Saturday, 9 March 2013

DotA sexism.

Walao this game in Asia is full of sexists. They saw you have girlish name hor they ask if you're a girl, if you said no then they'll be like,

''sohai la noob go back home sleep drink milk go hell leave game pls''. 

Then I'll get really agitate CUS I DONT WANT TO BE SCOLDED FOR NOTHING LIKE THAT MAH. Like who wants?!?!??!?!?! Argh.

''IM A GIRL MTHERFKA'' 

told them this one, you think it's the right choice? A big NO NO NO, actually three hahahahahah, they'll go like,

''lol fake 1 la go back home sleep drink milk go hell leave game pls'' 

OR
''giv mi ur fb den i trust lol, or nt u lying, giv me c ur fb or photo then i blive''



WAHLAO PEOPLE PLAY DOTA VERY NOOB CUS IM NEWBIE CANNOT AH. DOTA GOT RULES STATED NOOB CANNOT JOIN?!?!?!?? ARGH.

You don't know how mean your words are, you keep ask me to leave the game, right? THEN I WON'T LEAVE SO AT LEAST I MAKE YOU LOSE THAT GAME! HMPF. 


This face is the best to describe what I'm feeling now hahahahahhaha! 

To all the DotA-ers out there: 
Pls la dun scold mi if u see mi in game ok, and trust mi im a girl i got everything a girl has ok. pls dun  ask for fb to comfirm im a girl so you won't scold me and if i didnt give you my fb stop fking saying that im lying ARGH I JUST DONT WANT TO GIVE YOU AH!!!!!!! UGH. Also, please effing be kind to all the newbies like me can?!?!?!? Show what a boy can do best ok? 
Oh and, I think you guys still have this very big mystery wanting to solve, and let me tell you the answer ok?? :)

YES. GRAMMAR EXISTS.

Sincerely yours.

Garena id - bellariel_blues 
xoxoxo play wid mi


Thursday, 28 February 2013

Dreams.

It's not a dream when it's not big enough or it's not scaring you.

Hello! Greetings from midnight, this big bad night got me thinking EVERYTHING again. Yes, worrying over things doesn't make it better, it actually gets worse cus you think too much.
But no can help lah, if only I have a remote control to shut down my brain........ ACTUALLY no, it sounds bad hahahahahah, if shut down my brain means it's off, i'm dead? LOL ok change the topic.

Aaaaaaaaand I have a dream, a dream that's scaring me, so it's a dream indeed! It's making me to think, if i would reach that dream. And then all those negative thoughts started to storm in my brain, Are you gonna make it? You sure you can do it well? Are you sure it's the best choice? What if I can't reach it? How can I make it happen? QUESTIONS that are always going through my head.
I can't handle all my thoughts, they are too much for me.
EVERY SINGLE TIME I thought of those questions, scare the shit outta mie small ass. Walao, I'm not sure it's gonna happen or not! Then I get in dilemma, wondering those useless shits and pies I will get if that dream of mine doesn't happen in the end.

Every story gets a good ending, if your story does not have one, it's not the end yet!
Exactly, soooooooooo, what I'm gonna do is just,
BELIEVE THE SHIT DREAM OF MINE IS GONNA HAPPEN. They say, dream while you can. Yea but it's kind of difficult to make yourself believes that your dream actually comes true. But, what makes you feel better? Questions or Beliefs? I'll leave you all with that question, I hope you'd come out with a good answer as I have.

Words are magic, they do all kind of tricks. Your praise to someone might not require alot of energy of yours, yet it helps them more than you'd thought.
 Praise doesn't require money nor energy *maybe some*, but it HELPS SOOOOOOOO MUCH THAN YOU'LL EVER THOUGHT OF. So, let's be kinder to the people around us, and create a waaaaaaaarm and caaaaaaaring community! I think it's pretty difficult lor hhahahahaha.
The more you care about, the more you hurt.
 Sad, but truth. Sometimes, you just have to ignore, ignore the shit outta ur little or big azz. My dad told me yesterday, WHY DO YOU EVEN CARE ABOUT HER?? IT'S HER LIFE! IT'S NON OF YOUR BUISNESS.
Then I was thinking, YA LOR WHY SHOULD I BE BOTHER OF HER LIFE SO MUCH? IT'S NON OF MY BUISNESS WAD! SHE CAN BE ALL VICIOUS AND KEPO ALL SHE WANTS!!!
It might be difficult to ignore lah seriously, but practice makes perfect! LOL not sure if this idiom is suitable here.

Last quote,
JUST DO YOUR BEST, just so you know, you didn't let down yourself.

I'm joining the public speaking! Must believe in myself mah, then get champion!!!!! *Holds fists*
Goodbye, and goodnight. :D

Monday, 18 February 2013

Day1.

Hello! I'm supposed to be sleeping now, supposed hah. It's 2.07am and dad just finished the annual ritual of tee-gong's birthday. Walao i was feeling really frustrated just now, but then, aiya nevermind lah I'll just take it as child's play. -____- even when he happens to be not a child!!!!!! Ugh, forget it.

I wanted to talk about the day six of CNY! Hehehe us 6 knew when we went for a camp that was held in Kukup. We came from different schools, so it's really a fate for us to know each other!!!! Heheheheheheh.

The first stop was Yimieng's house, which was located really far from town hahahaha! But we didn't take any photos don't know why leh. And so the next stop is Weiken's houseeeeeeeeeee. We finally started to take photographs hahahahha!

#1
 From left;
Weewee, XTing, me trying to act like I'm smoking, and then yimieng the one that went down, and Shijun the one that wore hat! Yea Weiken missed out in this photo, I think he went to get us drinks.

#2
 They told me I would do that hand-on-chin's pose whenever someone is taking photo, I really didn't realise it until they told me so. Hahahahah so the two were teasing me. Maybe I was trying to show off my watch unconciously. XD

#3
 Uhm ahhahahahaha.

#4
 Oh the right-est one is weiken, he got in the camera alas!!!!!

#5
Keekekekekkee.
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After that we went to shijun's house! I was pretty bored there cus my head was dizzy. Like SERIOUSLY DIZZY AH SO DIZZY, I thought the world was spinning and rolling and dancing ah =.= . And they were playing mahjong, I don't know how to play it, so........... Actually I know how to, I just don't know how to win lol. Btw, talked about mahjong, I played with my siblings just now cus they are lacking of kaki so they asked me to join them. (Normally they won't one, cus I have alot of questions hahahahha) And then I lost a total of RM16 =.= I DIDN'T EVEN WIN ONE ROUND AH HOW CAN!!!!!!!!! Ok back to that day, so I was really dizzy and lay on a really comfy chair! Not sure if it's really comfy or it's comfy cus I was dizzy............... NEVERMIND. So I sat for the half day, and spent the other half doing my homework hahahahahahaha. So after they had fun playing mahjong, we decided to set kong-ming-deng off!!!! It was a pretty large one, eh sorry, it's really large. =.= It's like twice the size of the normal one we've seen. The moment when shijun opens the plastic bag and takes out the kong-ming-deng, all of us went WOAAAAAAA SO BIG AH CAN WRITE ALOT OF WISHES. LOL hahahahahahaha.

Alright here's a view of the really big kong-ming-deng. In case you didn't know what's a kong-ming-deng, it's a really big lantern that you set off to the sky hahahahaha. By using the hot air balloon theory, the candle buns and then carbon dioxide produced and then the paper goes baboooom and gets really big and then flies lor. aiya you know lah. Let the pictures speak!

♡ 1
 Part of the wishes that we wrote on the lantern!
心想事成 (Whatever we wish will come true)
身体健康 (Be healthy)
And then the following two-words letter are our names lor, us 6's names.
And then the right side one,
幸福快乐 (Happiness)
永远开心 (Happy forever)

♡ 2
 This is Weewee writing her wishes on the lantern.

♡ 3
Left side one is Xinting, not sure what is she doing hahaahhaha, looking at what I'm writing?
Middle me writing wishes.
Right bottom is Yimieng I think, writing wishes too!

♡ 
 The really brave Xinting lighting up the wax, the weather was really windy so the flame kept on burning her fingers!!!!!! Thankiu Xinting!!!! But she also keeps on shouting, 哇很烧勒很烧!!! Hahahahahha I think everyone would do that. So in the end Shijun went and got us a candle so it's easier for her to light up that wax.

♡
 Ok the picture explains it all ~

♡ 
A big salute to Xinting! See how hot she was hahahahha!

♡ 
 FINALLY!!!!!!! THE LANTERN IS UP ^_______^

♡ 
And us 4 taking picture with the lantern hahahahahah! Yimieng was the photographer so she's not in this picture. :( Weiken went back before this so he's not in this picture too!

♡ 
 Us two trying to take picture with the lantern also, but.......... hahahahahhahahaah it flew up really high already hahahahaha! SPOT DAT LITTLE RED DOT!!!!!!!!!!
P.S. I'm not that short actually lor just becus I bent my legs!!!!!! Really usually not that short one tsk. -_-

Heeeheeee I guess that's all! Didn't take any better selcas that day cus I was too busy with my dizzy head and homework and also group photos! Wasn't in mood of selca. :(

Alright, goodnight guys!