Over the rainbow! ♡

Hello, it's 初六! Which is the 6th day of CNY! I guess I really did enjoy my CNY, ohohoho went out with friends almost everyday! :D Very full ah the schedule, which is why I'm enjoying it. Not night though........... x____x

I have to throw away the holiday mood liao, the things I think during CNY are angpows and gambling and foods and lots of food hahahhahaha! Oh talked about food hor, i went to weigh myself just now, and found that my weight decrease AGAIN. Idk if that's a good thing leh, cus recently I've just decided to eat more and gain weight hahahahah. Spot the irony!!! My weight went from 39 to 36. I myself also wonder leh, how did I do that hahaahahha!! Man it's New Year, I ate super lots of food one I tell you!!!!! Even 菜狗 told me that I became fatter =.= which actually saddens me a little, but then after that I found that it's ok for me to gain some weight!!!!!!! Then jie guo I became slimmer hahahahahahha, actually very happy. XD

Walao I want to upload pictures!!! But I'm on my desktop now, so........... :(
I actually have some goals to achieve, fyi, I'll be selling some clothes online and hopefully I can earn some pocket money and then SAVE INTO BANK AND I MEAN IT LOR. But I want to buy a camera first, so after I buy camera lah! Using my profits ^________^ Maybe a watch too.

CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT CANNOT.

I type until forget what I promised myself, ONLY BUY THE THINGS I CAN AFFORD!!!!! So let's see lah, if I earned quite much profit then I'll buy myself something! :D Okay that's all I'll be crapping today, don't want to rise my place in google page of naggish anymore hahahahahahha. XD @ahtoh + @菜狗

Alright cya next time OH AND I ALMOST FORGOT !!!!!!! 我很开心哟很开心很开心哈哈哈哈哈
All I wish is that I can sleep later in the night w/o thinking craps. Goodnight! x

Just be yourself.

Is that what you meant? I think I've got it pretty well. It's kinda hard though. 

Well, firstlyyyyy;

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!! 

Just went through a blogpost from Naomineo, it had me think alot. Yea you came to this world, not to entertain others, not to applause the others. Pretending is tough, and you don't feel happy at all. So why else would you do it? You ask me? I have no idea too, I'm trying to figure it myself. She mentioned this issue; 

I want myself to look good.

Uhm, yes? As what she said, I didn't know when did this started too. =.= SHE ALSO TALKED ABOUT SKINNY, ya lor what's the big deal with that gap between my thighs. ACTUALLY, it meant alot to me.............. That is like, the only thing that assures my skinny-ness. Seriously lol, very scary ah sometimes i look thru my photos, and I look kinda geli cus I'm too skinny. Should I say that, I'm not really happy with the me right now. But, I thought we're supposed to love ourselves!!!!! That's the right thing that I should think and do. POSITIVE YO POSITIVE. 

Why bother to look good? Um, not sure about this yet but I'm sure this will be carried on.(to me) Everyone has their own perspectives, you can't fulfil all their standards right. Some might think you're ugly some might think you're awesome. It would be tiring, to fulfil all their levels and standards. SO WHY?????? WHY MAKE YOURSELF SO TIRED TO MAKE THE OTHERS LIKE YOU. Ok la  I also don't know what's the answer, think yourself la cannot think yourself ah. 

NEVER buy the things that you can't afford.

Lol........ seriously thinks that sentence is pointing me. I don't know how you guys spend, but I sure do know that I spend alot.(for me) Like, out of my budget. I would think of every possible way to gain money, AND THEN SPEND ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL OF THEM. I used to be proud of it, but no, not now. Not sure why would I be proud of it, maybe it makes me feels good, I have this satisfactory when I bought alot of things, spending all my moneys, and carrying alot of plastic bags. Sick -_- Ok la maybe I'm not like those richass-es whom parents can give them money to spend (not directed to anyone, I'm just plain jealous.) and then no need to think one just spend. I actually went to work and spend my own salary and also save from my pocket money. Sounds pretty good huh, not when I used them on useless things tho. 

I'll try to figure out a way aye, to solve all these problems of mine. 

I think I get angry and frustrated pretty soon nowadays, and also I found that I'm really selfish. Depends on to whom though. If it was my besties or family (not including relatives), I don't think I'm selfish. (Not sure also......... -_-) I would be really stingy and selfish to the others one lor, and I think I'm really easy to get angry lol. Sometimes when people don't get what I'm trying to tell them I also get angry. CUS THEY NEVER READ ONE, they can just misunderstand what I'm trying to tell them when I already said sho clearly. =.= Ok la I change this one ok. To change myself into a better person that has a better personality (pffffffft lol) for the sake of the future of Malaysia ahahahahahha, I wrote all my bads on a paper so that would remind myself hehehehehe. So, here's the list! 

BADGIRL:-You spend too much. (SAVE MONEY)-You gossip too much. (SHUT THE F* UP)-You ignore too much messages. (READ THEM AND REPLY)-You care too much about what the others say you are. (IGNORE AND JUST BE YOURSELF)-You are too selfish. (SHARE!!! THINK ABOUT GOD)-You get angry very very very fast. (DEEP BREATHE DEEEEEEEEEEEP BREATHE)-You scold too much f* word. (GET RID OF IT)-You despise people too much. (GIVE UR LOVING TO THEM) -You get jealous of people too easily. (LOL JUST IGNORE AND BE URSELF)-You think too much. (MAKE IT SIMPLE)-You follow too much. (IDK HOW TO SOLVE IT BUT OH WELLS)

Alright! That's all I could think of now! The conclusion is :

Yours sincerely,

xxxxxxxxooooooo

One good turn deserves another.

Wahlao bamboo how can you be so rude har people comfort you leh, still act like that huh!!! PULL BACK PULL BACK ALL MY WORDS HMPF.

Happy Birthday Tricia sai sai hahahahhahaha!!!(Earlier) You pushed away the bikini cake request yourself one ah! Cannot blame me already. :P I just had a really bad day, I think. :( Went to school, and then pakad, and then  latihan sukan, and then tuition. Reached home around 7.30pm............ Super annoyed and also hungry just now -___- Haiyo but all good now!!!! Had a 'short' chat with le senior senior haahhahahahahhahahaha!!! Pray that everything is smooth for you har. And the poor wee wee who is sickkkkkkkkkk, jiayou recover!!!

I did it, again.......... The same old thing. -_- I took out all my new clothes and then put each of them on again LOL. #Ihavenoideawhatimdoing EXACTLY LAH. I did this like n times, also don't know why am I so hardworking ah. Fold the clothes neatly again again and again. And something big (kind of) happened, but it's solvable lah so i'm not really worried over it.

Since I just had a really long and tiring day, I've decided to skip school tomorrow!!!!!!!! YAY AND MOM AGREED!!!! Aiya really very tired mah. Our school very funny one leh, gave us all forms to fill in if our parents allow us to stay back at school to do pakad (school tuition liddat), and then doesn't allow us to fill in not allow. SO FUNNY RIGHT, THEN YOU COULD'VE JUST CARRY ON THE PAKAD W/O THE FORMS MAH. =.=

So much anger when I talk about school ah ugh, my C teacher is really the most kiampak teacher in the world. He uses 15 minutes to solve a question. Why? It's not because that he can't solve it lah. Ok example, he asked, ''Give me the formula of XXXXXX, *name*'' And if the person cannot answer the question, he would continue to find person 2, and then 3, and then 4 and so on. UNTIL HE IS SHIOK ALREADY HOR AND THEN HE STOPS. By then, when he comfirmed everyone cannot solve the question, he would start his nagging. AND THEN FINALLY GIVE US THE ANSWER, AND THEN FINALLY CARRY ON TO THE NEXT QUESTION UGHHHHHHHHHH. Wahlao super frustrated, can't you just let us know the answer and then carry on, save time also mah!!!! By then he used half an hour for a question, I exaggerated of course hahahahah! But almost lah almost half an hour. =.= And he likes to use his super kiampak face to nag nag nag nag nag, about the rules lahhhhhhhhhh, and then scares us with the rules and sorts. I wish I can select to not hear what he's talking about. GIBBERISH AH. -___- But okay lah sometimes he is really gentle also, SOMETIMES. LOL

CHINESE NEW YEAR- 3DAYS LEFT. AHHHHHHHH EXCITED!!!!!!!!!
Um, it's the last year already what! Why should we behave like that lehhhhhhhhh, can't we just stay as a group? It's not like we have alot of chinese students in Form 5! We have been in the same school, same community (maybe not) for 4 years, familiar or not, we've still been through alot of ups and downs what! Haiyoooooooooooo. Can't we just stay as one until the end? No? :(

Have to pass up Moral folio already but I'm still waiting for the papers to be done, ok Imma go and check what can I draw in my papers! Hehehhehe boa noite! :D xx