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hi evry1 i juz wanna talk crap / nonsense hia agen n u cant stop mi u could nvr stop mi im invincible woahhehhahhuhuhahahha

juz kidz im juz a mad woman who is worrying ova her final's results :-(
i m srsly all paranoid agn bcos tick tock tick tock time is flying its kinda good and not good at the same time good bc i'll get to know mai results real soon but not good is bcos if the results is not appealing (lol) as in not over 3.5, i m OVER

I AM SO OVER
SO SO SO O OVER
SO OVER
OVER
0VeR
OVER T.T
;-(

i am so freaking scared wad shud i do.... :'(
 i'm too insecure to say 'just believe in Him and let him do the rest'
i'm too afraid to.
but i have to.
father, i pray that you'll bless me with peace and calm bcos my mind starts a war worse than world war II (prob not) when i think of my results >_<
i'm so afraid and i have no one to confess this to, :'( even if i did confess to some of my really close friends, it couldn't be helped. all they can do is comforting me with their kind words, and tell me not to worry about it. but how could i not? i can understand every single words of theirs but i couldn't, really cannot convert them into actions of mine. bcos it's so damn difficult and father only you could help me. you're the only one who could make words into actions when i pray, confess to.

father i pray, that you'll listen to my prayers. :'(
i really need to get through that 3.5 my dear lord.
i'm so scared. :'(

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6 days till my results