Love

Spread the loveeeeeeeeeeee~ 

I think our community needs love, love and MORE LOVE. Nowadays people are so into criticizing people (Including myself!!!) de bads, and then never look at their good side. Cannot deny right? I myself also cannot deny that everytime I would be selectively blind hahahahha, then pick on their faults. I feel so guilty now. T___T This is a bad habit ah, have to change this one. When one of us gossip about the others, we actually increased the rate of hatred among the environment unconciously hahahahahaha what the hell am I saying. Aiya as long as I understand jiu gou le! :P

Be the temple of God. Still cannot fully understand what this sentence is trying to say, but I think I got the point already la. They said hor, you must be as good as God, so good until people see God in you, and then you succeed in both sides- treat the others good thus spreading love and also spread how good our God is!

Praise.
How many of us can do this? You think very easy ah? Maybe it's easy for you lah but I don't think it's easy for me.... Some people are really good, they can praise the others easily, sincerely. But sometimes, I can't. :( Yeah really leh, sometimes hor I very stingy one, keep all my praises and good words inside and never say them out. Receiving praises is easy lah, you sit there then people keep on ''wahhhhhhhh so nice ah so good ah so pretty ah so handsome ah so kind ah so generous ah so clever so smart...........&^#*$&^*&^$'' and everything nice, and then you feel sooooooooo good, I feel sooooo loved. But I myself cannot do this.... Such a shame. :( What should I put this as?!!?!? Like hor, I don't like to know/acknowledge people are better than me (?) which makes me less better? LOL But I'm doing my best le ok! I've been trying to praise people heartily these weeks, cus I realized how evil was my thinking lol. Why would I think like that ah? I also don't know leh, I get jealous of them?? :( Cus I was once a wallflower, excluded from people, groups and sorts lah. So now I'm learning how to praise people whole heartily!! :D

Jealousy, is suchan evil thang. >:( must get rid of it. Sometimes you just can't help but feel that you're worse than others. So what would I do when I feel like that? I get jealous. Jealousy is so ugly, but I can't help to gain that shet........

有时候不是你在表面看到的那么简单. 你在羡慕其他人的时候, 其他人可能也在羡慕着你.

So!!! The best of all, is to learn to accept, cherish and AGREE.

选择性失明症状 - 你看到其他人的缺点，却看不到自己的缺点.

DotA diary 2.

MET GOOD GUYS TODAY. Cho lucky one!!!!!! Me still using the same DR, and then Luna, Puck, Viper and another guy left game. Don't know why leh but I think it's because of his internet? Cus he keeps on complaining the game very laggy then suddenly he left liao hahahah.

Luna, Puck and Viper, wtf best combinations so far I've ever seen hahahaha! Despite the combination of me, ruili and shixiang hahahahahah. *sarcasm* THEY ARE NOT ONLY PRO, but also very good to me! T_T So difficult to see gamers like this liao lor, like what I said in the previous blogpost. They didn't even scold me!! They just kept on asking me to run and go back home and farm gold and buy what items, wahlaoooooooooooo cho nice!! THING IS, they don't know I'm a girl! Maybe you don't understand cus you've never played DotA before, BUT IF THEY NEVER SCOLD YOU AND THINKS YOU'RE A BOY, that's like super super super super duper rare one. Yes, like pandas, rare like pandas hahahhaha.

Hello, it's Saturday midnight! Just spent time at studio this morning until afternoon. Went to have lunch with vegedog at MCD's, and then went back to studio again! Doing nothing at studio afterwards, we just crawled and bawled and rolled and laughed at boring things. I don't know why but, everytime when I'm with vegedog, I became a super duper idiotic person immediately, no joke hahahahhaha! Actually, we're the most idiotic pair in the world I guess? *tears rolling down face* Not sure if it's a good thing or bad thing hahahha. Ok lah then after that went to tuition lor, the subject was Addmaths! Um then vegedog and Shu3 went back to my house to prepare ourself for the basketball practice afterwards!!! Quite excited cus I haven't touched basketball for like, months or something. No, I'm not good in basketball, all I do is scream and run away from falling balls. Sounds pretty cool huh? But!!!!! I'm not that bad either, I can throw the ball, of course lah in the basket and score points. =.= And I can do stretching warm-ups hahahahhaha!

Frustrated things happened, walao and those are the things you can't say, so I type lor? Hahahhaha! Oh and hor I think I'm super humour one, I can made up lots of funny gags unconciously! Ok lah thing is, you don't have to talk like a hipster/jerk/bastard/kiampak-guy to be funny. -___- Super frustrating one, when you're asking serious questions and being really serious, someone might just switch on his/her 'humour' switch, and then talk birds. Sometimes, they just made you so speechless that you don't want to answer any of his/her questions, or continue the topic. Really mah, so sao-xing one. Maybe one or two times is ok what, but they just do that SO frequent that I'd just get annoyed and stuffing airs inside my stomach.*Grabs fists*

WHY PEOPLE CANNOT WAIT UNTIL WE STOPPED TALKING AND THEN START ANOTHER TALK LEH? Like I'm talking to A then suddenly B popped out of nowhere and then started his/her own topic like I don't exist. Plus super awkward for A one! I'm sure A was all confused and startled hahahahha. Maybe startled is abit too irrelevant? And hor, like, A was asking me something, B just popped out of nowhere (Yes, again.) and then started answering A. I STUFFED AIRS INSIDE MY STOMACH AGAIN, super awkward one, then I don't know what to do, opened and closed my mouth like I was doing some mouth exercise. =.= Really mah, maybe one or two time, I could think it as he/she didn't hear I was answering A already, so B started to answer A, good thing mah. But then, IT ALL HAPPENED TOO OFTEN THAT I SUSPECT HE/SHE.............. dots said it all le.

And hor, I don't like to pretend that I like something/someone when I really don't. Of course I also have my own bads lah, so I tried to accept and like my friends' or even strangers' bad habits. Except vegedog, she has too many bad habits liao LOL HAHAHAHHA.

xo byebye and say hi to beddie. MA OWN ROOM TODAE.

DotA sexism.

Walao this game in Asia is full of sexists. They saw you have girlish name hor they ask if you're a girl, if you said no then they'll be like,

''sohai la noob go back home sleep drink milk go hell leave game pls''. 

Then I'll get really agitate CUS I DONT WANT TO BE SCOLDED FOR NOTHING LIKE THAT MAH. Like who wants?!?!??!?!?! Argh.

''IM A GIRL MTHERFKA'' 

told them this one, you think it's the right choice? A big NO NO NO, actually three hahahahahah, they'll go like,

''lol fake 1 la go back home sleep drink milk go hell leave game pls'' 

OR

''giv mi ur fb den i trust lol, or nt u lying, giv me c ur fb or photo then i blive''

WAHLAO PEOPLE PLAY DOTA VERY NOOB CUS IM NEWBIE CANNOT AH. DOTA GOT RULES STATED NOOB CANNOT JOIN?!?!?!?? ARGH.

You don't know how mean your words are, you keep ask me to leave the game, right? THEN I WON'T LEAVE SO AT LEAST I MAKE YOU LOSE THAT GAME! HMPF. 

This face is the best to describe what I'm feeling now hahahahahhaha! 

To all the DotA-ers out there: 

Pls la dun scold mi if u see mi in game ok, and trust mi im a girl i got everything a girl has ok. pls dun  ask for fb to comfirm im a girl so you won't scold me and if i didnt give you my fb stop fking saying that im lying ARGH I JUST DONT WANT TO GIVE YOU AH!!!!!!! UGH. Also, please effing be kind to all the newbies like me can?!?!?!? Show what a boy can do best ok? 

Oh and, I think you guys still have this very big mystery wanting to solve, and let me tell you the answer ok?? :)

YES. GRAMMAR EXISTS.

Sincerely yours.

Garena id - bellariel_blues 

xoxoxo play wid mi