It's too wonderful to be true, real. Because with Him, everything evil seems to be destroyed, and all you know and would do is good and pure.
But when you step out of the comfort zone, you found out it actually is not that easy as it has been to stay pure, because of all the temptations.
You want to have fun, and most of the fun we enjoy is evil, and even though you know that you are sinning, you would still do it, all because of the fun.

I need you to be my source of strength, to guide me on the right path, to tell me right or wrong, to know good and evil, and avoid all the temptations I might face, I just need you.
And I havent spent time with you for a while, and I know that it is wrong, but still I did not stop doing so. Im truly sorry...

And I know you will always love me and forgive me no matter what I had done, and Im truly grateful for that. Thank you for staying by my side. :)

And here we go again, an adventure full of unknown temptations.

Even though

Even though I'm super confused myself too, i still want to say this...
He is always there for us, just because we cant see him, doesnt mean that he is not there!
I'm no one to say that people ignore his presence, bcos sometimes i myself forgot to believe in him too, and i'm grateful that i have wonderful friends to be there for me and to remind me!!
Thank you so much papa for sending them into my life, each one of them changes parts of me :D
And even though I went to work already, i still have each one of you on my mind! Thinking what are you guys doing at that moment, are we sharing the same problem, or did you all forget me already.
Cant admit that I feel abit down whenever i know i cannot take part in all of the events but haha i'm really happy now too!

So i'm thankful for everything, really!
Thank you for being such an awesome papa!!! Muacks! ♡♡♡♡

Familiar

Here i am, lying on my own bed, the usual smell, sound and place. It's so unbelievable, for me to know that, I have actually grown up and am growing up, which is the one thing i hated the most, growing up.

I feel like, i have never left my castle before, i'm still me, the girl who is protected by her parents, sheltered and taken care of. Still the fragile glass which is kept in a box.

But the truth is, no, it is not a dream, i really went out, became a waitress, stayed in the hostel, went out until late night, and a lot more things I thought I would refrain myself from. (Relax, still legal stuffs ok)

and here i am, with a very clear mind, knowing what i have done, no matter right or wrong, and feeling guilty and happy at the same time. So tell me, what should i do now?
Am i right? Or am i wrong........ :(

I KNOW I CAN DO DIS!!!
:D
Goodnight.