The Moon!

It was the Moon Cake Festival yesterday and I had sooooooo much fun!!! My schoolmate suggested that all of us should hold more gatherings as we're going to graduate very soon. :( it's just so sad whenever I think of that... 

Aaand so, all of us decided to hang around during the festival~ Lanterns, candles and stuff. It was so much fun :D 

Without poop and pee! XD

Us with our lanterns. 

It was so dark and pictures turn out blurry but better than what I've expected!

Without poop and pee again

Teo, me, and Charlee!

The boys :D

After the lantern session we went to a cafe to satisfy my craving for milk tea. ;p

Pee, poop and me!

Again but in different orders LOL

Pee, me, poop and pig

And Le new favorite pearl milk tea of mine, with a poop...

And idk loll

And then poop, pee and I went for the second round after the rest of my schoolmates went home. Poop wanted to play some very exciting board game, so we went to this cafe! Three of us got really crazy and phoned our long lost primary school friends to ask them out. And it was 11.30PM when we called them hahaha! Then, poop and I slept over at pee's house! Three of us were so tired so we slept after bathing. 

I CUT MIE HAIR HELLO

And my friends kept on calling me Teacher Ooi, the teacher teaching in our school. T.T and I don't feel thrilled. 

Oh and my sister was kind enough to lend me her iPad, though she lost her iPhone last week. She left it at the toilet and of course it's gone. ;( 

THEY WENT TO SG THEMSELVES, WITHOUT ME. T.T ugh but at least I had fun too, so meh. They're coming back tomorrow night and I am pretty excited. Cos they told me they bought me presents *-* what could it beeeeee??? XP 

Till then! :D

Trough

Because after everything I have been through, I still don't know what I had learnt. Always whining about my life and stuff, but did nothing that would help.

I'm trying though! Trying really hard to change myself, to be a better me. I've done stupid things and let those who loved me down. The further you travel, you'll find out who your real friends are. AND I'M DEFINITELY NOT ONE OF THE REAL FRIEND. :X So honest HAHA.

I wanted to delete this blog, but it holds so much memories and I just couldn't make myself to. Someday, when I'm reeeeeeally old, I'm gonna read back every single post I had made, and laugh at how silly I was (or am...).

Till then! :D x

Best wishes to everyone.

希望不管是我认识的，不认识的can have a better life.
希望路边的流浪汉可以发现自己有能力做工 不在乞讨 用双手好好地养活自己
希望路边的猫狗 不在饿肚子 不在受凌虐 有家 被爱
希望爸爸妈妈身体健康 小毛病都死开 长命百岁
希望大姐生活事事顺利 学会珍惜
希望二姐不要再钻牛角尖 生活也事事顺心
希望哥哥的负担越来越轻 不需要再为钱烦恼 感情生活也越加幸福

Dad and mom worked so hard, just to earn money for their children to grow up. From milk to clothes, clothes to food, food to shelter, tuition fees, pocket money, education fees. I think this is the real uncountable noun. Their sacrifices for us, it's uncountable. I can't deny I am really selfish. Sometimes, I wonder how could I be this selfish, it's kind of unbelievable. When my sisters saw Rilakkuma things, they thought of me. They'd buy for me and then bring back to me. But when I go out, Idk why I'll never think of them. ALL I WOULD EVER THINK OF IS MYSELF :'( It's not fair.... but they never complained.....

Sometimes I would think, why am I so pathetic, I have none the richies have. I compare myself with them, I want all the luxury items. But I have never thought of, how my mum would save her money down even if she really wanted something badly. No, my mum is not into saving money, she uses money ALOT. BUT NEVER ON HERSELF!!!! She used them all on us, the family. When it comes to clothes, I buy ALOT. My mum knew that bad habit of mine. So, she saved her money down, and let me to buy them. I CANNOT UNDERSTAND THIS LOGIC!!!!!!!!! Sometimes my clothes could cost up to RM 50 for one, whereas my mum buys 2 for RM50. It may not be much to you, but I don't care. I don't come from a rich family, so what? My family gives everything they can afford for me. And I think that's enough.

Sometimes I think, why am I so not blessed? Why God sent so many enemies to hold and stop me from going on????? I always, always think of the bad things, those I DON'T have. That's why I feel so unblessed. What more can I ask for? I have my friends, the very very very very caring friends. I have my family, they LOVE me more than anyone else on earth. I have a healty body. I live in a peace country. I'm living a blissful life. But I would always ask for more... Desires can never be filled up. Desires are broken pails, you can never fill it.

People always say, cheirsh. ME too. But I had never understand the meaning, until now.
Thank God, for sending me so many angels, protect me and guide me in my life. No matter they are people I know or not. I want to list down all the people who had helped me, protected me in my life. But, I found it's another uncountable noun. I can never be so thankful, thank you for everything. Thank you for those who had come into my life, and made it better.

What can I do to make the world better? Make the people feel better, and thus a better world. Feel them like they are you, do what you want the others do to you.
我希望世界会变得更好
我希望每个人都会过得更好