Sunday, 5 April 2015

God is love

Lee Kuan Yew recently died, and it's really sad to hear.
Likewise to the public lah, i also think that he's a really great leader. Look at what Singapore is right now. All under his great leadership.
and then I heard about this guy, Amos Yee, who made a video titled 'Lee Kuan Yew is finally dead'
My heart aches when i see that video, like who would say that to someone who is already dead? That is so disrespectful! I contemplated about watching the video. On one hand I wanna know what he really is talking about, the other hand i wanna know what makes him think like that.
aaaaand i've made the worst decision by watching his videoS. ya videos he made before that

the righteousness he self proclaims
the know-it-all attitude he has
the tone he speaks

omg i hate it all
he's only 16
and he thinks he's all that great and mighty and smart like he knows EVERYTHING
and he even compared LKY with Jesus
I was furious at first, no one can be compared to Jesus, what do you know about Him? Who are you to claim that my Jesus is hypocritical, hungry for power and controls everybody into thinking that he is great?
FYI, he IS great.

I was so angry, I felt so annoyed and frustrated that someone as young as him, acts like he is 80 and has gone through life.

and then i felt sorry
i felt sorry for his parents
i felt sorry for him
he must have been hurt SO much, or been through a lot of sad events, which lead to the him today.
because only people who are hurt, hurt.
so father i pray, i pray for him.
that he'll grow to know and love you
father i pray that he'll know what you had prepared for him in his life
father i pray that you'll take away his pain and trouble
he's a sinner
but so am i
so who am i to judge him, really?
to You, all sins are sinful, there isn't a scale to weigh what sins are heavier and what are not.
so yea, he sins, so do i.
so who am i to judge?

i pray that all is well for him, and you'll guide him into the light.
Thank you and i love you so much
i'm so sorry i've been a naughty girl and a strayed sheep
today is easter
and i'd like to spend the rest of the hour by worshiping you

you are strong, stronger, and the strongest

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