cherish

觉得我人品很烂啊！！！！！！！
可能这个是众所皆知的我只是在restating the facts lol

这个sem 根本不知道在干嘛 - -
dota
dance club
events
keyang
movies
anime
dramas
然后我的midterm考到超烂
学校也很少去- -
健康被搞到一塌糊涂

然后可以怪谁？ 就我自己的问题啊 我自己选择的 怪不了别人

觉得我真的 啊啊啊啊
很过分
有时候觉得自己不值得被这么好的对待 :(
好像在浪费他的好意 :|
觉得我一直在占他便宜 把他对我的好意当成理所当然
:\
真的觉得我不值得他对我这么好啊啊啊啊
haiz
希望我不会辜负他
然后希望我的人品可以好一点
希望我对他会更更更用心
希望我对他会有他对我一半的好就够了T.T
很愧疚啊每次想了都觉得 都是他一个人在付出
他一个人在担心 一个人在着想
he always knows that i was lying about being fine
he always knows it's not true when i say it's okay just leave me be
he always knows :(
and he cares so much about me
he'd drive all the way from KL to Kampar when he has the chance
he'd drive me all the way back to Kampar from KL and then back to KL again
he'd drive alone to kampar from ipoh and back again
he'd sleep on the floor with me whenever shushan is in the room
he'd pay for all my food whenever he knows i'm overbudget :(
he'd forgive me a million a thousand times
he'd love me for who i am no matter what i did
sometimes he'd get mad at me (solely my fault) and still apologize in the end of the argument ahahah
wo cuo wo cuo ni dui ni dui okay bu yao sheng qi le

thank you for always always telling me that i'm worthy of the way you're treating me
真的就像珍珠一样捧在手心
把我当公主疼 皇上一样服侍
每天喊你叫公公 还真的蛮像的啊哈哈哈哈
吓不走赶不跑

反正你也是找不到像我这样好的女孩子了啦 XD *CUE WANQING'S EX  LOL

sometimes I FEEL LIKE AN ASSSSSSS
你知道那种不知道你有男朋友的人 还是会flirt你的吗是不是
你知道跳舞的男生多帅没有！！！
then russel that day flirt me flirt daooooo walao
then i keep
cannot
cannot
cannot
对自己默念lol 哈哈哈哈哈
！！！！
世界上也有很无敌多堆女生比你漂亮所以你吵semo 哈哈哈哈
i'd sway but i'd stay
WAH RHYMES SIA 我自己想的哈哈哈哈