE WHY

EVEN BESIDE SHUSHAN I LOOK LIKE A MIDGET T T
Shushan said at least better than how she looked like a giant beside me XD cheered me up XD 


Hehehehe, hand everything unto His loving hands!!! 
Can't wait for christmas 🙈 

Thursday, 11 December 2014

hi i am lovable

The previous post was written last night 

In case u didnt realize i changed my blog domain ya haha 
Idk i just felt like it XD 


每天穿这件衣服去学校就会被librarian盯得紧紧的 他讲很少布 还跟我讲我可以用一样的价钱买到更多布的衣服 哈哈哈哈哈哈 笑死我了 可是我要保持冷静
而且很丢脸你知道吗
每个人都转过来看librarian在跟我讲什么 
好像以前中学被鳄鱼抓 这里就有很多的librarians抓你 


然后我跟chris讲清楚了 he seems to be very okay with it, because he still fetches me here and there
Making me to think that i might actually be thinking too much

Today heard this very  shocking news from heng meichiun ==
She Ju ran got threatened for the most dramatic stuff HAHAHAHA 

Has alot of things but hen lazy to type suo yi suan le ba~~~

Skill:
Love myself - Level 1
Love others - NOT YET LEARNT


This is the ebike i might be going to buy AHAHHAHA isn't it cute?!?!?! 


I LOST MY CABLE T T SAD 

I bought another one alr or else cannot charge and its super cute!!!! Show it next time 




Wednesday, 10 December 2014

Jiayou

好纠结好纠结


不能只是好朋友吗
这时候leah ko就会跳出来说
男女之间没有纯友谊!除非其中一个不好看 ahhahaha
虽然很现实可是真的很对啦 对我啦至少


想念我的猫猫 我很怕他们会被给掉 😭

我真的很自恋诶 哈哈哈哈 超喜欢自拍的 



何山猪讲 我这张脸很臭勒
你不知道你脸一直都很臭的吗 哈哈哈哈


wechat到很爽 躺倒很爽的时候 突然这个野生陌生人出现 害我要坐起来 而且不可以自拍 那个就是最后一张哈哈哈哈


惨了啦我的脸真的无药可救的圆了
。。。
算了这样比较可爱zzzz 安慰我自己 




来spread一点positivity!
我知道大家都有自己很insecure很讨厌很憎恨的一个地方 没有人是完美的 不要用别人的眼光来衡量你自己 
如果你think that being slimmer makes you feel better about yourself, then go ahead and do it! But don't you ever condemn others for not being slim.
That's the problem. 

Do what makes you feel better!
Might be a lot easier to be said than done, but that's the only part i can help :|
I currently think that working out makes me feel better about myself, so tomorrow I'm going to da gym! Not for anyone but myself. If you work out for others that'd be too pathetic don't you think? 

:D stay happy, stay you! 
You're the ONLY one who can kill it at being yourself hehehe 
Jiayou on the path of finding yourself!