longass holidays

HI! it's been so long HAHA, i'm enjoying my really long holidays, with a pang of guilt..... ugh
Haven't seriously used my brain for like, weeks? and I don't know if they still work, i guess they still do since i'm typing here hahaha
um watching tv series, korean dramas and youtube videos during most of my time

oh and few days ago, went to SG with shan to visit the poly's, gosh they are so huge, huge and huge. we walked till the sweat flow like we just had a shower wtf. but it was fun! exploring the country, it's like an adventure to me hehehe, but at the end of the day, when both of calmed down before we sleep. and there it was, my emotional queen inside me was activated, idk how lmao, i was missing home so much, so much more than then i was working in JB. and i felt like crying wtf hahahaha
but nahhhhh, i watched the originals instead, and cleared away all my troubles hehehe

oh and i've been wasting time SO FREAKING MUCH. the expired date used to be so far away and then now it's like, a finger touch a way wtf, scare die me =.=
and i cannot continue this vicious cycle already lah, sleep at 3, woke up at 11, and then start to do my own useless things hahaha

cannot say useless also, but yea it is useless, and wtf am i doing i haven't got my license wtf lol my mom has been asking me to go and have the undang test but then here i am, wasting my time, i haven't touched the book hahaha. but it seems like i'm not the only one XD the friends i met when i went for the undang ceramah, came to ask me if i've had my undang test, and i was like no...... and they both said me too lmao, quite funny bcos i thought i'm the only lazy one that cannot be define cos like you got all the free time and stuff and you don't want to go to the test lmao to drive wtf, i'm so jealous of people who can drive you know, but still HERE I AM SITTING IN FRONT OF MY LAPTOP HAVEN'T BATH ALSO HAHAHA

then the scholarship forms...... ugh, it's soooooooooo troublesome, so many things to be done, and i haven't finished them yet ;-; omg forgive me T.T

OMG WHAT HAVE I DONE T.T i'm wasting my youth wtf hahahahah

and i think i rust already, i haven't gone out for 2days liao, oh, old rusty me, forgot how to talk already hahaha kua zhang

YAY BOO BOO ARE COMING BACK FROM THE FREAKING LONGASS CAMP LOL
omg can't wait for it!　:D
prepared my freaking ears to die bcos 2 tired of listening lmao hahahaha !!!
can't wait for my darlings to come back and then we can finally go out and have fun! even though i've had fun already but it was without them t.t and it didn't feel like fun even though it was fun ok what am i saying!

oh and i'm so blessed!! bcos my father doesn't have a payslip, so i have to find an alternate way to prove his income... and there i was, lost in the middle of the jungle T.T and then i went to ask my super nice friend yeechia!! thank you so much :'( helped me alot, thanks for everything!!!
and it's nice to know that i'm not the only one who hasn't decided on what to study wtf haha, abit evil but HAHAHA it's true ma, to know that you still have friends whom are as lost as i am T.T
dwelling in my freaking korean dramas how can they be so nice XD HAHAHA
ok lah that's all for now!

and i can't wait for my siblings to...... HEHEHEHEH
ok lah can let that go already, since it hasn't been mention in some time, he had the heart ma that's all it matters! you shouldn't be bothered by it! it wasn't yours in the beginning anyway :D

goodluck everyone!!! muacks xx

Those days

And I miss those days where I just have to go to church and hang out with them!! I'm scared as I almost forgot how it feels to be in the crowd and be as bubbly and noisy as I was again.

BUT NO, I'm still that bubbly and noisy anyway HAHA

 

 

HAHAHA THIS ONE BCOS I WAS CONNECTING WIFI

AND THE TIME WHEN MY LIFE WAS ALL ABOUT MAPLE HAHA 

And that's about it, idk i was feeling nostalgic all of a sudden and decided to dig all the old photos out hehehe

And i'm feeling confused again, should i just take a language course itself? or should i major in a subject and then a language course as my sub....

:(

Procastinate

Yep, exactly, have just shifted my focus from researching my studies to facebook and to this. And it freaking annoys me when I know I can't deal with all this shit that are currently on my mind. It disturbs me so much grrrrr. But then I know all these troubles came from nothing, it's all been brought out by yours truly argh.

SERVES ME RIGHT!! T.T
There isn't any other phrase that is more suitable than that ^

Grrr huo gai!!! You gave them the chance to disturb your freaking mind when you could just have your mind at peace.

This is so annoying and I couldn't think of anything else at the moment, it is so freaking embarassing wtf  zzzzzzz

Anyway, my phone issssssss not young anymore HAHA so he's having problems every here and then. So I was freaking out since I have SO MANY photos aka memories in it!!! I can't risk to lose them, and I found out the google+ and auto backup photo thing is pretty cool. It doesn't have any limit (or so I knew) and it helps you to back up in your google account including the stupid thing I've just screenshot HAHA

AND I FREAKING
UGH
CANNOT
DESCRIBE
MY
MOOD

Ok can liao cus they say happiness is depends on you one ya yes i am happy and i will be

Feeling happy is the best revenge
NAH SAY DAO LIKE I'M VERY WICKED LIKE THAT NO
But I just don't want to be sad or disappointed or whatever negative emotions.
I DESERVE BETTER THAN THAT. Gosh you knew it since the start omg it's so narcissistic to say it here but yes I definitely deserve better than that.

:D Cheer up
xxxx back to Jenn HAHAHA