Ugh

And suddenly for the first time in forever, I don't know who to talk to about this matter. Haih :(

I know i can tell God about it but um you know he doesnt give me like direct response??? Which is like what I currently need the most actually :/

But I doubt anyone can make the decision except for myself lah

But i need opinions mah haihhh

And kendra is still not home!!! This zhabor ah haiyooooo!

Faster come home so i might be able to tell her everything haih

Bcos I don't know where to start and how to talk about it tbh T T

Haihhhhh

if next time anyone asks me why am i single, I wish i could muster enough courage and tell them

Bcos i like flirting with a lot of guys than staying loyal for just one guy.

At least that guy hasn't appeared yet lol

Okay lah cos I've concluded alr, i actually like flirting with boys and receive all sorts of woos but give no promises lol sounds like very what like that but no lol that's just the deep dark truth that lies within me 

Okay um back to marketing lecture lolll I HAD TO TYPE THAT OUT BCOS SOMEONE ASKED ME AGAIN 

ya loh fenping i agree with you

当日子过到很平静了 你会发现你日复一日的都在做一样的事情

这个时候就会很迷茫 突然很空虚很失落

我吃饭吃到一半都可以突然间叹气感慨lol

日复一日都在做一样的东西啊！！

目标啊

我的目标是什么勒？

不知道勒 不想要很长远的还是什么的

读书？可是不是读学校的书啦 就去图书馆借书来看还是怎样 

读bible！！！

对

一天读一点！！

还有勒？ 想要活得健康点 吃得健康点 可是很难勒 虽然都是借口lol

好啦我去睡了 真的蛮累的

晚安

目标明天再想

还有哦 ys好像买烟花准备在新年放给我看 哎

他没有讲啦 他只是讲 初三晚上空出来给他 因为他要给我看的事情 晚上才可以 那就知道了啊

当姐是傻的啊lol

ok晚安哎 这些男生到底想怎样 不喜欢就是不喜欢！！！！！