i love him so so much, can he ever not leave me?
i cant imagine him not being in my life, not asking if i'd bath already or no
sitting by here watching him walking around, he sat down quite 吃力ly, he walked around in a slow pace, he bent down with some effort now.
i had forgot when i am growing, he is aging too. what do i do now?? im so scared all of a sudden, i dont want him to be so tired and all, why am i the youngest? why am i still studying? why cant i just go out and work and let my dear dear parents stay at home and enjoy the rest of their lives? my parents had been thru so much, ups and downs, and i truly think they needed a break already. but no, they still have to take care of me, give me pocket money, pay the utilities and stuff. why am i not working yet?
i dont want to see them suffer anymore
papa i love you so much, and im so pained that my asian culture does not allow me to hug you tightly and say i love you. thanks for taking care of me when im nothing but a pain in your ass.
you are the best papa in the world :'( please dont leave my life ever.
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